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me too. comment says it's a form of amnisia.

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this for all the drugs. make sure people are educated, so they can be free.

Honestly I don't think you should need a diagnosis of anything to get HRT. I think you should just be able to go buy it at CVS like it's ibuprofen.

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freedom, means being alowed to fuck up your life, on your own terms.

I mean, this is just a case of transphobia, but still.

I want someone to explain to me why detransitioners’ personal mistakes and regrets about their own life choices and their own bodies should be used to dictate the type of healthcare I can get as an adult disabled trans person.

“what if you regret it too?!?!?” you made that choice for yourself and you can live with the regret on your own and find a way to cope on your own. It has nothing to do with me. I have been on Hrt for 11 years and I’ll only stop when I’m dead. Do not dress up your regret in my clothing and call it mine, it’s creepy and gross

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despite him having his own income.

he's started to feel owed things, partly because he still has some resentment for what happend to him.

I think Varian is a pretty humble guy, severe trauma will do that to you. But a part of me likes to imagine post-series Varian as, just a little bit of an ass. A “thinks his shit doesn’t stink, will get away with whatever” beloved palace brat.

Tell me that Rapunzel, Eugene, and Lance don’t all spoil him and just give into every whim, and let him get away with everything. They buy whatever he wants if he so much spares a glance in a store window, they never let people reprimand him for mistakes in the castle, and Eugene gives into his puppy dog eyes way too easily. He’s praised for being one of the most brilliant minds in Corona, lives in the castle, and is besties with both the princess and his childhood hero.

You can’t convince me he isn’t just a little bit of a brat.

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I wish great harm upon all those that want me dead (Nazis).

call me mean and icky and scary all you want but making a quirky cute little joke about how I’m legally treated as a lesser person and can never marry or partner because I’m disabled is 100% absolutely completely and totally deserving of my “die alone” comment. you think it’s fucking hilarious when it happens to me. so fuck you. die alone

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you're not alone.

also clippy.

being anti ai is making me feel like in going insane. "you asked for thoughts about your characters backstory and i put it into chat gpt for ideas". studies have proven its making people dumber. "i asked ai to generate this meal plan". its causing water shortages where its data centers are built. "ill generate some pictures for the dnd campaign". its spreading misinformation. "meta, generate an image of this guy doing something stupid". its trained off stolen images, writing, video, audio. "i was talking with my snapchat ai-" theres no way to verify what its doing with the information it collects. "youtube is impletmenting ai based age verification". my work has an entire graphics media department and has still put ai generated motivational posters up everywhere. ai playlists. ai facial verification. google ai microsoft ai meta ai snapchat ai. everyone treats it as a novelty. every treats it as a mandatory part of life. am i the only one who sees it? am i paranoid? am i going insane? jesus fucking christ. if i have to hear one more "well at least-" "but it does-" "but you can-" im about to lose it. i shouldnt have to jump through hoops to avoid the evil machine. have you no principles? no goddamn spine? am i the weird one here?

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wasn't this a joke in futerama. nixon head calling poverty a mental illness.

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also, the barron is still after them.

"Moral" of Big Brothers of Corona: You can't help someone who doesn't want it, all you can do is let them know you'll be there when they want it.

True moral: What does it matter if they're orphaned children who OBVIOUSLY need help? If they don't ask for help let them continue to steal and be in danger of being hurt or killed.

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dying is easy, chores are hard.

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to stop ileagle imigrants taking jobs, we sould have anyone found to be employing ileagles pay said imigrants a living wage, even after deportation, for the rest of thier expected life span.

hurt those that can make change.

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I thought it looked like he was going to through it too hard.

*muttering to myself* don’t analyze the pillow thing it’s not that deep iT’S NOT THAT DEEP GOD HELP ME—

so it was weird how rapunzel snatched the pillow away from varian in “day of the animals”, right? kiera and catalina were bemoaning their fate, kiera threw a pillow at varian for (hypocritically) reminding her of her crimes, and he started to throw it back. if rapunzel had let it play out, they would have been distracted with a good old-fashioned pillow brawl. that would have given her time to try to work out a plan, since she admitted she didn’t really have one.

now, it’s perfectly likely that she just didn’t think about that. she hasn’t been socialized— maybe she thought they were only getting angrier with each other, instead of doing a couple jabs that were in play/to alleviate tension. maybe she misunderstood, or maybe she just wanted them to focus on their circumstances.

but it’s odd. i feel like, had it been non-moonstone’d cass, eugene, and lance, rapunzel would’ve let them tussle a bit. or if it had just been kiera and catalina with her.

my point isn’t to demonize rapunzel. all she did was stop a pillow fight, for crying out loud. however, i think this reveals that she’s been traumatized by varian’s actions, and she’s subtly trying to prevent him from even getting a little angry.

she lost her first mother figure, and, for all anyone knew at that point in time, the amber could have killed her second one. varian proved that gothel wasn’t just a one-time thing— people can betray rapunzel again and again. varian proved that the guards aren’t invincible, and— even though this wasn’t his fault at all— his role in things led to rapunzel seeing how low frederic is willing to stoop.

and then, on varian’s side of things, he’s going to notice what rapunzel’s doing sooner or later. he’s going to feel babysat at best and untrustworthy/traitorous at worst. he probably will get angry if this goes on for too long, and that confrontation will reveal that forgiveness can’t be as easy as they’re both pretending it is.

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me: releases eldrich abomination

everyone "why would you do that"

me: I belive in freedom

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terfs would lose their minds if they were exposed to 2000s-2010s "a girl can do anything a boy can do, including beating them at sports" messaging like why are you all acting like nobody has ever said this and that it's radical to think that women aren't inherently worse at things. open your mind. read some feminist theory. touch some grass. the most basic banal middle-class white woman feminism of the 2010s looks fucking radical and visionary compared to the misogynistic victimization complex y'all are peddling

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I like allowing spiders to live in my house, they help deal with the flies.

I remember when people pretended to care about bees for a few years because they were an indicator species and now I’m getting replies to that post like “idc if all bugs die as long as we get rid of mosquitos and flies and cockroaches” YOURE GONNA FUCKING DIE!!!!! WE WILL DIE TOO!!!!! WE WILL ALL DIE WITHOUT BUGS!!!! IM NOT KIDDING!!!!

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it does not have to be unique, to be yours.

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he put a green glow stick to his face to make himself look more evil.

it’s very, very obvious that varian’s heart wasn’t in what he was doing with the first two-parter of s3. yeah, he’s genuinely trying to fight rapunzel & co. because he doesn’t want to go back to jail & believes in andrew’s cause, but he’s not trying to hurt any of them.

his dialogue is uncertain. he uses ice for them to slip on, bubbles, and sticky stuff to trap rapunzel’s hair against the ground. his aim is purely capture, and it’s andrew who throws that bomb.

there’s more obvious stuff than just his last conflicted expression as he looks through the rubble.

also, he literally wiggled his fingers at rapunzel in an attempt at menace. i can’t with this kid.

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when I saw Varians gotee I thought to myself, oh he's a bit older than I thought. I fell for it.