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sorry but everytime someone refers to mahiru as “necessary collateral” in exchange for the protection or development of a different prisoner i want to throw rocks

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I think Life really hammers home how arguing about whether or not she killed anything or whether she's guilty is missing the point, which is that Yuno herself is now grieving. she feels like she killed her baby, and at the time she was numb and felt nothing about it, but the fact she didn't feel upset at the time is only making her feel more pain now. she was shocked and terrified then survived an accident she didn't really want to survive and now people are still debating whether she was in the right or not when what's really important is how Yuno has been hiding herself so long and is just seeking someone to listen and validate that she does feel sad, lonely and guilty and not the cheerful facade she puts on to others or the cold heartless facade she puts on to herself. like yeah I'm in the vast majority that think she's totally innocent, but that does nothing to actually help Yuno. it's not the point. it highlights just another way Milgram as a system fails

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no one talk to me

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yk i'm still miffed about how a fairly popular milgram blog that unironically promotes the "mahiru is a kidnapper" theory (who knows how much i hate that theory because one mod interacted with a post where i disavowed it) screenshotted my mahiru suicide theory post to add to their kidnapper theory post, cropped my username out, and then credited someone else. lol. lmao

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glad to finally say that people who underestimated milgram's writing team were stupid ♡ amen

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overall? kind of numb about mahiru's death. i've already had two panic attacks over characters i liked dying these past few months, and it's been over two years since the idea of mappi's death was on the table, so i've simply made my peace with it. all i care about right now is doing her justice and continuing to examine and love her. goodnight mahiru ♡

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...i'm sorry, but if you can't believe amane could have killed shidou, then you should be able to understand that the explicitly suicidal character traumatized by the death of his wife and children would not cope well with the preventable death of a teen and adult mother figure. think abt his character past haha funny doctor man beefing with 12 year old for 0.2 seconds i beg

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Umbilical

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[Original post 06/05/2023]

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I can’t stop, I can’t be normal, my emotions are out of control, that’s inconvenient?

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WELCOME BACK BESTIE OMGGGG IM HAPPY TO SEE YOU AGAIN 💕

BELOVED BOXX-SAMA MY COMRADE IN ARMS I'VE MISSED YOU TOO ♡♡ SPINNING YOU AROUND IN ONE OF THOSE CARNIVAL TEAPOTS RN

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I am in shambles after the T2 ending

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omgggg i totes forgot to mention it but. (*twirls hair*) your favorite mahiru shiina fanblog is baaaaaack

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clasping my hands behind my back as sweat rolls down my face. there were so many harrowing things said in the second trial report⸻dangling haruka's fate like a toy, alluding to mahiru's life⸻but jackalope remarking how kotoko's efficiency of judgement through violence worked makes me feel so sick. genuinely had to take a break from the video for a moment.

not because it's wrong per se, but because wouldn't kotoko herself disagree? she's harped repeatedly how she's not happy the scum criminals have been granted an innocent. it would be such a slap in the face to be commended for her efforts while rotting in her restraints. like, if i was her i'd crash a brick through the window, climb in, and fistfight that rabbit.

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#𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐔: milgram fanblog. absolute devotion to sending ( love letters ) to mahiru shiina

𝐀𝐁𝐓 𝐌𝐄 ⸻ hello hello my name is frills / cinnamon ( she/they, 18 ) and i'm very passionate about unveiling the mysteries behind milgram. please do not spam like / reblog without warning as it gives me anxiety !!