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Corrupt cop? Interesting, as far as he’s aware, cops weren’t around at all. Not since Enoshima quite literally destroyed the world. Pushing someone off a high place was indeed bad, but not nearly enough compared to any other actions that he’s witnessed. He would know, being a former remnant of despair, it sickened him to the very core that he was a part of that group. Carrying a will of something he despised. Despair…

“Interesting, as far as I’m aware, it’s the Future Foundation is consistently working on eliminating despair. At least, that’s what I remember, who knows if that’s still the case.”

Eliminating all despair and locking up all evil…not too different but not the same.

“The Kisaragi Foundation. . . assuming they are similar to the Future Foundation, I guess they really are looking for the remnants as well.”

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Her breath hitched when she watched the other explode with craziness. She had to keep her composure one way or another. “You dare to speak like that�� Against someone who had their killing game take place and won! I was the first and only mastermind to survive!” The fact the other was able to almost see through her with ease, it pained her. “I am perfectly capable of handling myself out here and you know nothing!”

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It was like a dream come true to finally see his idols, well, ‘idols’. It felt like they were practically the same age but then again, looks can be deceiving. God knows a lot of people apply that to him.

“So cool.” He mumbled softly before hearing Hibiki call out and turned towards her, a small gasp coming from his lips. No way, she actually found a cd by their band, he thought he was just making a joke about it. Who would’ve thought, whoever had them all here either put it on purpose or it was just a coincidence. Either way, can’t say it’s an unwelcome discovery.

“As usual, you’re right Hibiki, you really are the best.”

Accompanied with a smile, she looked down at the cd, even if he was buttering her up with compliments - he was glad to have found something to listen to when he has the time.

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Kanade seemed hesitant to speak at first but she gave the two a small nod. “I can play many things but if you try and force a acoustic guitar to rift the same way as an electric guitar… You’re just bound to break the strings, no matter how good you are at guitar. It just simple isn’t built for it. You’d be surprised just how weak some strings are in comparison to the guitar.” She was having an intrusive thought about smashing the guitar for it failing her.. but thankfully she managed to push that aside.

Hibiki’s frustration with the lack-of their music had seemed to subside with the little music session the twins had displayed but going through so many CD’s was annoying… Just when she was about to give up searching she managed to find at least just one! “Ah! Found it!” She picked up the CD and brought it over to Kokichi, looking as triumph as ever. “Hehe! It’s only one but it proves they at least knew of us! You can’t just give up something like that!” As if she wasn’t about to give up herself…

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Not wanting to be idolized, that’s something that has crossed his mind. Plenty of people have told him that he’s too harsh on himself and gives off more praise than needed, but there was something in his heart that made no sense to him.

He saw himself as lower than everyone else with actual talent, he didn’t consider Ultimate Lucky Student something worthy of praise most of the time.

“You have a point, normally, I would be considered a part of that hope that I aspire to see, but honestly, I think my presence often brings bad luck instead of good. Despite my title. Heh.” Nagito let out a brief chuckle before paying attention to what she said. “I see, so you’ve had an encounter with Monokuma as well, surely your talent must’ve been something you’re grateful for so you could protect your friends.”

It was really hard not to praise Kiyoka, but that was something admirable. Protecting your class, a lot hope…

“I understand what you’re saying, everyone was getting along so well before Monokuma decided to show up…”

(Kiyoka!) [ TOUCH ]:           just for the sake of the contact, the sender reaches out and gently touches the strands of the receiver’s hair. (-deceitful-despair; Nagito)

Kiyoka felt her hair being touched, at first she froze up a bit and turned to face the culprit, upon seeing Nagito, she released her tension and she smiled at him. “Hello! Is there anything I can help you with?” She was awkward when it came to first meetings… Especially with being in a new place. Though the figure she was looking at, almost seemed ill… Was there even a hospital or anywhere around she could even take him to help?

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“Well, it’s simple. At least, I think it is. I believe in hope more than anything in the world, students chosen to attend a place like Hope’s Peak...I view them as future role models if you will.”

It made sense somewhere in his head that hope was everything, even if others don’t understand what the hell he’s saying. 

“That’s exactly it, and those do exist. There is a group known as ultimate despair, it was…well if I remember right, they were the group that caused the world to fall apart. The problem is…with this place, everything looks normal and fine.”

“I understand, honestly, I can say I’m in the same situation. Although the fate I dealt with wasn’t permanent, it still felt weird to actually…yeah. Not knowing who did it can be a pain. Don’t worry about it, I won’t force you to talk about it anymore.” 

(Kiyoka!) [ TOUCH ]:           just for the sake of the contact, the sender reaches out and gently touches the strands of the receiver’s hair. (-deceitful-despair; Nagito)

Kiyoka felt her hair being touched, at first she froze up a bit and turned to face the culprit, upon seeing Nagito, she released her tension and she smiled at him. “Hello! Is there anything I can help you with?” She was awkward when it came to first meetings… Especially with being in a new place. Though the figure she was looking at, almost seemed ill… Was there even a hospital or anywhere around she could even take him to help?

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And once again, he’s finding himself staring at the two while he was busy looking for something related to them, they were a great duo. Sometimes he wonders if it’s a little too much credit but did it really matter? As long as he didn’t get in their way.

His attention  was soon caught again as he heard the guitar stop playing, peeking his head over, he had to be seeing things. Was she actually being nice to Kanade? Well, when it comes down to it, they are twins. It was normal for them to disagree or argue, they always made up. At least that’s what he thinks. His doubts were in the back of his mind after his little conversation with the guitarist. 

“Yeah, I agree. That was really good regardless, just as expected from you.”

Picking up a CD again, sighing under his breath. No dice, not them. 

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“Ding-ding-ding! Now you’re getting it. I don’t generally care for you one bit but I will be monitoring how you interact with my Hibiki, so don’t go getting the thought that we’re all buddy-buddy outside of interacting in her sights. Got it?” She glared at the other for a moment, honestly… She would’ve tried to kill him as soon as Hibiki held his hand, but knowing how the program is… He would’ve been walking just fine anyways after an hour or two.

“My Hibiki was the perfect puppet. She loved me and stopped hurting me in the real world. It was amazing… Watching her face despair after witnessing the sight of our dead parents in the living room, that was the final straw then she lost all sight of herself. It was beautiful.” Just.. what has Kanade done to Hibiki throughout their lives an vice versa for her to be able to do something like this…

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Yes of course, the remnants of despair, that was disgusting. He hated that he used to be a part of such a group, something that he despised more than anything in the world. Well, next to Enoshima herself.

Kisaragi Foundation? That sounded oddly like the Future Foundation, weird. Either way, the point is, she was looking to be the next Enoshima judging off by her words but he hardly feels any despair radiating off of her, not the way that he was used to. 

“Interesting, so you’re also wanted by a foundation, the same as the remnants. That’s interesting, I’ve never met anyone like you before.” 

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Her breath hitched when she watched the other explode with craziness. She had to keep her composure one way or another. “You dare to speak like that... Against someone who had their killing game take place and won! I was the first and only mastermind to survive!” The fact the other was able to almost see through her with ease, it pained her. “I am perfectly capable of handling myself out here and you know nothing!”

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“Suuuuure thing!”

Although a huge part of him was skeptical, he wasn’t sure what was here, but if he could actually find anything relating to their band…well it’d just be an extra bonus. It’d make his stay here more bearable but something was telling him that wasn’t going to be the case.

His attention was soon turned to the strumming coming from Kanade, blinking slowly as a small smile came to his face. It’s so weird, sometimes he does forget that’s the same girl who pulled off creepy faces the way he did.

Oh well, better not get too distracted. God forbid Hibiki catches him slacking off, she’s throw another fit.

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“Ding-ding-ding! Now you’re getting it. I don’t generally care for you one bit but I will be monitoring how you interact with my Hibiki, so don’t go getting the thought that we’re all buddy-buddy outside of interacting in her sights. Got it?” She glared at the other for a moment, honestly… She would’ve tried to kill him as soon as Hibiki held his hand, but knowing how the program is… He would’ve been walking just fine anyways after an hour or two.

“My Hibiki was the perfect puppet. She loved me and stopped hurting me in the real world. It was amazing… Watching her face despair after witnessing the sight of our dead parents in the living room, that was the final straw then she lost all sight of herself. It was beautiful.” Just.. what has Kanade done to Hibiki throughout their lives an vice versa for her to be able to do something like this…

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The only difference was that the killing game he experienced was on an island.

“Academy…so you mean…”

He couldn’t pinpoint any other one, he was sure that it was Hope’s Peak Academy she spoke about.

Right now, the best he could do was offer Kiyoka a reassuring smile, some hope if you will.

“I know it’s scary to think about, even more so knowing the fate you were dealt with. But the way I view it, it’s a second chance at making sure you live to your potential. I know you’re not so fond of your talent, but it’s undeniable that you’re a great symbol of hope.”

(Kiyoka!) [ TOUCH ]:           just for the sake of the contact, the sender reaches out and gently touches the strands of the receiver’s hair. (-deceitful-despair; Nagito)

Kiyoka felt her hair being touched, at first she froze up a bit and turned to face the culprit, upon seeing Nagito, she released her tension and she smiled at him. “Hello! Is there anything I can help you with?” She was awkward when it came to first meetings… Especially with being in a new place. Though the figure she was looking at, almost seemed ill… Was there even a hospital or anywhere around she could even take him to help?

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[deceitfuldespair]

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“…”

Quiet as ever, well, he wasn’t always like this. Just after everything that’s gone on, it depleted him of any emotion. Most of them at least.

“….I suppose.”

A quiet reply came from the blue haired stranger.

Somewhere a bit outside a city, you find yourself at a small beach area, more ocean than sand but still enough room to walk. And from a distance you spot a figure, someone with grey hair and a long grey cloak and quite quickly they take notice of you, he wasn’t expecting company honestly…But maybe fortune knew he was a bit lonely.

“Hello…You don’t need to know who I am, it doesn’t matter much anyway…But would you like to talk for a bit? It’s certainly a good setting for it.”

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“If you’re going for a cause, at least make sense while you’re doing so. It’s just a little humorous to me, that’s all.”

Was he messing around with her, he wasn’t sure himself, he always was a little nuts.

Okay, he was extremely out of his mind but that’s besides the point.

“Whatever the case, I didn’t want to find myself here. I don’t even know why I’m here. Figures that I wouldn’t find an answer…”

“Did you say remnants of despair…”

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Her breath hitched when she watched the other explode with craziness. She had to keep her composure one way or another. “You dare to speak like that… Against someone who had their killing game take place and won! I was the first and only mastermind to survive!” The fact the other was able to almost see through her with ease, it pained her. “I am perfectly capable of handling myself out here and you know nothing!”

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So it was just as he thought, a killing game was the cause of these strange marks that appeared on her neck and the back of her head. Those were the injuries she sustained during said killing game. It was like the situation he found himself in back then. Although things were a bit blurry, he remembered the majority of what went on.

“Killing game? You too - ?”

“That’s strange, no…I can’t say that it is, not when I experienced one myself. The Killing School Trip, if I remember correctly.”

Seeing the tears rolling down her cheeks, Nagito froze up before taking a deep breath.

“This isn’t about me, I’m sorry. I just - it took me off guard to know others went through something like I did.”

(Kiyoka!) [ TOUCH ]:           just for the sake of the contact, the sender reaches out and gently touches the strands of the receiver’s hair. (-deceitful-despair; Nagito)

Kiyoka felt her hair being touched, at first she froze up a bit and turned to face the culprit, upon seeing Nagito, she released her tension and she smiled at him. “Hello! Is there anything I can help you with?” She was awkward when it came to first meetings… Especially with being in a new place. Though the figure she was looking at, almost seemed ill… Was there even a hospital or anywhere around she could even take him to help?

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A small, internal laugh came through the liar’s head, of course. At least he wasn’t getting insulted, that’s expected from siblings. He couldn’t know for sure, he doesn’t have any.

Sniffling as he wiped his eyes, he looked over and nodded, might as well get to what they came here for.

“Oh man, it’ll be a miracle if they have your stuff here, but then again, they should. I mean come on, popular band.”

Right, better not disagree, the last thing he needs is to fake an apology.

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“Ding-ding-ding! Now you’re getting it. I don’t generally care for you one bit but I will be monitoring how you interact with my Hibiki, so don’t go getting the thought that we’re all buddy-buddy outside of interacting in her sights. Got it?” She glared at the other for a moment, honestly… She would’ve tried to kill him as soon as Hibiki held his hand, but knowing how the program is… He would’ve been walking just fine anyways after an hour or two.

“My Hibiki was the perfect puppet. She loved me and stopped hurting me in the real world. It was amazing… Watching her face despair after witnessing the sight of our dead parents in the living room, that was the final straw then she lost all sight of herself. It was beautiful.” Just.. what has Kanade done to Hibiki throughout their lives an vice versa for her to be able to do something like this…

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Ah yes, that temper was bringing back the memories of Monaca Towa in her younger days, the way she would throw tantrums when things didn’t go her away…

Yup, this was a familiar thing, guess she really wasn’t the next despair queen, at least not one he could take seriously.

“If you’re that upset…why don’t you take a deep breath?”

Was he mocking her? Most likely, but he was being genuine at the same time, kind of. In his own weird way.

“It’s just strange you call yourself the third incarnation of her and yet you don’t know who she was at all.”

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Her breath hitched when she watched the other explode with craziness. She had to keep her composure one way or another. “You dare to speak like that… Against someone who had their killing game take place and won! I was the first and only mastermind to survive!” The fact the other was able to almost see through her with ease, it pained her. “I am perfectly capable of handling myself out here and you know nothing!”

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“Only mastermind? I see, you’re not familiar with…”

Technically, Hajime survived and he was a mastermind unknowingly, but with the Hajime he knew now…

Technically the mastermind during the Neo World Program is dead. Izuru Kamukura, everything Nagito found out while taking on the Final Dead Room…

“You have nothing compared to that loathsome scum, compared to her, your despair level is severely low. Still, I suppose you could be used as a stepping stone…”

Nagito didn’t get that intense malice feeling from Iroha the same way he did when meeting Junko for the first time. A cheap initiation, he was practically thumbing his nose at her.

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Her breath hitched when she watched the other explode with craziness. She had to keep her composure one way or another. “You dare to speak like that… Against someone who had their killing game take place and won! I was the first and only mastermind to survive!” The fact the other was able to almost see through her with ease, it pained her. “I am perfectly capable of handling myself out here and you know nothing!”

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Whistling innocently as he followed her, shrugging his shoulders as she shut down his words, oh well. He wasn’t going to argue with someone who could easily snap his neck.

Looking up ahead to see Hibiki, he began to sniffle quietly, better put up an act. It’s whatever, lying was second nature to him. He had no intention on going against what Kanade said, he doesn’t want to die. Not again.

“I-I didn’t mean to upset you, I was being an idiot.”

“Kanade convinced me to apologize, I really was out of line.”

Sighing internally, it pained him to lie about something this little, but whatever. It wasn’t something to worry about that much.

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“Ding-ding-ding! Now you’re getting it. I don’t generally care for you one bit but I will be monitoring how you interact with my Hibiki, so don’t go getting the thought that we’re all buddy-buddy outside of interacting in her sights. Got it?” She glared at the other for a moment, honestly… She would’ve tried to kill him as soon as Hibiki held his hand, but knowing how the program is… He would’ve been walking just fine anyways after an hour or two.

“My Hibiki was the perfect puppet. She loved me and stopped hurting me in the real world. It was amazing… Watching her face despair after witnessing the sight of our dead parents in the living room, that was the final straw then she lost all sight of herself. It was beautiful.” Just.. what has Kanade done to Hibiki throughout their lives an vice versa for her to be able to do something like this…