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Not every story is about seeing yourself in it. Sometimes it’s about learning to see other people too.

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peem poom

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Claude Monet (French, 1840-1926)

Palais des Doges, Venise

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i wish killing urself was a reversible thing i think it would be rlly cathartic & i woukd kill myself twice an hour also

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Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job

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The international airport in Lebanon is now closed. The current evacuation routes are through boats to Cyprus. God help them all.

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Asking because my birthday is always on or around Labor Day weekend (in the US) and I always feel so alone and abandoned by friends when they're off doing family things over the long weekend and I just want to hang out. I really dislike birthdays and often dread them because of this, even as an adult, and generally don't celebrate mine most years.

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ya'll who's up for group meowing

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CHIVALROUS AND SINGLE KNIGHTS IN YOUR FIEF WANT TO PLEDGE THEIR FEALTY TO YOU‼️ CLICK HERE NOW‼️‼️

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If as you're reading this post you're in a sufficiently private and relaxed situation that you feel comfortable doing so, why not go ahead and make a weird noise with your mouth and/or voice. Maybe try to find one you've never done before in your life, to have the satisfaction of expanding your palette of possible physical actions a tiny bit. You may surprise yourself, you may be inspired to new curiosity towards the peculiar and unique machinery of your body. Only if you want to though.

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A L E X 🔥

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things that made me stop wanting to die that require no effort whatsoever

change the color used to highlight text on your laptop

move the pictures on your wall

stack whatever clutter is in your room into piles even if you don’t have time to clean it all

slightly vary your commute, even just by one street

change where you sit and scroll aimlessly on your phone even if it’s only to the chair in your room instead of your bed

drink water or juice out of a wine glass in the morning because nothing is real

shower with the lights off, without music

buy $3 flowers at trader joe’s—they look bad next to the more expensive ones but they look so good in your room

start typing things you don’t post into your notes. your thoughts can be worth documenting even if you don’t deem them worth sharing

wake up super early just once. you don’t have to make it a habit it’s just extra satisfying to go to bed that night

listen to the entirety of your favorite album from 2015

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we won

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my photos, patrick stump

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do you ever sit there in your bed with your head in your hands and it's like you can just imagine 9 swords behind you

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Me: You know how when you were a kid and you’d wish that you’d get sick or injured in a way that would justify why you didn’t live up to your potential?

Everybody, apparently: No?

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I recently had a meal at a Chili's, and my silverware came in a little paper bag with the depiction of a tarot card, "The Pepper"

The Pepper...