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@caddy-crystal-queen Thank you, little one. I appreciate it.

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my pretty little princess enjoying some sun 🐶💜

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cookies fur and paw/noseprints.

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Our Cookie, our chihuahua, has passed. In our arms. Today.

Death is not easy. Especially a pet. I'm a mess. My host is a mess. All of us are a mess. She was my favorite thing to wake up to. Same for my host. She died in our arms. I was there, too. I had to be. She got the...things, while we held her.

Goodbye, Cookie. I love you.

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I do my best to remain level headed. I like being nice! But.

Do not mistake that for being weak.

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LOOK AT THE GIFT @maounteighn GOT ME

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Well. It is literally my hand, so...yes.

"Your body, my choice"

Alright. Your guts, my drill.

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How are you all?

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Thank you, Howie, for so much content you made. I cannot believe you are gone.

Thank you.

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I like resting near Miss Holloway a lot. Just listening to her sing. I love her.

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I am ready for winter to be over now.

Springtime, please.

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My hosts birthday is soon. He isn’t a fan of his birthday… Send well wishes to Rotking on the 19th.

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I hope you’re all okay.

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A Short Thing (Delta and You)

You sat on a swing, looking at your feet. It’d been a hard few weeks for you. Making friends was hard. Would you fit in? Could you make friends? Why was it so hard…?

Clearing your throat and wiping your eyes, you noticed some thumping footsteps coming your way.

When you looked up, you were met with a helmet. Drill for a hand. A giant, regular (but suited) hand waved. It was a bit scary for a moment. But you waved back. A Big Daddy, one you haven’t seen before, was in front of you. He seemed nice. And all Daddies are here for protection.

“Hi…um…who are you?”

His hand pointed to his own, a symbol. You know symbols…You were taught this. Hang on… Oh. Oh! Oh the kinda triangle. What’s his name…

Delta! Delta. Ah. You’ve heard of him. Looks big, scary…kinda stinks like dead fish. He does smell like that. Most Big Daddies do, though. His head tilted a bit at you. He looked at the other kids playing in the garden, then back to you. Questioning. Ah. That.

“…I don’t wanna go over there.”

Delta groaned (as an old man or just in general is unclear) as he got on his knee to your level. He…er, his helmet looked at you. His hand set on the bench you were on.

“I don’t have friends.” Your head lowered, but he reached up and tilted your chin with a finger. He didn’t speak, but it was weirdly easy to understand. Concern.

“What if they don’t-“

Delta shook his head, stroking yours. He let out a noise like a whale.

“But…”

He groaned again and rubbed your shoulder with a thumb, looking over to the kids before back at you and…whale sound again. Hard to understand a man who cannot speak, but… It sort of made sense, with his gesturing. A bit.

“You can make friends” was probably projected. Or something similar. Something nice like that.

He stood up, offering his hand.

You sniffed a bit, but nodded, taking his hand. It smelled. Bad. “M’kay…only if you come too.”

He squeezed your hand and let out another sound, leading you to the garden. He had a helmet, but you knew he was smiling. Probably. Could he smile..?

Delta crouched (with an old man groan) and gestured you off into the garden, watching close.

As the others laughed, played, including you in their games, you waved at him. He waved back. You rushed over in a pause of your game and you were lifted up in a (kinda gross and wet) arm, hugged close, before being let down.

“Bye, Daddy!! Thanks!”

Delta waved and sat down, watching you play.

What a nice day.

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“Delta be like: I’m your Dad now.”

I mean…. Well. Yeah, basically.

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Delta here. I hope you are having a good New Years! I just want to say, that I am very, very proud of you for being here. You made it this far. It might seem like you can’t keep going, but you absolutely can! I know you can! You are my brave little one, you got this! It’s okay to doubt a bit, but you have everything you need inside you. Don’t forget that! Never forget that! I love you so much. I do. All of you. Daddy will be here for you if you ever need me.

You are all just…incredible. So incredible. You make me so proud.

I will never stop loving or being proud of any of you. That is a genuine promise.

I love you.

Happy New Years, my little ones.

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Hi, Mr. B..

Is it ok if I sit with you? My dad passed away and.. I don’t wanna be alone.

Oh, dear. I'm sorry for your loss. You can sit with me as long as you like. I'm here for you.