deepdankpit
deepdankpit
I believe in a god who won't believe in me
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all the way fucked up.
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deepdankpit 2 years ago
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I don't even want to eat now and I was starving
just want to cry/die/etc
I fucking hate everyone around me
I fucking hate this family
I fucking hate this town
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deepdankpit 2 years ago
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really struggling not to throw myself out of the window
I intentionally stayed in my room all day, waited for people to go to bed, waited till 1 am to make food, and then ofc someone has to fucking wake up and go into the kitchen and just sit there
like bruh wtf
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deepdankpit 2 years ago
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folk will be like "why don't you come out and socialise again why don't you hang out" and then when I actually open my mouth to be excited about something they shit all over it
this is why I don't want to hang out, girl. you are a fucking buzzkill. let me enjoy things wtf. people who have to shit on things when they see you having fun are the worst
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deepdankpit 2 years ago
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people go so far as to compare ERP Therapy to "properly taking your medication" and if it didn't work for you it's because it was done "improperly". god shut up
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deepdankpit 2 years ago
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I'm so happy that it's raining though
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deepdankpit 2 years ago
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looking up treatments for OCD just made me more depressed because I have too many comorbidities for ERP therapy to be effective cool cool
and anywhere you go online people just repeat how great ERP therapy is instead of acknowledging some people are already dealing with enough stressors from non-OCD symptoms, that the added anxiety of exposure will make us so much worse that it ends up way more destructive than productive
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deepdankpit 2 years ago
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really hope I can sleep properly tonight. it's been days
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