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BALDUR'S GATE 3 ORIGINS + TAROT CARDS insp. by @basimibnishaqs

pt. 2 here

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You guys couldn't have chosen a more uncomfortable position for making out.

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Bro, I was having a fun time romancing Shadowheart, and then she said the phrase "Forty years of my life," and I nearly fucking crumbled inside.

Fucking elves dude.

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EmBrAcE lOsS

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very excited to be reaching new ground in act 3 and with it new opportunities to behave in the most deranged manner imaginable

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Literally went from:

“Why would I ever trust the word of an Oathbreaker?”

“It’s unwise to trust a bloody Sharran”

To:

“Why hello, Lover, that sounded more debonaire in my head, I admit”

“I am yours, my Heart”

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Aaaand I’m finally in Act 3 (fucking finally) with my Oathbreaker Paladin Durge run. I can only wish I’m talented enough of a writer to write a fic for these two I swear-

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your hot boss dances like this. wyd??

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Starstruck

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*sees two emotionally fucked up people who should be in therapy* what if they kissed

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I can’t write to save my life so I shoved 7,000 words together and made it a beautiful disaster, please enjoy my panicky messy brain, I have brain rot over this game.

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“Now I have a criminal record. Thanks.”

No Sarah, thank you! This is such good writing material for comedy in the fic. Also she has so much dialogue in the Ryujin faction line???

Also some photos I took, shhh

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I am literally the best at grammar mistakes in my fics

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I’ve been writing a Sarah Morgan fanfic pls for gods sake Sarah my beloved you deserve EVERYTHING.

poor traumatized bb

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starfield is just perfect:

- sapphic love story

- IN SPACE

- WHERE YOU EXPLORE THE GALAXY TOGETHER

- AND IT’S HAPPILY EVER AFTER

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like that idea of soulmates, lovers in every sense of the word, facing the universe and experiencing their passion, finding out firsthand what’s out there, together…

space is already so romantic, and here we have a love story fit for such a setting. a love fit for the stars.

it’s just perfect and i love it so so much.

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me before I started Starfield: okay I'm gonna wait until I met all of the companions to decide who to romance

me 5 seconds after meeting Sarah:

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THIS. RIGHT HERE.

another thing about starfield, as someone who, yes, are you fucking kidding me i would be a space explorer if I could, no reservations about it, is that it lets me envision this embodiment of what my life could’ve been if I’d been born 300 years later. does that make sense? like it’s not just a game i like playing for fun in the same way as something like cyberpunk or fallout. it is for me, genuinely, the closest I’ll ever get to this true want that i have that i’ll never be able to attain.

consider sarah morgan. the explorer. made to explore space. what on earth would she be doing if nobody invented the grav drive?

but i have no choice. stuck on earth and I think that’s such a shame.

i mean, maybe it’s all nonsense and science fiction is science fiction. if i’d never been exposed to this type of media, had the seed planted, would i feel the same as i do now? i guess that argument doesn’t matter because we all have our influences that push us in certain directions, but ultimately it is us who choose to continue in that direction.

maybe humans will never reach other planets or solar systems. i hate to be pessimistic but we already have seemingly insurmountable problems on this planet.

the truth is, we don’t fucking know what the future holds. we’re already living in some old dreamer’s sci-fi fantasy right now. tiny metal boxes that show us anything we want and let us communicate across the planet instantaneously? all of human knowledge at our fingertips? virtual worlds that let us envision our wildest dreams? shit, what i do now, software development, is itself a passion for only those lucky enough to live alongside it.

so maybe there is hope for some sarah morgan one day.

but what about the dreamers lost in time?

i have been waiting for starfield my whole life.

and it will stay with me as long as i live.

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i saw this picture on Reddit and I DIDNT KNOW SHE COULD SIT LIKE THAT???????????????

where is my spacesuit i cannot breathe