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fineliines –––– ft. luna.
luna hadn’t really had that many relationships to begin with. it wasn’t that she didn’t attract people because she had, but she just never found anything that really LASTED. most of the people she’d been with had only really ever been interested in sex and nothing else. or she’d fallen for people who’s interests lied in other people or people who had been somehow involved with some of her friends. in other words, luna never seemed to win when it came to relationships and subsequently, despite her hopeless romantic ideologies, she’d GIVEN up on dating. at least she had until cyrus had popped back up in her life. they hadn’t necessarily defined what they were doing but the more time they spent together, the more luna realized they might have to. “thank you. i’m not like… trying to make you feel BAD but i just wanna… do something nice for you for once.” her smile turns into a grin as she looks up at him, tilting her head playfully. once they’re pulling away from each other, she can feel her heart plummeting into her stomach. it’s like she’s been WAITING for this moment since high school and now that it’s finally happened, it’s like every nerve ending in her body’s been put on high alert. before she can say anything, ryder’s hands are traveling down to her waist, pulling her back in for another kiss. her hand moves back up towards the base of his neck and she deepens the kiss, pressing herself against him. his words elicit goosebumps along her skin, a small smile playing at her lips as she closes the minimal space between them with another fleeting kiss. “it’s not weird at all, trust me. i— i really like you, cyrus. this is literally all i’ve wanted since we were sixteen,” she whispers against his lips, letting her hand move to cup his cheek gently, her thumb running gently along his bottom lip.
back when they were in school , cyrus isn’t sure why he never went after luna. he was always attracted to her , but he wasn’t the same then as he was now. now , he was more of a romantic , more willing to be with someone longterm. then ? he would’ve never treated her how she deserved to be treated. so maybe it was a good thing that she slipped away from him and that they had this new chance at being together. he was scared –– worried she’ll decide she doesn’t want to be with him , or that she’ll find someone better. in situations like this , he wasn’t good at realizing he was actually a favorable boyfriend. not that he was her boyfriend , but he was hoping . . . “ you can do anything you want for me. i don’t want you to feel like i think you can’t or that i don’t want you to. i just have a habit of wanting to do nice things for YOU , so . . . ” he chuckles gently , eyes looking down at her with nothing but pure affection. “ we can definitely take TURNS buying. i don’t want you to think i feel bad or anything like that. i want this to be equal but also i want to take care of you , so , it’s an interesting debate in my head. ” a smile flashes in her direction as he speaks , hoping his words come across the way he hopes. hands pull up on her waist , pulling her small frame closer to his , right up against his body as they continue to kiss. it had been a while , if ever , that just a kiss elicited such spark. “ i really like you too. ” it’s all but a mumble , finally pulling back just enough for them to exchange words. “ wouldn’t have treated you right back then. ” it was the truth , despite his wishing for them to be together earlier , it was better like this. “ honestly , i –– i’m so fucking happy i decided to walk into that store. ” it’s almost like he’s thinking out loud as he peppers soft kisses against her lips. “ because now ... ” thoughts trail off momentarily , and he pulls back enough to see her face. “ i want to be together. like , properly. if that’s something . . . you’d want. ” he was NERVOUS , on-edge fingers drawing soft shapes against the skin at her waist.
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wtrmelonsuga –––– ft. monroe.
monroe accompanied her scoff with a dramatic eye roll. “we are nothing,” she clarified and snatched the sheets away from him to cover more of her naked body. “i don’t make it a habit to sleep with people who come to watch me,” she noted. though he was of age, there was almost a ten year gap between them with monroe being thirty. it was normal for younger guys to flood her strip club every night. this lost puppy, in particular, just kept coming back. “stop coming to the club and buying me drinks. you know i take my clothes off for anyone who pours tequila down my throat. you’re not special, kid,” she insulted. her words were partly true. monroe would happily sleep with a man for money, but the boy only had a nice cock and chiseled body to offer her. it was no one’s fault but her own for allowing this to continue, but she would die before accepting the blame.
“ for the RECORD . . . ” he starts , allowing her to take the covers which only left him exposed , not bothering to find his pants , wherever they ended up. “ i only go to that specific club because that’s where my dad needs me to promo , and because it’s the most popular in the area. i don’t go for the satisfaction of watching YOU , or anyone else. it’s for business. ” he wasn’t lying , so to speak , though he did often mix business with pleasure. “ and don’t make it seem like you don’t WANT me or like it’s only because of the liquor. ” cyrus was a big believer in consent , and he didn’t want to keep gravitating to her if she genuinely didn’t want him. “ you’re only trying to push me away because you’re INTO it , and that’s fine , but don’t make me sound like a CREEP in the process. ” tall frame spreads out on his bed , a hand running down his bare chest. “ you can stop sleeping with me at any point. i told you your job doesn’t bother me , i told you your age doesn’t bother me. so what’s bothering YOU ? we have a good thing going , why are you so insistent in pretending that we’re nothing ? ”
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wtrmelonsuga –––– ft. beckham.
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“poised with grace in this poisoned place, and how you ever manage to keep it off your face ?? but you don’t even know and you can’t even see all the butterfly that you’re gonna be — all the butterfly that you are becoming,” beckham sang, eyes locked on one dark-headed individual in the room who sat alone at a table to his right. beckham had performed at this downtown brewery, adored, before; it was a popular hangout for large groups of friends and couples. so, naturally, when he noticed the other sitting alone three songs ago, he made it his priority to accompany him. beckham tested the waters already by establishing a connection through his music, making it crystal clear whom his soft, raspy words were for. people had claimed that he worked magic with only three possessions: his voice, his guitar, and his wooden stool. he was the best version of himself when rooted on stage in front of an audience. like heroin to an addict, performing was his high. his veins flowed with the courage that made it possible for him to walk off the stage once he completed the song and take a seat next to the stranger. “beckham wayne,” he greeted, holding his hand out for the other to shake. “can i get you another drink ??”
in truth , cyrus felt pathetic. he was at a brewery , completely alone , at a table wallowing in his own self pity as he watched couples and friends around him interact. in truth , a bad breakup had lead him to try and get out more , to try and MEET someone. he’s not sure why he thinks he’s going to do that at a bar , but he figured a few beers , if anything , wouldn’t hurt his mood. so he sits , soon mesmerized by the singer that was on stage. his voice was beautiful , fuck , he was beautiful , but cyrus didn’t think anything of it. that was until the singer locked eyes with him. it takes him a while to notice , but he’s positive he’s the one he’s looking at , and cyrus can’t get the fast racing of his heart from the attention. he feels less alone for the rest of the set , and even less alone and his eyes watch the singer approach him after he finishes. “ cyrus regal. ” a hand extends to the other , hand lingering in his for a few moments longer than a normal handshake. “ heineken. unless you feel like being bold and doing a shot with me. ” a soft chuckle leaves his lips , eyes gazing upon the others features. “ your voice is beautiful , by the way. made sitting here alone way more enjoyable than i thought it was gonna be. ”
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lavundrs –––– ft. salem.
she knew that EVENTUALLY they would get a complaint from the neighbor about her personal activities and the loud noises. she had recently got into a new THING with someone else after getting out of a relationship a while before. she wasn’t putting a label on anything , she was just having some fun just like any other newly single person would. it wasn’t long until she heard a loud BANG on the door followed by shouting. she quickly made her way over to deal with them. in complete shock once she saw who was the person was. “ oh my fucking god…. it would be you of all the people. “
it takes him a while to collect his thoughts , to not get even more angry when seeing her. their break up was BAD , his roughest to date , and seeing her in this manner just made him angrier , almost sadder. “ nice to see you too , salem. ” his eyes ROLL as he speaks , running a hand through messy bedhead that had built up as he attempted to fall asleep. “ LOOK , i’m not interested in standing here and talking about . . . US or you and your –– boyfriend ? hook up ? whatever it is. can you just please . . . keep the fucking noise down ? ”
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pclkadcts. –––– ft. theo.
there was perhaps more favorable ways for them to have stumbled upon each other, but the universe worked in funny ways –– ways which forced him to be stood half-naked before his half-naked ex-boyfriend . ‘ jesus , cool it with the attitude , ’ he retorted, own arms folding across expanse of bare chest , looks the other over , rather unashamedly , turns out high school him had quite the eye . the male before him was even more PHENOMENAL than he’d been when they were younger , he’d filled out in a way that forced him to sink blunt molars into his inner cheek . sucks in a breath , has little interest in revisiting old feelings right now , won’t like mind wander to their demise , how he hadn’t wanted to get out of bed for two weeks solid , how his mother threatened to call a psychiatrist if he didn’t get up and go outside . it was just a teenage crush , that’s what she’d said . hadn’t take kindly to her making little of his feelings . knew it’d been real . ‘ why can’t you just jerk off to it like everyone else does and be done ? ’ hadn’t intended to go on the defensive but here he was , won’t show how thrown he is by sudden appearance , ‘ i’d have thought by now you’d be a little less of a prude . ’
he’s not in the MOOD , that’s for sure , but he could use to put the attitude away. “ sorry. ” his voice is low , bothered but apologetic regardless. since high school , cyrus has certainly changed. a few inches , filled out toned chest , and generally more put together than he was as a kid. as he stood before his ex , he was having a hard time NOT thinking about what they had together. he tired to push it away , focus on the current situation –– but the current situation was his shirtless ex who he just wanted to kiss the shit out of ; an emotion he was not expecting to feel so heavily. “ not interested in jerking off to my neighbors moans. especially not now that i know it’s you. besides , half the time the moans weren’t even that convincing. ” he might be pulling on that last bit to make himself feel better. “ if anyone knows i’m not prude , it’s definitely you , handsome. ” he quips , a slight scoff leaving his lips. “ he still here ? ” cyrus asks then , peering slightly beyond where the other stands in his doorway.
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slccplessniights. –––– ft. nathalie.
it was easy to just let the relationship implode, having never actually made it this far in one before. usually the girl had always bailed, or sabotaged by this point. only, things had been different this time around, with him. “ what? “ she said, refusing to meet his gaze when he spoke to her, instead choosing to look past him. she shook her head at his words, knowing it was the truth and that she didn’t give him much to go off of, but she had thought her wanting to be with him had been evident. “ what do you want me to do, or say, cyrus? “ she asked, finally turning her gaze onto his. “ i- “ she started and faltered. “ if that’s what you want, i’m not going to force you to stay, “ she told him. “ but… i don’t want you to leave… this- this isn’t easy for me. “
he needs to EASE up , and he knows it. he hadn’t meant for this to be a blow up , but he had let it bother him for so long that he hadn’t been able to help it when he finally did implode. “ i don’t know , nat. i just want the TRUTH. ” he could have easily assumed , but they were on different levels when it came to showing affection –– he was open , very clear about when he was into someone ; and she wasn’t , and that was OKAY , but it left cyrus wondering. “ can you not just be honest with me about how you’re feeling ? i know this is hard for you , i get it. but it’s hard for me to just ASSUME this is what you want. i don’t even know if were fully TOGETHER because you never seem to want to talk about it. ” he feels like he had waited too long to talk about this , so maybe it was already water under the bridge.
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foolsongs. –––– ft. carolina.
eyes remain fixated on the flowers, head tilting just slightly to the left in her observation as she peels off the warm coat she’d been wearing and throws it over her left forearm. she’s certainly not used to this sort of gesture, from him or anyone else .. her previous entanglements in life had always been brief and torrid affairs. it’s obvious that she’s unaware of how to respond, her lips pressing together as she inhales slowly through her nose and allows her eyes to lift to meet his. ‘ oh ? mmm, merci, ’ she’ll finally utter softly, rising up on the tips of her toes to press a chaste kiss to the male’s cheek before she returns to the flats of her feet and takes the flowers into her own hands and glances behind him at the vessel to which he had been referring. his next words cause a soft smile to turn up the corners of her mouth almost imperceptibly, her gaze dropping only to give him a quick once-over. ‘ you don’t look so bad yourself, ’ teasing lilt to her voice as she delivers the compliment, slender digits gripping tighter around the stems of the flowers. she remained on guard only because it is what she was taught to do, though with more and more time around him that guard began to crumble .. leaving her vulnerable in ways she’d never been before.
he’s worried that it’s a bit MUCH for the state of their relationship , but there’s no backing out now. he knows that they’re more than just friends , but he doesn’t know what they are and the last thing he wants to do is ruin whatever it was that they had going on by being too romantic. however , he was romantic at heart despite his no strings relationship with caro. her reaction to the flowers wasn’t helping his uncertainty , though he remained calm and collected as he waited for a verbal reaction. the kiss to his cheek is anything but the confirmation he was expecting , but it was SOMETHING , right ? he’s quiet , even after she speaks , watching as she takes the flowers from him to bring them to water as he had suggested. “ thanks. ” he quickly returns back , a soft smile growing across his lips. this was definitely as romantic as they’ve other gotten , and he considers this going relatively well , all things considered. “ i , uh –– ” he’s nervous , which isn’t completely common for him. “ made dinner for us. i figured we always go out so much it might be nice to just ... stay in for once. if that’s something you’d want to do. i’m not the worlds greatest cook but , i tired. it’s in the oven. ALMOST done. ” he’s rambling more than he needs to , but he feels like he needs to fill the silence with something. “ i’m glad you came. ”
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fineliines. –––– ft. luna.
despite the clear and obvious differences between them, for some reason, luna found herself always being able to to connect to cyrus. even in high school, there was always some sort of unspoken connection and truthfully, she never could comprehend what it was. there was something so comforting, so familiar about him that it made her feel safe, like he genuinely cared for her. and reconnecting with him made her feel happiness she hadn’t felt in a long time — she just hoped that cyrus wouldn’t get tired of her or let their financial differences get in the way of whatever might be blossoming between them. she watches as he brings her hand up to his lips and presses a GENTLE kiss on the back of her hand, her cheeks flushing with warmth. “i know you’re offering but it’s my turn! plus, you’re the guest here so let me be a good HOST,” she shoots back, propping herself up on her tip-toes playfully as she smiles up at him. it takes the blonde a few seconds to make the decision but it feels right and god, she wants to do it so bad. before she can talk herself out of it, luna’s moving her hands towards the base of his neck before pulling him in for a soft kiss. her fingers move up slightly, tugging gently at his hair as she presses herself against him for a moment and pulls away, biting her bottom lip nervously. “oh, so you only like real pizza? duly noted. we can do gino’s. are you picky on toppings?”
despite his background and his success in business , cyrus wasn’t someone who really cared that much about money. he took care of himself and those around him but it wasn’t a requirement for him to be with someone who had or wanted money. however , he had a habit of attracting that just wanted him for his money OR were from money themselves and though he had a few solid relationships , nothing seemed to last. nothing seemed to be right. but luna ? she felt right. the complete opposite of his lifestyle and totally and completely perfect for him. he doesn’t know what they are or what they’re doing , and the last thing he wanted was to scare her away. “ okay , OKAY , your turn to order. i’m not gonna argue with that. ” he laughs gently , not in any place to tell her she CAN’T order their food that night. sure , he wanted to do things for her , buy things for her , but he wasn’t ever going to tell her she couldn’t support them too. she was fully capable of such , and he knew that. “ you’re the best host. ” he grins , looking down at her as she pushes up on her toes. their eyes are locked , and he WANTS to kiss her , he needs to kiss her. however , before he can make up his mind it’s HER that’s kissing him , and if he didn’t already know that she was perfect for him , now was his moment of true realization. tall frame bends to meet her height as she pulls , letting her set the speed as their lips press together. he takes a minute after she pulls away to evaluate the situation , to realize how badly he’s wanted this since they reconnected. hands placed on her waist pull her back against his body , kissing her again. “ not picky. ” he mumbles against her lips , suddenly less concerned with pizza and more concerned with making sure he doesn’t let this moment go yet. “ don’t think i can express how long i’ve wanted to kiss you without sounding weird. ” he pulls away to talk , but keeps her close to his body.
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pclkadcts. –––– ft. theo.
had just seen his chosen guest off, now he’s stood butt-naked in the middle of his kitchen, fridge is pulled open and he’s busy scanning its contents for anything he can eat without having to cook . the shouting comes as a surprise, breaks the lull in noise, silence had settled since his friend left, it’s his first noise complaint however –– a MONUMENTAL occasion . though he’d been planning on getting back into bed with his chosen snack he slams the fridge shut, heading back into his bedroom to pull on the sweatpants he’d been wearing before all the fun had started. stretching his arms up over his head as he made his way to the door, soft groan escaping brunette as muscles were prompted into action . yanking it open with little shame . had been anticipating some homophobic middle-aged man who could only talk to women when he was paying them, instead he was faced with his very attractive, very pissed ex-boyfriend . smile cracks otherwise stoic expression, doesn’t know if it’s glee at other’s dismay or whether he’s happy to see him, either way, he’ll appear unaffected by impromptu reunion ––– ‘ hey, handsome, it’s nice to see that temper is still in tact. ’
if there were a list of people he didn’t want to see when that door opened , his high school ex was definitely on the top of the list. the breakup was painful , heart wrenching even , and cyrus has finally bene able to put all of that behind him. he was still in his heart , on his mind FREQUENTLY , but his heart didn’t ache anymore. however , as his eyes lay on the other , he feels . . . MORE angry ––– jealous is probably more like it , as his brain settles on the idea that his ex was just with someone who wasn’t him. why should he care ? he shouldn’t , and yet . . . he does. it only makes it worse that he seems so unbothered by seeing cyrus. “ shut the fuck up. ” he quips, though it was a correct statement to say the least. “ pretty much every night has been nothing but me listening to you and WHOEVER fuck and i’m fucking tired of it , so if you wouldn’t mind –– ” his mind is distracted , eyes scanning over the body that was once familiar to him. he takes a second to think , to recuperate , before speaking again. “ keep the FUCKING noise down. ”
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psychofm. –––– ft. murphy.
murphy was speechless, something that was definitely rare for her. she could remember when she felt the same for him, and part of her probably still did, but she did her best to push them down, thinking that he didn’t feel the same. “why didn’t you say this before? why now? why now when i’m happy with someone?” she questioned, confused if what she felt was anger or love. “you had so much time, so many years, but you’re choosing now?” she continued, surprised as she felt her eyes begin to water.
he knows it’s not fair to drop this on her , but he also knew it wasn’t fair to himself to keep acting like everything was fine. it WASN’T fine , it hadn’t been fine for a long time. “ i just felt like i needed you to know. know why i’ve been distancing , know why i’m gonna act like a total jerk about your wedding , know why i –– ” he sighs , shaking his head. “ i know i should’ve told you before , but i couldn’t. i guess now seemed like a better time because i knew you were happy with someone and –– i don’t know. you just deserve the world , you know ? and i’m not the world i’m , maybe like , ONE state. ” now was not the time for joking , and yet . . . here he was. “ i’m sorry, murph. ”
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cautiicn. –––– ft. aiden.
“ it doesn’t bother you that much considerin’ you still said yes . ” arms manage to fold themselves across his chest , trying & desperately failing , at keeping his infamous smile tucked away , totally overcome by the other’s presence . “ fuck off , ” he starts , almost instantly , smile ranging from corner to corner of his mouth , “ you know i was goin’ to come around eventually , when is always the question . ” it’s the honest truth since he’d so easily involve himself in anything surrounding the other male , but would play it off in order to maintain his sanity . falling head over heels for someone , depending on them , was DANGEROUS . . but something about cyrus made that okay . “ i suppose you’re not all bad , but here’s the dealbreaker . . ” there’s a break between his words to maximize the dramatics , in typical aiden fashion . “ do you or do you not steal the blanket at night ? this makes or breaks it . ” he pauses once more , taking a quick second to fully appreciate the male in all of his glory , “ other than brushin’ my teeth ? no , m’ good . . you got anythin’ w i l d on your agenda ?
“ yup , you got me there. ” cyrus snips back , a chuckle leaving his lips as he speaks. he wants to say of course he said yes , but he doesn’t want to seem to eager or desperate. “ you SAY fuck off , but you smile says you definitely don’t want me to fuck off. ” he points it out like his own smile doesn’t completely match aidens. the joking shifts for a few seconds , and the way cyrus is looking at the other genuinely reflects how he feels –– like he’s falling in love. he was terrified , both of getting hurt or hurting aiden , but for once he felt like he was on the same page with the person and they were at least falling together. “ not a blanket stealer. i’m actually more of a blanket giver , cause ya know , personal furnace and all. you can have ‘em as long as we can still cuddle. ” he answers in full seriousness , nodding his head as he talks. “ did i PASS ? ” a chuckle leaves his lips then , familiar smile returning to his features. “ nah. ” he responds , and then considers the situation there in. “ although given this particular situation . . . i might steal a kiss , ya know . . . if i’m allowed. it’ll help me sleep , studies say. ”
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open to any –– they were high school sweethearts and had a heartbreaking split. cyrus just moved into a new apartment complex and only realizes they’re his neighbor when he angrily confronts them one night about their consistent loud sex. ( based ).
now , he wasn’t AGAINST having a good sex life , but he was real tired of hearing his new apartments neighbors have sex all night. by the third night of LOSING sleep over it , a frustrated and exhausted cyrus storms next door ( despite the fact that he’s in only his briefs ) after what he assumes is the end of their sexcapades for that night and slams a first hard on the door , shouting through it before it’s even open. “ can you two fucking QUIT the insistent FUCKING because some people are trying to get some fucking sl––– ” before he even he finishes , the door opens and he can’t believe who he sees on the other side . “ you’ve got to be fucking kidding me. ”
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@smittenhearts ♥’d for fluffy a starter !
“ i know you’re still MAD at me for earlier ... ” cyrus starter , revealing a beautiful bouquet of flowers as he walks into their shared home , best puppy dog look on his face. “ but ! i’m sorry , and i promise to LISTEN next time you’re trying to tell me something important. ” it was a bad habit of his , tuning out and missing important things. “ can i please make it up to you , baby ? ”
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@penancer ♥’d for fluffy a starter !
“ i am fully aware that we decided NO anniversary gifts. ” cyrus muses softly , hands behind his back CONCEALING something from the other. “ but , uh , i’m a pretty bad listener , so , maybe DON’T kill me ? ” hands reveal a box , topped with a light colored bow. “ happy anniversary , love. sorry for breaking our deal. ”
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