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amv.

so may crush ako. he’s studying accountancy. when everyone’s asking if paano and saan ko siya naging crush, my answer’s always the same:

he’s athletic. he plays basketball (my friends know na marupok ako sa bball players hehe). knowing a he’s studying accountancy, hanga na ako sa kanya kasi mahirap na course yon and being in that course, alam ko nang masipag siya mag-aral. plus, he’s a cutie putangina :<

he may not be that tall pero girl he’s an exception for me taena. napakacute niya kasi lalo na pag ngumingiti. tapos ang lakas ng dating niya?? hay gago. hanggang crush lang naman ako. never naman akong aamin. i’m not those type of girls na kayang umamin sa crush nila. :<

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hi.

so i’m back. and it’s kinda emotional becaue the first post i see after i logged in as about X1. yeah, it still hurts to think that they were disbanded now.

so anyways, i’m gonna use this as some sort of diary. so this would be a kinf of personal blog but you’re still free to roam around if u happen to visit here. 

xx

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As with season 2, I made a list of the boys in order of age. But unlike the last season, instead of working with birthdays, they are in their age groups by year, organized by order of Korean alphabet.

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i legit saw my crushes everyday for a week. what did i do to deserve this? :<

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breakdown

 ya read it right. i had a breakdown from all the stress, sleepless nights and loads of schoolworks for our finals. it’s been a rollercoaster ride. one hell of a week. been through ups and down.

everyday, i would see my crush in the campus yet after all the smiles i had, it turner to tears and sadness. i’m so fucking low in my spanish class. one absent made my grades scoop down. and i answered wrongly in my exams just because i interchanged my answers. fuuuuuuuuck. i’m legit about to cry when we’re checking our exam papers because low exam = low grades. :(

and this one subject (which i would not mention anymore) was supposed to be easy but i wasn’t able to read all the handouts our prof gave us because it consists of 500 slides and she just gave it to us like days before the exam??? how are we supposed to absorb all those infos???

fuck. college is so stressful and unimaginable.

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dude, i just discovered something about my friend and now i am overthinking like what the freak is going on???

 we met like days ago and idk it was kind of awkward idk why,, sdjskjksd but in chat we’re like super duper comfortable to talk with each other,, what happenend that time skdjsks he can’t look me in the eyes too :< but hey, he looked perfectly cute :<

ps: he didn’t know that i discovered something but it wasn’t negative tho

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i haven’t posted anything since mid february oh wow

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seriously,,, my first year in college is gonna end in one month like wooow dude pare chong i survived!!! (yup, survived because i’m claiming it yall)

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fuck college, i see so many cute and hot boys walking around the campus.

<3

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my classmates are sometimes reaching below the belt. they disrespect and say rude things to some of our profs in our gc. i mean, don’t yall wanna respect them?? di ko alam kung nadala ko lang yung values na meron ako sa dating school namin or ano eh. ang oa na kasi, like teachers should be respected no. they don’t do anything rude to us naman. well, if you’re counting the long quizzes and their shitty opinions, idk man. better as well we start to listen to their discussion, and they have their own opinions too just like us. haaay, have some respect tho if you wanna be respected in the future, folks.

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it’s a dream come true to watch one of my favorite opm bands live.   ♤

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“May boyfriend ka na?”

“Wala.

“Pero gusto mo magkaron?”

“Di naman ako nagmamadali. Kung dadating siya, edi dadating.”

these are what my usual replies when people are asking me. oo, di ako nagmamadali magka-boyfriend pero sometimes there’s this feeling of me wanting to have one. i wanna experience those wild butterflies in my stomach, those sweet smiles i would get and the feeling of being loved by a special someone. but then again, i would always say na dadating din siya in the right. i want my soon-to-be boyfriend my first and last.

then one night i asked my friend, bakit di pa siya dumadating? like yung mga friends ko, they’ve found one already and the people with same age as me, meron na sila. even those younger people than me nga meron na. pero bakit ako wala? is there something wrong with me?

minsan talaga nag-ooverthink ako sa ganito; finding if something’s wrong with me kung kaya walang nagkakagusto sa kin. is it my hair? my body? my height? my face? oh god, i’ve been waiting for him all the time, please let him come to my life now.

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i fucking love this song now

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it hurts a little... i guess

when i was in junior highschool, i had a crush on this guy who’s a year younger than me. i have a fucking huge crush on him and i don’t know why. and yup, he knows that i have a crush on him. special mention to my friends; they are the reason why he knew it.

then he had a crush on my classmate -- who at that time is also my seatmate. funny right? ha ha. so one time, it was her birthday, and my crush fucking gave a jar full of letters. putangina. i saw with my two own eyes on how he gave it to her. gagu. i was alone at the time when i saw him give her a gift.

i was hiding my pain. i tried to smile when one of my friends suddenly approached me. if only they knew what i just saw that time...

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so i had a chat with this guy in omegle (sounds weird af but i only use this when i’m bored) and it was all going well like we exchanged basic infos about us and sis, we’re both 19. he’s currently taking up accountancy in dlsu wow diba??

idk if i could describe our convo as boring pero hindi eh, like may sense naman and bOY since he knew na what’s my course, he suddenly asked me “How does religion united people from around the world?” and i was like “is this an exam?” kasi naman ang random dibaaaa but it turns out that it is a question from his activity. boy, that was smooth.

then suddenly he asked if i have viber or IG, and so IG we go cos i dont have viber ehe. usually when someone’s asking for my username, i don’t give it to them agad like i want to be the one who would follow you first cos what if di kita type (yup, i am choosy and judgemental hahaha) but y’all this guy gave me his username agad but his account was private and his icon was a baby pic of him so how would i know? and so i searched for him on Facebook and daaaaaAmn boy he was so good-looking. he looks thai-korean that i have to check his other photos if it was legit him and gurl, SIYA NGA TALAGA. and he turns out to be a chinese!!

so i followed him na on IG and he accepted my request agad bUT HE DID NOT FOLLOW ME BACK. puta ano yon? nakalimutan? di mo ko type? puta diba ano na boy haha kingina di ko na siya machat sa omegle non kasi nawala na convo namin kasi matagal walang nagreply ulit. sana naman, after some days, you’ll notice that you haven’t followed me cos that was kind of rude?

but boy he was so goddamn good-looking i sweaaaar

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F. Scott Fitzgerald / Flappers and Philosophers

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hello, 2nd sem

so we are back to school and now we welcome the second semester for this school year and idk if i should be happy or what

y’all our Spanish 2 subject is freaking confusing like yung prof namin, he would speak straight Spanish to us and we were just like “what is he saying?” sobrang kapa lang kami dude hahahaha kung meron lang subtitles habang nagsasalita si sir???