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can i uh.... have a new brain please

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Fuck you almost forget how good it feels and how right it feels.

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A year without self harm really does go out the window quick when your world falls to pieces

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Lol hope I have courage to end it tonight ✌🏼

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Lol hope food helps fill this void that depression has left me 🤷🏻‍♀️

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Today- a realisation

I guess I just have to accept that I’ll never be loved how I wish I could be. Every friendship I’ve had even in the past I felt used never being the “good enough” friend or even feeling lesser for not having enough money in my bank, the newest clothes or even the right body type. Even stuff like “love” ellueds me. I’ve never felt good enough for anyone and guess that’s because I’m not. I just feel pain and sadness and after all the years I wish it would just fade away. I wish I could fade away.

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this is me failing at light trails. i turned up my shutter speed to try to acheive a good clean line of light from the passing cars. sadly i also forgot my tripod so all of my photos are canted. i also changed my white balance to be able to see the detail in the background of the image as well as the main subjects of the light trails. 

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Youth subcultures: what are they now?

Mods, punks, soulboys, metallers, goths, hippies: there was a time when young people made it clear what tribe and music they were into by the way they dressed. Not any more, writes Alexis Petridis. Read more

Photograph: Nils Jorgensen/Rex Features

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Diane Arbus, Masked Child with a Doll, N.Y.C., 1961

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Diane Arbus: Sword swallower, Maryland, 1970

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The colours of autumn

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Jerry Uelsmann