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Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior. Habakkuk 3:17-18 https://www.instagram.com/p/B6mA-x4F2wY/?igshid=10fvlwgpjau0m

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Do not associate me with the wicked,  with those who do evil and bedazzle others with a wink and a smile but are corrupt and poisonous in their hearts. Psalm 28:3 https://www.instagram.com/p/B6mA2dnF7qh/?igshid=wpes2cqjp0fv

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Because sometimes, when you have a nosy teenager, you gotta go postal. Have fun getting THIS one "accidentally" open! #Christmas #christmasgifts #notatimetoas https://www.instagram.com/p/B53weEuA1R4/?igshid=gvybfrx1hzf1

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Everyone thinks I've gotten better. Not true. I've just got better at hiding it. https://www.instagram.com/p/B5L-U7Xgewd/?igshid=1qkrc1fvha17s

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“But I know, somehow, that only when it is dark enough can you see the stars.” https://www.instagram.com/p/B5GIXvKgIG4/?igshid=1indy5gryg6as

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“Behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind my laugh I’m falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am, it isn’t me.” https://www.instagram.com/p/B458WaQA030/?igshid=hy0p2uzhirz7

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TODAY MY FOREST IS DARK. THE TREES ARE SAD AND ALL THE BUTTERFLIES HAVE BROKEN WINGS. https://www.instagram.com/p/B5BOEcpAe5M/?igshid=xu60ff3rd2hp

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PLEASE TRY NOT TO JUDGE HOW SOMEONE IS DEALING WITH A PAIN YOU HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED. https://www.instagram.com/p/B5BPkmAAfZl/?igshid=ga73phws0soo

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I need one of those long hugs where you kinda forget whatever else is happening around you for minute. https://www.instagram.com/p/B5BVD3YA7jP/?igshid=1695l83k978cc

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Whenever I have a good few months and I think I’ve gotten over the worst on my depression, it silently returns. This isn’t a battle I asked to fight. I’m tired of knowing it’s always coming back. https://www.instagram.com/p/B5B3wctghiL/?igshid=7x8j565wtfsg

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I wanted to write down exactly what I felt but somehow the paper stayed empty and I could not have described it any better. https://www.instagram.com/p/B5B5-xgAGcb/?igshid=ts5jcvuodynj

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Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It's the fear of failure, but no urge to be productive. It's wanting friends, but hate socializing. It's wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely. It's feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzingly numb. https://www.instagram.com/p/B5B2zJcAx0p/?igshid=m9c6aq3801de

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When you suffer from depression “I’m tired” means a permanent state of exhaustion that sleep doesn’t fix https://www.instagram.com/p/B5B3FGiAw7x/?igshid=2rg9m5ujzsdz

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I wanted to write down exactly what I felt but somehow the paper stayed empty and I could not have described it any better. https://www.instagram.com/p/B5B5-xgAGcb/?igshid=1jmq8wwrzyl7n

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I wanted to write down exactly what I felt but somehow the paper stayed empty and I could not have described it any better. https://www.instagram.com/p/B5B5-xgAGcb/?igshid=1svgni9okuzkz

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Whenever I have a good few months and I think I’ve gotten over the worst on my depression, it silently returns. This isn’t a battle I asked to fight. I’m tired of knowing it’s always coming back. https://www.instagram.com/p/B5B3wctghiL/?igshid=oy8cc6fd5lb5