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[deakb107]

I wrote this and I thought you would like it. The title is Cut

When I’m first cut

I feel like giving up

I feel like I’m not important enough

I feel like I’m less of a person

But when I’m in the middle of cutting

I feel alive

I feel like I need to do it more

I feel the need to keep going

Deeper and deeper

Longer and longer

The deeper and the longer the better I feel

The more I cut

The better that I feel about myself

When I finish cutting

I feel like I have a purpose

I feel like I’m finally who I need to be

I’m finally someone that has a purpose

I love who I am after I finish cutting

[deakb107]

When does this suffering end?

I'm so tired...I can't take much more.