demonsdarling

[demonsdarling]

hey guys

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idk anyone who’s 21 and knows how to feel

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sooo for my 22nd birthday im going to a taylor swift concert with a bunch of girls i met as a teenager because of taylor swift. this is actually my life.

@taylorswift see u in philly (night 3)

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midnights first listen <3

dear taylor, i love the way you love. i love the way you live. i love the way you fight. and i love the way you write. you mean the world to me, and your words always impact me so greatly. i always write down my first listen thoughts, so here they are.

lavender haze- i was expecting something soft not this wow omg. i didn’t expect her to say meet me at midnight in the album. the second verse is killer wow. 

maroon- this is so beautiful oh my god. so many shades of red. i love that it tells so much of a story, falling in love to falling out of love. 

anti hero- that first line slapped me in the face. every line is slapping me hard. this is a personal attack. i was literally crying then she said “sometimes i feel like everyone is a sexy baby” and i giggled. but now i am crying again. “i’ll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror” is so personal to me because i write a lot about my intimate relationship with the sun but rarely my relationship with myself.

snow on the beach- ohh this is so sweet. WEIRD BUT FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!! i cannot hear lana i wish she was more than backing vocals. every song is so beautiful. i like that this one is kind of reminiscent of folklore (mirrorball, illicit affairs) (sonically) while the others have reminded me of rep. who is janet.

you’re on your own, kid- i am anticipating post-teenager vibes. i cannot tell if i can derive that from this song. but i am relating this to my own unrequited love. and all the friends i’ve lost over the past few years, which i was thinking deeply about an hour ago.

midnight rain- holy shittttt what??!?!!? she is so right for wanting pain and heartbreak… it’s so fun and inspiring. “he wanted a bride i was making my own name!!!!” GIRLBOSSSS

question…?- wondering what could’ve been! i would also really like some answers. politics and gender roles??? okay i love this so much pop perfection.

vigilante shit- okay lwymmd’s big sister!! my jaw keeps dropping and i keep gasping TAYLOR YOU CANT JUST SAY THESE THINGS.

bejeweled- BABY LOVE. ohhh i love calling people that. i miss you but i miss sparkling? exactly. i don’t miss that person but i miss going crazy over them. this might be a favorite. i love pop music

labyrinth- “i go on loving him” from people we meet in vacation. in my copy, i wrote “i’m so afraid of that.” this taps into that and states that feeling so aptly. “you know i hate that everyone expects me to bounce back just like that” dear god.

karma- this is so fun. and silly! i did accidentally see some lyrics from this and was so intrigued how it would sound and i quite love it. i need this and wine and to dance with friends.

sweet nothings- the cadence and rhythm of the beginning is something i’ve been loving in songs lately. lyrically this is one of my favorites so far, but i don’t know the songs well enough for a definitive statement yet. 

mastermind- oh how sweet being in pure love must be. how nice it must be to actually make things happen. but she’s right and i needed this and i will live like this from now on. my love life is suddenly in my own hands and my 100% rejection rate will not affect that. this is also a favorite wtf!! how am i supposed to pick!! oh my god the bridge is so heartbreaking. oh how i love it. 

@taylorswift i will love you forever

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MOTHER SLAY TUMBLR SLAY WE LOVE UUUU

Here’s the teaser trailer for the videos I’ve made for Midnights 🌌 Thank you Amazon for premiering this, the first video for Anti-Hero will be out tomorrow at 8am ET. And Midnights will be here SO SOON!!!

https://taylor.lnk.to/taylorswiftmidnights

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Hi tumblr and @taylorswift

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folklore first listen thoughts

the 1: CATCHY from the start. HIT THE GROUND RUNNING sweeter than fiction rights. very sweet heartbreak song. “in my defense i have none” NEVER LEAVING WELL ENOUGH ALONE. i like it a lot, so much metaphor and imagery. i definitely wanna feel this

cardigan: catchy, very much the type of song that would sound good loud in the car at night. “a friend to all is a friend to none, chase two girls lose the one”. i really can’t wait to figure out what this one means. so far this feels very heartbreak heavy, even though i’m only two songs in. “tried to change the ending, peter losing wendy”. obviously young love WHY DO I WANNA FEEL THESE SO BAD. someone better take one for the team and break my heart while i’m still a teenager. someone to make me feel better about myself and then to look back on losing that. wow

the last great american dynasty: rebecca as a character being introduced, i really like the idea here. like gossiping at a wedding like that. “maddest woman this town has ever seen”. i feel like rebecca is a character taylor relates to and put herself into her. TAYLOR BOUGHT THE HOUSE WOW. so it’s about the woman who lived there before her i love that. if i hadn’t lived in my house for my whole life, i’d totally romanticize the people who lived here before.

exile: off the bat reminds me of the last time. i like the film/story/ending theme that continues throughout the album. it really connects it all and i feel very immersed into it. lyrically this song is very beautiful and it just sounds so very good. sounds very red & speak now which i obviously LOVE. also i love that it’s so long. “you’re not my homeland anymore” WOW WOW. so beautiful ily this song

my tears ricochet: sounds very haunting right off the bat. weeping in a sunlit room hurts me so much i just know this will be the best crying song. loveD till my dying day?? is this from the perspective of a dead person STOP that’s heartbreaking. i have chills what the fuck. it’s so BEAUTIFUL “you wear the same jewels i have you to bury me” i said wow out loud like. i have nothing else to say but wow. stolen lullaby <3

mirrorball: sounds very young and sweet. reminds me of starlight for some reason, which i love so much. it sounds like a really sweet first love and learning about the other person and yourself and falling into that and learning from the experience. i might be obsessed with the idea of first love lately, so that’s perfect for me. this is a favorite i love it so much.

SEVEN!: so i claimed this song earlier because i say seven as a response to everything and thought it was funny. but this is a missing childhood anthem, which is so fearless. childhood best friends, this is everything to me. i was worried i wouldn’t love it this much. “just like a folk song, our love will be passed on” PLEASE PICTURE ME IN THE WEEDS BEFORE I LEARN CIVILITY. i’m literally crying. growing up was always my biggest fear, i always want to go back to being little and this wraps it up so well. “passed on like folk songs, our love lasts so long”

august: back to a love song! young love! OH ITS SO SWEET AND HAPPY SOUNDING. kind of an imaginary love, taylor at my age, and i’m inserting myself here because it feels so right. i had a trio of songs on fearless at age 7 and these three songs feels like that again. yeah i’m gonna need a summer romance like i’ve been dreaming of since i was 15. this sounds like every daydream i have about the people i have crushes on and i love that so much. i love relating to taylor so much.

this is me trying: this is so beautiful wow. it has the energy of a sweet and soft version of hygtg but this time taylor is chasing? i think this is one those songs everyone can adapt to their story. “so i got wasted like all my potential”. this one feels so real to me. i really am relating to this one and i might fall apart to this song. second cry of the album.

illicit affairs: I THOUGHT THIS WAS GONNA UPBEAT AND LOVER-ESQUE but it’s a beautiful sweet secret love story. this love here seems crushing and painful. it reminds me a little of 1989 in the vocals i think? which is so cool. i really love the bridge on this one. this love story is so obviously so unique and all-consuming and yet it’s secret at the same time. i fucking love it.

invisible string: of course she says 16 again!!!!! why does she romanticize 16 so much? for me it’s 17. but i’m 19 now. i would dance barefoot in the grass to this one. something pulling two people together like an invisible string no matter how far apart they get. SOULMATE SONG!!!! wow!!! all along we were destined. IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY. the dive bar! something pulled her to him! i love that so much.

mad woman: SHE REALLY DID SAY FUCK YOU FOREVER WHAAT. i went OOH! but this is very ~the man~ and reputation vibes but SOFT and so it feels very taylor, lyrically and emotionally, like this feels like a side of her we’ve seen before but painted in a different light. “women like hunting witches too” “every time you call me crazy i get more crazy” WHY ARE PEOPLE MEAN TO HER I WILL BEAT UP EVERYONE WHO IS MEAN TO HER. there’s no need to tear people down to get to the top.

epiphany: another super long song!! i’m being told betty is incredible and i’m itching to listen to it but this sounds so beautiful. take a shot whenever i say beautiful or wow! this feels like another soulmate song but i hate to be wrong so if i am wrong, don’t mention it. this sounds so very classical and fresh for taylor but also it has such a taste of taylor. something new she’s doing here but her flavor is always there and i love that. only 20 minutes to sleep but you dream of some epiphany 💜💜💜💜

betty: i have high expectations. oh harmonica very folksy sounds very like the beginning. hehe she said fuck again THE SUMMER THING hi august! i suppose this is from the perspective of the other person? i like this very much, i love the idea of young stupid love and first loves. james. james and betty i love them very much. this is like when i make a playlist and say someone should send me these songs. “i’m only 17 i don’t know anything” i just wanna be seventeen again BITCH. SHE SAID CARDIGAN CAR AGAIN i love thattt.

peace: “our coming of age is coming and going” OKAY HIT ME I GUESS? this one is making me feel things. if i could sing, i’d never stop singing this. her fears within her relationship and the chaos her life brings to his. it’s very showing of her love and worries within what seems like a solid relationship.

hoax: what i want to do right now is drive to a literal cliff / scenic overlook and sit in the car and cry to this song. “i am ash to your fire” did she not say that in another song? i don’t remember which. but i hear the struggles she went through in herself and how hard it was to get through, not just on her own but with someone else. i hope taylor is happy and safe in her relationship. in any relationship she enters into, its all i want.

this album was beautiful and lovely and everything i needed and wanted i only cried three? four? times. it’s so stunning and beautiful and i’ve said beautiful way too many times but there’s no other words. it’s incredible. i haven’t felt this much in so long. and if i’m wrong about anything here, never mention it again <3.

i love you, taylor.

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folklore || 07.24.2020

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Taylor Swift photographed by Beth Garrabrant for “folklore” Album Photoshoot

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i woke up not half an hour ago and i have been shaking with excitement the whole time HOW am i supposed to eat and do other things today

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my mom gets so offended by taylor not owning her own music.. i told her songs got cut from the city of lover special and she started going off about how wrong that is

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who did it best?

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having a moment in this cute new dress on my 19th birthday

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don’t you think 19s too young 🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️ 19 but you act 25 now 🦋🦋 i’m 19 and i’m on fire 🥳🥳you’re not nineteen forever 🌟🌟 nineteen and aimless 🌈🌈 you should know why, since you turned 19 ✨✨ nineteen’s gonna be so sweet 🥰🥰

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how dare she look like this when some of us r uglie

Not a lot going on at the moment

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Not a lot going on at the moment

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my birthday is in 13 days Taylor proof