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'Cause if my future kids end up like me

They won't get to sleep earlier than three

They'll be thinking 'bout how they can be

Better than they are, taking it too far

Trying to change the things I love the most about them

And I don't think I could ever stand to see that happen

—Sara Kays

Don’t have kids if you’re traumatized and it’s going to get in the way of raising a kid safely and healthily and not in a way that’s also gonna traumatize them in a different way. And don’t have kids if you think it’s going to “heal yourself through the purest form of love” children and their childhoods aren’t your guinea pigs to experiment with for your own healing

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me: I’m bored

what people think I mean: I’m too lazy and I don’t feel like doing anything or there’s nothing to do

what I actually mean: my disorder is causing me to go into a numb, emotionless void where I’m not just lazy, I literally don’t feel like doing anything. even if there’s something to do or even if I’m doing something I’ll still feel bored because it’s not your Typical Boredom, it’s an empty and terrible kind where I dissociate and not have the energy to do anything at all, nothing I do will cure the boredom

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Found this cute reylo au illustration 😍

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Star Wars romance 😗👀🙂 aka the epic enemies to lovers romance your faves will never have