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trauma from incestuous csa, or, as i like to call it, inbreeding depression

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just Louis xiv getting fucked by William nothing to see here

with some kinky things maybe

I love Fanta

this was such a fun canvas lol

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If anyone needs convincing to watch Caravaggio 2007. Btw. If you even care (LOOK AT HIM!!!!!)

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People tend to throw out the phrase "extremely specific kinks" as though that inherently implies something transgressive, but in my experience, the overwhelming majority of extremely specific kinks are so innocuous that you could see them in public and not even clock them. For every person who can only get off to having their nipples electrocuted, there are a dozen who are volcanically aroused by seeing their partner wearing one specific pair of socks.

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Edgy baroque man and his peppy baroque husband 🫶

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i think it shld be more widespread for ppl to read aloud to each other as a means of spending time together. like even just a bunch of adults sitting together reading wikipedia articles or something

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Reading the wikipedia page is no longer enough I need to be inside that dead man

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just Louis xiv getting fucked by William nothing to see here

with some kinky things maybe

I love Fanta

this was such a fun canvas lol

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I FUCKING KNEW IT THATS LITERALLY HOW IT READS

I love how 90% of “homosexual speculation” sections on Wikipedia are like: ‘this guy may have produced zero heirs overall but within five minutes of meeting the handsomest young aristocrat anybody who witnessed him had ever seen [50 citations] granted him 26 titles, half a million acres of land, three hundred servants, his prized stallion, his wife, his crown, the entire nation state, his puckered asshole—’

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for the writing ask

2, 15, 17, 21, and 48 pwease qwq

hewwwoooo thank you :D!!!

2.   Are you a pantser or plotter?

Mostly just a pantser, I have a good idea of where I want the story to go, but how I get there just sort of happens. I prefer it that way; I feel like if I planned out too much I'd be limiting myself. Note: this does not apply when I am in the shower or taking walks-- if something great comes up in my head, I keep it.

15. How do you deal with writer’s block?

I read! Usually I like to go back to my favorite historical novels like Bowen's m&w trilogy, and in a few days I'm fixed :D if that doesn't work, I take a break by drawing, and by the time I'm done with that, I'll usually be super hyped for writing again. It's very rare for me to experience that, though.

17. What writing habits or rituals do you have?

If I'm starting a new AU, I customize the document, and it really helps to set the mood ngl??

I also usually have a playlist for my AUs so I'll put that on LMAO

21. Who is/are your favourite character(s) to write?

William, Bentinck, Mary, Anne Villiers, Marly, Maria. I could never choose between them...

48.  What’s the most self-insert character/scene you’ve ever written?

I feel like unconsciously I've been putting some of my own experiences into Six Lives! Mary and I only notice it until later. Bentinck in Alien Alien is a close second, though, except making him just like me fr (tm) was my active thoughts and choices. He's very emotional.

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I love how 90% of “homosexual speculation” sections on Wikipedia are like: ‘this guy may have produced zero heirs overall but within five minutes of meeting the handsomest young aristocrat anybody who witnessed him had ever seen [50 citations] granted him 26 titles, half a million acres of land, three hundred servants, his prized stallion, his wife, his crown, the entire nation state, his puckered asshole—’

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A Writer’s Ask Game

Send me an ask with the number(s) you’d like me to answer!

The Basics 1.     Do you listen to music when you write? 2.     Are you a pantser or plotter? 3.     Computer or pen and paper? 4.     Have you ever been published, or do you want to be published? 5.     How much writing do you get done on an average day? 6.     Single or multiple POV? 7.     Standalone or series? 8.     Oldest WIP 9.     Current WIP 10.  Do you set yourself deadlines?

The Specifics 11.  Books and/or authors who influenced you the most 12.  Describe your perfect writing space 13.  Describe your writing process from idea to polished 14.  How do you deal with self-doubts? 15.  How do you deal with writer’s block? 16.  How many drafts do you need until you’re satisfied with a project? 17.  What writing habits or rituals do you have? 18.  If you could collaborate with anyone, who would it be, and what would you write about? 19.  How do you keep yourself motivated? 20.  How many WIPs and story ideas do you have?

The Favourites 21.  Who is/are your favourite character(s) to write? 22.  Who is/are your favourite pairing(s) to write? 23.  Favourite author 24.  Favourite genre to write and read 25.  Favourite part of writing 26.  Favourite writing program 27.  Favourite line/scene 28.  Favourite side character 29.  Favourite villain 30.  Favourite idea you haven’t started on yet

The Dark 31.  Least favourite part of writing 32.  Most difficult character to write 33.  Have you ever killed a main character? 34.  What was the hardest scene you ever had to write? 35.  What scene/story are you least looking forward to writing?

The Fun 36.  Last sentence you wrote 37.  First sentence or your current WIP 38.  Weirdest story idea you’ve ever had 39.  Weirdest character concept you’ve ever had 40.  Share some backstory for one of your characters

The Rest of It 41.  Any advice for new/beginning/young writers? 42.  How do you feel about love triangles? 43.  What do you do if/when characters don’t follow the outline? 44.  How much research do you do? 45.  How much world building do you do? 46.  Do you reread your own stories? 47.  Best way to procrastinate 48.  What’s the most self-insert character/scene you’ve ever written? 49.  Which character would you most want to be friends with, if they were real? 50.  [Other question—ask me anything]

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i want to give Maria and James their stupid little warming pan baby in six lives but i hate writing pregnancy :/

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my friend invited me to her house to test out her guillotine.

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every time I run thru the things I would do to him I just pause kind of like post nut clarity like '....god fucking damnit really the duke of fucking shrewsbury?' but then again it is so funny to say 'i would violate his human rights' abt a dead man

I feel like a fucken redditor every time I talk about Shrewsbury

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I feel like a fucken redditor every time I talk about Shrewsbury

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we're parallel drawing <- me who was trying to design him too today

SUNDY!!!

made him oddly butterfly based