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Ruin My Life

My favorite moment in any relationship arc is the oh moment.

The moment the guy realizes he is already too far gone, and there is no way to turn back even if he wanted to. Even if he could run away, he'll never be the same after this moment. It's the moment where the guy knows that he would risk it all to keep this moment and this person forever. A moment like this is terrifying because the truth is he would let this person ruin his life, gladly.

I want you to ruin my life. I want you to fuck up my nights. I want you to bring it all on. If you make it all wrong, then I'll make it all right. I want you to ruin my life.

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akk and ayan in THE ECLIPSE with some quotes from the novel translated by @firstkanaphans

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A Guide to Some of the Best Queer Asian Shows

new updated guide here

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BON'S 1K + BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

for @sollucets💜

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listen gmmtv needs to treat first really well because for international fans, even before sotus, puppy honey, Pete kao show and 2gether happened - THIS AD was our introduction to Thailand making gay media

I remember thinking damn Thailand makes gay ads - when will my country make it (sadly we still haven't)

Source - here

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#AKKAYAN: In a world so violent you're my peace and quiet

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What I wanted was for you to join my side. For that, I would have done much worse.

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— accept your invitation

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I need to remind people of something very important, okay? I need you to listen to what I have to say and read it through even if your instinctual reaction is uncomfortable.

Minors are not these pure little things you think of them as. Teenagers are going to have sex whether or not you're okay with it. Kids are going to find a way to do the stupid thing. It doesn't matter how tight of a leash you keep on them. It's not inherently the fault of the people they hang out with either.

I need you to recognize these things and provide safe outlets and accomodations for the minors in your life. If you're a parent, the sex talk is CRUCIAL, especially for consent. From a young age you should be having age appropriate discussions about consent. For a toddler it can be as simple as telling them it's okay to not want a hug and then respecting that boundary. By the time they're old enough to know what sex is, they should be able to have that conversation with a peer and explain to that peer what consent means so that they can have a level discussion.

You also need to provide things like condoms in the case that they become sexually active. Hell, you can just keep a box under the bathroom sink and check it periodically to make sure they're not expired or gone. If the teen doesn't use it for themselves, they'll give it to a friend to keep them safe.

For the stupid stuff, it doesn't matter the age, they're going to do stupid things. The 3 year old will eat the dirt, the 8 year old will skip out on the helmet, the 13 year old is gonna play a game you don't approve of, the older teen is going to partake in activities you don't want them doing. You can provide them safe outlets to prevent the more dangerous things. If they feel safe at home they'll feel comfortable telling you about the kid who tried to get them to vape. If they have access to a physical outlet they be able to express their emotions in a healthy physical way. This can be as simple as you bringing them to the high school or college track on the weekends so they can run, giving them the privacy to put on a stupid video with stupid music they can dance it out to without judgement, or even just inviting them to go on a short walk with you while dinner is cooking. Good outlets can reduce reckless behavior significantly. This is especially good for the teens that just got the legal ability to drive.

Also, one thing I cannot stress enough is to not revoke their access to the safe accommodations and outlets. I don't give a freezedried fuck how in trouble they may be with you or with the school or even the law. If they are legally allowed to access the places they use as outlets they need to be able to go. You can just take away possibly the only coping mechanism that works for them.

Please just give minors a chance to exist without your judgement or preconceived notions of how they're meant to exist. Not everyone is the same. Not everyone is going to be this perfect little angel. You have to work with what you have and accept them for who they are and how they are.

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*releases pack of dads into home depot* go……be free

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Thinking of an vegaspete canon-esque au where things are mostly the same up to mid-season except Vegas has different more distant plans to kill Kinn so when Pete is sent to follow him, Vegas doesn’t sneak out at the temple. Instead, he just drags an unwilling Pete along for the rest of the day as he goes about his business.

But despite this, Kinn doesn’t pull Pete off spy duty so the next day, he’s following Vegas again and again Vegas spots him and drags him along with him the whole day. And this goes on until finally Pete just starts showing up without trying to hide at all as Vegas goes about his day. And nobody likes this arrangement except Vegas, but Kinn goes along with it because he assumes Vegas is just waiting until he pulls Pete and figures at least this means he’s got someone to keep Vegas out of trouble for the time being and there’s always the hope that Vegas will get too comfortable with Pete and slip up.

So this goes on for weeks and poor Pete is suffering because while watching Vegas 24/7 is a better gig than babysitting Tankhun, at least Khun Nu never hit on him. And while he does see and learn new things about Vegas, Vegas is careful to keep up his guard around Pete. Until one day, there is a genuine attempt on Vegas’s life (because mafia) and Pete does exactly what he’s trained to do—he protects Vegas. No one is injured because Vegas actually had seen it coming too and was the one to get a shot off first. But between Pete instinctively moving to protect him and the brief moment of genuine worry and fear in his eyes as he accessed Vegas for injury, Vegas is having a moment for sure.

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Unmute !

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PRIDE MONTH WITH : KINNPORSCHE (2022)

Wish Khun Spikes could have seen this [insp.]

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Evil straight men in fiction are boring. I mean, there's nothing new about them. They're everywhere in real life too so like.. where's the fun in that? Evil gay men on the other hand? ohohoho chef's KISS. Let me see you with that homoerotic tension with your enemy. Watch me cheer as you try to kill him, but then turn around and murder anyone who lays a hand on him. Yeah you attic husband the shit out of him you crazy bastard you! Basically, watching men being toxic towards each other is far more fun than watching men being toxic towards women because the former is the perfect package of horny + true love + evil cat while the latter is just... reality. If I wanted reality, WHY would I even be here lol

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tw: for weird kind of horror imagery lol

i have this whole fucked up thing in my head about vegaspete which is basically just: pete wants to fit his whole body inside of vegas. i don’t mean penetration but it is definitely a sexually charged desire; to open vegas’ mouth with his hands and feel the bite of his teeth as he just cracks his jaw open at the hinge so he can climb inside - and vegas of course wants to consume pete.

“and i will consume you”

in what way does he mean? i will consume your own hunger and make it my own? i will consume your every waking thought? i will be the ghost that haunts you in life?

or simply: i will consume you. i will swallow you whole.

and pete wants that - to be tucked safe in the pocket of vegas’ ribs, beside his heart. wants to be consumed. wants to count the beats of vegas’ heart because the pounding muscle is now the place he rests his head.

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BIBLE IS SO FUNNY I CANTJDHDJDHDNDB

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