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Make the people around you happy. Be a man hold ur responsiblity. Be the strongest version of yourself.

Note to self.

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It's my 9 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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‘...but perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. and Allāh knows, while you know not.’

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“It’s cancer”. These are words no one wants to hear, let alone at 29 years old.

November 2020 is when it all started, ironically being Breast Cancer Awareness month. I felt a lump. It is in my right breast, a hard and very obvious lump. Fast forward 2 months, December 17th, the day my life changed. I was diagnosed with breast cancer. The nurse who gave my family and I the news was a blessing, reassuring as much as she could. The rest of the day was spent telling my friends and family my news. I realised just how loved and supported I was. I didn’t shed a tear on that day, I wasn’t upset you see. I’ve decided, it came from Allah, and He will take it away, He also does not burden one with more than they can bear. Therefore I WILL get through it. It will be difficult, it will be tedious but I will overcome. I am still incredibly positive I will come out on the other side. This does not take away from the fact that the road ahead is bumpy, there will be days where my strength will wane, where my fight will be a little less visible but rest assured, fight I will. That was also the day I realised the way I looked may never be the same again, my body will change, how I feel will change and my mind will change. I won’t be the same person coming out of this, I will be stronger and just as beautiful.

I’m not in this alone, I am surrounded by the best family and friends. I have more support a person could ask for. There is cancer in me, but it does not have me.

I am taking this opportunity to ask for prayers, that is all I need. Also a reminder to check yourself often. Cancer knows no age nor gender.

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I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists: one where my heart is full, my body is loved, and my soul is understood.

Melissa Cox (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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used to think communication was they key until I realized comprehension is. You can communicate all you want to with someone but if they don’t understand you, it won’t reach them the way you need it to.

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Joy Bryant for Tommy Hilfiger (2000)

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“The more time you spend alone and begin accepting yourself you will meet other beings on the same frequency. You won’t have to look for them.”

— Maryam Hasnaa

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‏كل كسرٍ يا إلهي يَلقى في نجواك.. جبرًا.

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“Communication is key” but so is a sense of understanding. If I tell you something and you’re not willing to see where I’m coming from, then what’s the point of telling you anything.

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Growth is painful. Change is painful. But nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you don’t belong.

Mandy Hale (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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AlhamdulilAllah

How one word can mean so much for me.

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That is the thing about selfish people. They gamble entire beings. Entire souls to please their own.

Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey (via rupikaurpoems)