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"get a period tracker" i dont need one, i know i'm on my way when i start violently crying and having a borerline panic attack over harry james potter. how he will never know what it feels like to be loved by lily evans and james potter he would've been so loved and so adored and so so happy and HSUFSDIFDSHFSDIFH

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wasn't the biggest alicent/rhaenyra shipper.... things are changing... things are MAJORLY changing ....

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@dailyhpgifs​ | scenes event - prompt 9 - a scene of your favorite look/outfit: sirius black in order of the phoenix 

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⭒˚｡🖁‧₊˚ 〖 down these mean streets . . . 〗 a collection of scene prompts inspired by n͟e͟o͟-n͟o͟i͟r͟, v͟i͟o͟l͟e͟n͟c͟e͟, c͟o͟n͟t͟r͟o͟l͟, e͟t͟c͟. some prompts usfw. add +reversed for the receiving muse to be "the sender" instead. adjust details as necessary.

dead end. there's nowhere left to run; the sender has cornered you at last. anonymous. disguising your voice, you call the sender to threaten/warn them. loose ends. you thought you killed them! but there's the sender, walking your way. ashtray. your cigarette smokes as you extinguish it on the sender's skin. deck. you lick the sender's blood from your knuckles, still stinging from the punch. backstab. end of the road, pal—you reveal you're double-crossing the sender. blunt. hidden in the shadows, you press your gun to the sender's back.

heel. you stare at the sender from across the room and beckon them to you. fix. not looking like that—disapproving, you fix the sender's appearance. tilt. you take the sender's chin in your hand and make them meet your gaze. staccato. irritated, the sender drums their fingers against you beneath the table. listen. the sender disobeys and you swat their curious hand away. fasten. just something i picked up—you clasp a necklace/tie/etc. on the sender. quiet. you press a finger to the sender's lips and tell them to be patient.

vomit. you can't handle this; you vomit as the sender groans about leaving evidence. wink. don't worry—you wink as you assure the sender you have no morals to offend. up front. the sender's job is a doozy; you demand half the payment now or you walk. hush. talk is cheap but you sure aren't. you accept the hush money from the sender. crossfire. you realize the sender asking you to put out a hit is your next target. gulp. hard to argue with a bullet; you agree to the sender's demands. jugular. you hold your breath as the sender uses you to demonstrate how the murder weapon was used to strangle the victim.

patron. you know the sender is hired to keep you spending but you linger anyway. last call. the sender has one final cigarette in their pack; you take it without asking. loose lips. the sender pours you another glass as you finally confess. bills. it's on me—you pay for the sender's meal. cozy. there aren't enough seats open; you pull the sender onto your lap with a grin. coffee. you look like hell—you press a cup of coffee to the sender's hands. waiting. you duck into the bus stop to escape the rain, intruding on the sender.

gutter. the trail of blood ends and you find the sender broken on the ground. speak up. you press the knife in deeper as the sender swears they didn't betray you. plaster. it's not pretty but it'll do; you wince as the sender patches your wounds. empty. you laugh at the sender as you throw your gun aside, finally out of bullets. rat. the sender falls to their knees and agrees to tell you everything they know. smother. you clasp a hand over the sender's mouth to keep from being heard. cut our losses. the sender won't make it; you leave them to die.

voyeur. you know the sender's watching; you open the blinds so they can watch. slip of the tongue. the sender whispers another's name against your skin. sign here. the sender traces a finger over [your choice], asking you to leave a mark. desk. your most enticing assignment yet: the sender bent over your desk. handcuffs. the sender dangles the key, teasing, but you hope they take their time. window. you press the sender against the glass, watching the city watching them. harsh light. what's worse? the hangover or that you can't recall the sender's name.

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me creating interesting ocs / character story twists that would be amazing to write with other people and esp explore different ship dynamics with other characters but i decided to turn them into single ships with my oc(s)

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𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐤𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭     ⎯⎯⎯⎯      the moment of hesitation is incredibly short lived   ,   even as the voice in the back of mind  tells her that this is something she shouldn't be walking in to   ,   that she didn't belong there      (    RATIONALITY   ,   it should know it'll always be ignored    )       ;    the mask  ,   the get up    ;    a military man   ,     clearly either on a mission or finishing one    ,     whatever the case   ,   self preservation has never been peyton's strongest trait    ,    especially as the woman can't stop the empathetic wince seeing the way the man clumsily twists the glass within arm muscle   .     eyes are locked on the blood pooling around skin as it drips down in waves  ,    brain is going to a hundred   &.   one ways of all the damage he's inflicting upon himself   ;   making the injury far worse than what it was   .     she's a distance away   ,   not wanting to spook him   ,   to scare the man  ,      it's a sight she sees regularly ,  his height , the mask    ⎯⎯⎯⎯      it came with the territory of the job   &.   knows if this isn't done right chances are peyton is going to end up  a heap on the floor   .     hand raised up slightly by sides  ,   hoping that it translates in the way it does in her head   ,   throat is cleared in an attempt to get the strangers attention   .

❛     hi     ⎯⎯⎯⎯      do   ,    uh   ,    do you want some help there    ?    ❜     the nerves are obvious   ,    peyton never really expects to see these scenes on her weeks off    &.   as such her barriers are down     . . .     not that she can hide her emotions well while at work  ,    mind you   .    what's the saying    ?    peyton reads like a colouring book    ,    emotions ever present   ,   but she can fight through them    ;    not let them control her despite how she lives along side them in such an intense way   .   why she went into the military medic line of work is still beyond her  ,   but it works  ,   strangely enough     .  

"es tut weh."

The muttering is said under his breath. Unintended for anyone others ears. The searing pain that courses down one arm now is enough to allocate a hiss from behind the fabric that conceals his face. Though even when not visible he somehow conveys just enough that it is evident to any passerby that he's wincing.

Even a battering ram made of flesh bleeds once and awhile. He has proven time and time again to be no exception to the rules, though Konig is uniquely tuned to react with anger and annoyance when faced with damage rather than the appropriate duress.

He just can't stand being idle: being useless.

He attempts to wriggle to broken piece of glass stuck in his upper arm but stops halfway. Feeling the sharp sting anew and cursing under his breath.

"Scheiße!"

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𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐞𝐚 , perhaps it had much to do with his mother ; she was a woman who would instantly turn to the beverage to make someone feel better . . . a cup of tea could solve everything , she said ⎯⎯⎯⎯ under the weather ? tea . you lost your job ? tea . you left your husband ? teas the answer . its a habit he picked up himself , the first thing he did when sirius was on his doorstep after running away was put the kettle on . he watches as the girl takes a sip from the cup , a small upturn of lips at her words ; as he sees her slightly settle within the seat . there's a twinge in his chest , he still made him self a cup of tea from time to time to cheer himself up ⎯⎯⎯⎯ but the comfort gained is rare . . . ( you've witnessed the death of your wife , was kidnapped for thirteen years &. robbed the chance to be a father . . . CUP OF TEA ? i don't think so . ) ❛ i could tell , i have biscuits too if you'd like some . ❜

@dehvils said: james potter giving ava a warm cup of tea | if u have any questions you kno where to find me sexy

Comfort in a mug, she thinks to herself as she wraps her hands around the ceramic cup, pulling it closer to herself. It's warm, but not so hot that it would outright burn anyone who touched it, it was just comforting. A small smile tugs on the corners of her lips as she raises it to her lips and takes a sip. Ava's eyes close, and she hovers there, on the precipice of taking another sip and setting it down.

"Thanks, I... I needed that."

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james ' oh god, oh god - oh no , i am one step away from turning my preservation of love into perversion ; twisting it into something it shouldn't be. let me out, please let me out i can't breathe, i can't think ' potter

james potter and his undying love for lily evans that is the exact same devotion as clunching your rosary beads as you mutter your sins to the father you cannot see vs him being such a romantic that he yearns to feel that love once again, to open himself up and embrace the future because he loves and he loves deeply and he misses the love you have when the person is alive and warm in his bed. because the shrine he built in his wifes name is where he kneels nightly is his joy, his light, his comfort but it is cold and cannot reach out to him in the way he needs.

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𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐘𝐀 𝐏𝐀𝐋𝐌𝐄𝐑 , 𝑙𝑎𝑧𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑜𝑝 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑦𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 . muirstone is a town that has been in development for 300 years &. exists in ( what used to be ) clearwater beach , florida ; there were many factors that made them ( cough . peyton . cough ) choose this location , the main one was to take advantage of the pre existing marina - it needed a lot of work to ensure stability with how long it had been abanndoned for , but in the long run it was proven to be worth all the effort &. became the defining identity of the town . the town is heavily mirrored to acblackflag havana , alternatively , oceanside from the walking dead . the society runs smoothly behind the large walls , gates - schools , butchers , tarvens are all there . it's a society that resembles that 1800s but with more knowedge thanks to the librarythat was ransaked in the early development stages of muirstone .

through the years , muirstone has also become a thriving corner of the world where they have had the ability to build ships , allowing them to go further into sea - these are , you guessed it , exact replicas of the ships built in the 1800s , made from oak , while there were many trial &. errors to get this right , muirstone are the owners of several ships - they have seen nearby countries , their state of the world in an attempt to gather more infomation &. possibly make connection to other settlements .

there's still a lot of work that needs doing , especially in terms of exploring in fighting &. the politics - i just know it's there , just not sure in what way .

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ONE PIECE (2023) IN COLOR:

Nami + tangerine dream

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the mentally ill urge to create an ancestor of peyton in the planet of the apes verse for the recent movie . the mentally ill urge to explore peyton leaving the apes after ceasar's funeral despite everything because she realises that she needs to be with humans , her own kind , because there is a loneliness that just isn't filled and can't be ignore and that the time for being afraid is over , it's not sustainable - also because someone needs to be out there spreading ceasar's word because of how crucial it is to both ape and human survival . eventually she creates a small community of peace with the help of other survivors and they continue to thrive in their own little pocket of the universe by reverting back to the first generation of humans .

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HOUSE OF THE DRAGON

"The Black Queen" 01.10

for anon

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🐝  *  ―  𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑫𝑰𝑨𝑳𝑶𝑮𝑼𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺 𝑷����. 𝑰.

❛  it was wrong of me to assume you're ever gonna change.  ❜ ❛  that's it? it was all just a lie?  ❜ ❛  shame on me for thinking you were a good person.  ❜ ❛  you're gonna pay for what you did to me.  ❜ ❛  you didn't hear a word of what i just said, did you?  ❜ ❛  believe me, you weren't my first choice either.  ❜ ❛  if you've got a problem with the way i handle things, just say so.  ❜ ❛  do you think we're gonna survive this?  ❜ ❛  what's your problem?!  ❜ ❛  will you please slow down a little?  ❜ ❛  i can't believe you would do something like that.  ❜ ❛  did it mean anything to you?  ❜ ❛  i'm never gonna be good enough for you.  ❜ ❛  we were just fooling ourselves this whole time.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, i didn't know where else to go.  ❜ ❛  i don't want to argue with you anymore.  ❜ ❛  fine. you were right, and i was wrong. happy now?  ❜ ❛  this day feels like it's never gonna end.  ❜ ❛  i didn't think you'd care so much.  ❜ ❛  this must be like the first time you were nice to me.  ❜ ❛  out of all the people here, why do i have to be stuck with you?  ❜ ❛  do you want to go on a date with me?  ❜ ❛  honestly, i don't think i wanna leave the house today.  ❜ ❛  were you ever planning on telling me about all of this?  ❜ ❛  i wish i had another choice.  ❜ ❛  don't flatter yourself, a fifth-grader could've done this as well.  ❜ ❛  you're the most insufferable person i have ever met.  ❜ ❛  here, you look like you need this more than me right now.  ❜ ❛  oh, just so you know, i don't ever lose this game.  ❜ ❛  just let me sleep for five more minutes.  ❜ ❛  alright, is there anything else we have to do before they arrive?  ❜ ❛  do you believe in ghosts?  ❜ ❛  i wish we had more time together.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to leave just yet ... you could stay the night if you wanted to.  ❜ ❛  where are you taking me?  ❜ ❛  trust me, this is the last thing i want to do.  ❜ ❛  i need more time to think about what i want.  ❜ ❛  why didn't you say anything earlier? we could've avoided this whole mess.  ❜ ❛  i don't feel so good, i think i may be getting sick.  ❜ ❛  help me! please!  ❜

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𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 . it had alicent's eyes lingering a moment too long ; visenya's carefully constructed face , those eyes , the way her hair sat so perfectly on top of head . the queen is grabbed by the throat &. shoved roughly into the past against own will as a result ; her &. rhaenyra dancing within the castle walls , laying across each other as they gazed at the endless sky while dreaming of something other than what they had , sharing hushed whispers &. repressed giggles , ignoring the stern looks of those around them - an echo of a past , how it haunts , how it screams . a friendship so beautiful , pure &. blinding , now more rotten than an abandoned apple core with resentment &. mistrust .

alicent will never experience that again ; heart clenches , a deep ache stretching through ribs . it's a sensation she's far too familiar with , it had been with her since childhood , made itself at home - though no matter how long its been there , it didn't make the pain any easier . forever held hostage by the past , forced to look to the future ; to acknowledge the sins of their present .

❛ i can only guess what you think of me ❜ there's a war inside her , though face is calm , hands joined together as she stands before the girl ❛ but here i am before you , princess , praying to the seven that you'll open your heart &. mind &. listen to what i have to say . ❜ ( MY SIDE , LISTEN TO ME , WHY WON'T ANYONE LISTEN ? WHY CAN'T ANYONE ACCEPT AEGON AS THE RIGHTFUL HEIR , MY SON , HIS FATHERS CHOSEN , WHEN IN HIS LAST BREATH HE UTTERED THE RIGHTFUL ORDER ! ) ❛ not for my sake , but for the kingdom , for our families futures . ❜

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗅 for my 𝒉͟𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝒅͟𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧 muses ; liked by @xx--ofmanythoughts--xx ╱ ALICENT &. VISENYA II .

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🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )

[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears [ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words [ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room [ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds [ crying ] sender finds receiver crying [ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help [ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying [ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms [ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver [ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver [ scared ] sender scares receiver [ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick [ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something [ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver [ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver [ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding [ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms [ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound [ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face [ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack [ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie [ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them [ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out [ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears [ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears [ scream ] sender screams at receiver [ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms [ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them [ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need [ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver [ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver [ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain [ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside [ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds [ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver [ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got [ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety [ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body

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honestly , whoever it was that decided to turn johnny into a two timing , two faced bastard its on sight . my portayal does not acknowedge any of the recent episodes that include him betraying fat tony , tony has been good to him &. would not thank him by trying to become the new don ; i think the connection between him &. tony does cross into a very lowkey , unspoken about friendship territory . johnny has been beside tony for a long , long time &. doesn't plan on changing that dynamic any time soon - in his current position i 100% believe he's highly respected , looked up to &. if you can't get the main guy , johnny's your dude ; he isn't stupid to throw that away , especially as he's built up parts of the empire himself ( which i imagine tony acknowedges given that he has a sensitive side &. doesn't shy away from showing ) anything or anyone that says other wise is a waste of time.