deathbyhe

[deathbyhe]

how can i be attracted to women but also am constantly thinking about a man twice my size forcefully turning me over and drilling my hole while he covers my mouth and mocks my pussy for being fat

[deathbyhe]

i want to feel the roughness of hair from a mans beard against my freshly shaved and spanked pussy lips :( i love trying to close my legs so he can exert his strength onto me prying them apart.. showing me how easily he overpowers while he desperately laps at my clit ughhh

[deathbyhe]

my mother has a boyfriend that she’s had for 2 years thats transphobic and homophobic and he says its because im too sexy and my titties are too big for me to be “acting like that” 🥺 he says it infront of her and she does nothing about it i feel like he’s gonna rape me one day.. the comments stir something inside me i literally have to go play with my pussy every time.. and at night when i go to bed i sleep in a big tshirt no bra and panties and its literally so much tension im afraid to walk past him when im dressed like that even though i intentionally let him see me from afar ill like feel his eyes on me and when i look he doesn’t even pretend to not look.. my pussy is aching to be taken

[deathbyhe]

this is comedy

its so degrading how my breasts jus look like huge man boobs when i try to use a binder.. and it hurts my back so after the next day im back to a sports bra its like ill never get the full boy look without surgery. no wonder guys dont take me seriously and always misgender me jokingly and on purpose

[deathbyhe]

dreaming about confiding in my therapist about being molested.. about missing that touch and attention finally being able to release my true feelings and for a moment feeling a huge weight off my shoulders just for it to be washed over by shame once he asks me to show him where.. how.. and im smart so i know what he’s doing but i feel obligated to do it just like before when he touched me. suddenly im 12 years old again, terrified with knots in my stomach feeling a man force his large hand into my panties

[deathbyhe]

sometimes i dream that my moms boyfriend knows that i prance around in my big tshirt on purpose. i dream that me liking girls pisses him off more than he says, that it infuriates him because he sees the dance i do for him at night. knowing my breasts poke through the shirt all loose, never still as i walk. i dream he can smell the neediness leaking from my pussy right beneath my shirt because i dared to not wear any around him again. i dream his dick is hard and irritated as he watches me, dying to be milked. his eyes that are for sure on me, full of disgust and anger. he loses his mind that night as he does every night that i dance around. contemplating with himself. arguing himself down that i want his dick. he knows im a needy little slut. he knows IM pretending and that i need to be taught a lesson on what a real man is. he approaches my door twice before coming in and standing over me. i feel him there.

[deathbyhe]

to have an older man pick me up from school and shame me for standing with boys. i tell him they are my friends but he just calls me a slut and an attention whore. making me lift my shirt and expose my breasts, allowing them to hang and bounce as he takes an intentionally long route to my home. his windows are tinted, but its the humiliation he craves. its the shame overflowing inside me that he’s chasing and he can tell i can hardly bare it. telling me to keep my needy thighs open as he rests his large manly hand in my panties, rubbing lazy circles into my clit, adding pressure to it as he degrades me outloud

[deathbyhe]

how was he supposed to know you dont like it when you didnt scream for your mother in the next room?

[deathbyhe]

make her spread the lips and slap her fat pussy until her hole is needy, but dont fuck her. thats how u make her brain stupid and fuzzy.

[deathbyhe]

when she adds “she’s stressed” when she asks for dick it means she wants you to fuck her in the ass

[deathbyhe]

lift up your shirt if you’re gonna talk my ears off with nonsense about your stupid day

[deathbyhe]

nothing just thinking about batting a ftm’s tdick back and forth between my fingers until she falls apart