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I'm sorry this isn't the type of stuff I normally post on here(because this is a RPH), But like certain things get me uncharacteristically angry like the complete opposite of my normal temperament. The majority of this is under a readmore to keep from like taking space on dashes. I just wanna let you guys know I love you even if I have problem expressing that sometimes(I'm just a shy little shut in) and you're so very special and beautiful(or handsome or a damn beautifully handsome person. Probably want to make a dragon retire if we're being honest here). This post is just a rant/my own experience. And there is some choice words said.

After about a week of it circulating I finally watched "Dear Fat People"

And it's absolutely disgusting and a failed cousin of humor that leaves a god awful taste in you mouth and a pit the size of Texas in your stomach. But I might be too sensitive for her humor. Like no, you're not being a quote friend telling it how it is unquote by saying that and I didn't feel any love coming from you what so ever when you dragged that family through the mud pretty much(then started talking about your white girl problems about not being able to get Starbucks because of them and blah blah blah blah). Excuse the fuck out of you for saying fat shaming isn't real. Anyone who isn't a typical CIS heterosexual thin white Christian with the white picket fence dream or ability to achieve that dream IS SHAMED IN SOME WAY, it sucks considering the day of age(that's supposed to be the age of acceptance) we live in but it's true. So yes fat shaming just as real as race, gay, and religion shaming(there's more but you get the idea). Doctors aren't assholes for telling the truth they have more effective ways of putting things and helping people reach a goal, you're an asshole because of the shit you let your brain produce trying to be the brutally honest smart and funny blonde. I will answer your question even though you didn't want it answered just like you didn't want to be called out in your comments on your video, you look like a moron.

I was bullied as a kid and preteen because no matter what I did I just couldn't seem to get to look like the other girls my age, up until high school I was the kind of short and kind of round one. One memory that sticks out the most is when I was thirteen my mom and I went to Limited Too(the little teeny bopper store place that really was overpriced) in the store was a shirt that I really liked but we couldn't find it in my size(which was a large in kids) so my mom asked someone who worked there if there were more sizes available and while I don't remember her exact words it was something to the effect "you may wanna go somewhere else for her clothes. Somewhere that might actually have her size". I WAS THIRTEEN. I WAS A KID. My mom didn't even tell her what size we were looking for. I was put down and made felt as something less than human by someone who was probably in her twenties. We left right away before my mom choked that lady out. It was people like the chick that posted that video and worked in that store that made being a kid hell for me(and I know I'm not alone in this) and just almost completely wiped away my self esteem. I still have problems now accepting compliments of someone saying I'm pretty or cute or beautiful and don't even get me started on how hard it is for me to accept an I love you without wanting to ask why. Getting skinny isn't as simple as just stop eating, a body needs to take in a certain amount of calories a day to be at its best and perform tasks. Do some people overdo that? Yes. But if a body doesn't get the calories it needs or the calorie amount it's used to running at it has a tendency to hold on to what it already has as long as possible before it starts eating itself, BECAUSE IT INTERPRETS NOT EATING AS MUCH AS " THERE'S NOT ENOUGH FOOD IN THE WORLD! WE'RE ALL GOING TO DIE IF WE DON'T STOP THIS METABOLISM!!!"(Just imagine like the opposite of the Speed movies when thinking about metabolism). And let's be real here. You can be overweight and healthy just as much as you can be at the right weight or underweight and unhealthy(I'm mostly quoting Gabbie for YouTube here. I've developed a huge love and appreciation for her especially after her video on the matter which you can watch for yourself right here. She's great).

I'm twenty-two now and still considered overweight for my height despite the fact that I walk at least three miles everyday, go to the gym when I can, practice healthy eating habits, and can actually fit and still have it a little lose on me into a medium shirt(though I don't wear that size because I get severally paranoid). I'm just now getting to a place where I'm actually okay with how I look because of all the attention and body positivity on social media. Hashtag body positive is amazing. I don't shy away as much as I used to when going to pay for a shirt that's labeled XL(the baggy shirt problem in my life is real, oh so real). Thanks for shining more light on to body positivity by the way, it's really going to flourish now. Yay! I love it! I need more beauty to look at anyway.

Also why did you say you wish you could eat whatever you wanted? Because unless you have an allergy to foods you like you actually can. Because believe it or not (I forgot what your name was) it's your body and you can choose what you want to put in it as fuel or as a guilty pleasure snack or as a whatever.

I'm going to wrap this up by saying for the millionth time for the people in the back really that everyone of every body type, of every race, gender, religion, social class, sexuality, everyone of everything is just beautiful. The human body and being is just capable of so many amazing things and don't let anyone get you down. Because I can almost guarantee that the group that love you for you out number the group that hate you for you a thousand to one.

I would highly recommend going onto YouTube and watching some more of the video responses.

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I have two opinions to do, more graphics and write ups for my list to do, and a blog(this one) I still need to make spoopy. Oh what a day to be alive. I’m getting ready to get off for a bit but I will be back. Also I’ll probably be releasing some RT Halloween themed icons tomorrow because I’m an adorable little nugget and that’s how I roll.

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NAME Callum Blue BIRTHDAY 08/19/1977 (38 years old) NATIONALITY British (So very English) HAIR AND EYE COLOR Brown & Blue WHAT HE’S BEEN IN A long list of things that includes ; Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement,Dead Like Me(Show 2003-2004),The Tudors(2007),Smallville(Show 2009-2011),Saul: The Journey to Damascus(2014).  AGE RANGE There aren’t a whole lot of gif hunts for him. And the ones that are there seem to really only have gifs of him as Mason on Dead Like Me or General Zod on Smallville. So I’d put his age range at late twenties early thirties. RPS HE COULD BE USED IN Literally anything. He just really needs to be used more. And other than Zod(I think don’t hold me to this) he really hasn’t been in any other superhero type thing. He’s a great actor whose great with emotional range. GIF HUNTS [x] [x] You could also dive into the Callum Blue tag in search for more.

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NAME Steven Strait BIRTHDAY 03/23/1986 (29 years old) NATIONALITY American (Of English and Italian descent)   HAIR AND EYE COLOR Brown & Brown WHAT HE’S BEEN IN Sky High(2005),Undiscovered(2005),The Covenant(2006),10000 BC(2008),Stop-Loss(2008),City Island(2009),After(2012),Sleeping with the Fishes(2013),Hot(2014),as well as several TV shows. AGE RANGE If using gifs from his earlier projects he could pass to be nineteen to around twenty-three. The rest he’s pretty much been showing his age(which isn’t bad at all) so cap it at thirty-one. RPS HE COULD BE USED IN With his Sky High gifs he could be in superhero or supernatural RPs, same goes with some of his gifs from The Covenant. Other than that he can be used just about anywhere. With The Expanse out this year that can even expand to space/futuristic RPs. GIF HUNTS [x] [x] [x] [x] [x] [x](< directory)

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how come we never came closer when all the stars were aligned? i thought we had a moment

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When you start shipping something out of spite, and then become completely obsessed with it because it's amazing and pefect and wonderful

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every time i see devon bostick

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They say three can keep a secret— if two of them are dead. How far would you be willing to go to keep your secret from leaking out to the entire school? Welcome to Northvale High, a high school that's nothing special, but is far from ordinary. Do you have what it takes to be a Northvale Mountain Lion? - Hello! could we get a shoutout, please? Thank you!

I like that song... I just had to say something.... Hello! You sure can you adorable little pumpkin! I hope you have a fantastic day!

If you like High School RPs and RPs where everyone has a dirty little secret. And if you think you have what it takes to be a Northvale Mountain Lion. This group over here may just be for you. They’re celebrating being open for four months!

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I'm getting ready to spook up my blog for Halloween(I take Halloween really seriously), and start working on releasing bits and pieces of the underused FC list I've been working on. Why not come give me things to do or tell me some faceclaims(I mostly have guys so) I should have on my list.

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WARNING! WARNING! SHIELD'S FILES HAVE BEEN COMPROMISED. I REPEAT, SHIELD'S FILES HAVE BEEN -- Hello! We are a brand new au MCU roleplay with DC inspired elements. Currently set in New York City, a war is brewing between SHIELD and the ever hinted at HYDRA. We are just now starting to post biographies and getting out in the tags so you could help our recruitment process by giving us a shoutout. SHIELD thanks you in advance and we hope to see you soon!

Not gonna lie, I had a mini heart attack when I saw the 'WARNING! WARNING!' I thought they'd found me. But you sure can! I hope you have an above marvelous day doll.

If you're looking for a Marvel DC comics bio wonderfulness RP then I have this one to offer you. They're brand new and would be more than happy to have you over here.

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-screams bcs chris demarais-

Screams because cutie patootie alert <333

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↳ Under the cut, you’ll find #212 small and medium relatively hq gifs of the actor STEVEN STRAIT in the movies The Covenant, City Island, and Sleeping with the Fishes. All of these gifs were made by me, but here are a few who were made by other lovely tumblr users [x] [x] [x] [x]. Liking/Reblogging is not necessary.

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hammers ✦ harrison ✦ helena ✦ hillside hopeless ✦ hotel ✦ house ✦ hustlers

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Hi there, love! Hope you're having a great night! We're a revamped TW AU appless roleplay that has just started again! We would love to see some more beautiful faces on our dash, so would you be willing to give us a shoutout? Please and thank you so much!

Hi! I really am! You sure can doll. I hope you have a good night yourself.

If you're a fan of Teen Wolf and AU RPs then do I have the right RP for you, check these cuties out and their revamped RP out over here.