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DON’T FORGET WHAT YOU DID TO ME . BLOOD WILL BE PAID WITH BLOOD .  the torment of you will be a lullaby of mine . your children will see me , and i will haunt every waking moment . this is revenge .     /    a private writing blog for malcolm foreman from red dead redemption 2 , headcanon based & plot driven . writing from suzu .

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in light of black history month and me being petty @ this fandom and every other fandom

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           A   FIGHTER   PILOT   NEEDS   TO   FIGHT  ;      MISSIONS   LIKE   THIS   ARE   TOO   EASY .      it’s   like   watching   a   fireworks   display .      i   don’t   know   what   they   were   keeping   in   there   ———–      but   it’s   all   ashes   now .       /      ind & sel count of ace combat 7: skies unknown ,    written by heath

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infiltratetm replied to your post: seriously who’s gonna let me cry about my new fave

shrek? bit late to the party there

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seriously who’s gonna let me cry about my new fave

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ive not been writing here at all but since all of yall gamers follow me here . im stroking my chin bc im trying to figure out if i should bother trying to write a character from ace combat 7 like has anyone picked up that game except for me

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Im not sure if i feel comfy on this blog right now. I want to write dutch, i love writing dutch, but i cant help but feel like ? A lot of folk dont want me here ? Or that im just not doing a good job with dutch/people dont like the way i intepret him so.. mm

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Dutch talks a lot about faith, can you talk about him & religion ? What’s his relationship with it?

well, he’s not religious. that much is clear. he thinks that if god does exist then he’s clearly abandoned the world. he’s more of a thinker, he doesn’t trust in what’s invisible he only trusts in whats real. but he does believe that you can have faith in a person, that you can trust a person, that you can believe in a person. just as he has faith in people like hosea, like the rest of the gang. he believes that if you just trust each other enough, you can achieve anything. there’s that bond there that he really believes in, faith can change the fate of worlds, and has done. both for bad and for good. faith has made people kill for a cause, or save people for a cause. it’s a powerful force and he knows it’s strength. but it has nothing to do with religion. he doesn’t have any faith in the words of what he’d deem as fiction. but he does have faith in the future. and that faith is tested a lot throughout the progress of rdr2, and completely exterminated by the end of it.

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Aint posted in a while but heres why dutch can be represented by a crow or a raven: crows are v protective of one another, they're fly or die ugm? Theyre quick and clever, maybe not the most intellectual but very good at learning and adapting. But like every animal on earth they have a penchant for survival. In the case of ravens, they are normally lone birds but they bond for life, and will stay with the other bird for as long as they both live (dutch n hosea pls n thank.) But also these birds are deemed as bad omens, cruel, evil, for nothing other than their appearance and the frightening sound of their caw. Obvs dutch does worse than just scream at folk and steal their chips but at the end of the day crows and ravens are gonna eat your eyeballs when you die, they only care about survival--either their own, or with their peers.

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apologies to everyone waiting on me for replies. im afraid work really just. takes a lot out of me and time out of my day and i just kind find the energy to muster words. i want to reply i just dont want to give anyone a load of wank. so like. im sorry but also ig you can consider my on a semi-hiatus ? kinda ? rn at least

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When i get home tonight im gonna make a semi active blog for my new dnd oc uwu

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“I won’t glorify or romanticize heartbreak, for me it was a kind of death and I was forced to keep living.”

— Warsan Shire (via quotemadness)

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Frankly i dont trust dads anymore i only trust hosea

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" just touch me where you want to touch me. "

             his   fingers   glide   gently   over   the   back   of   the   other   man’s   hands  ,      softer   than   he   expected   them   to   be .      his   own   fingertips   rough   from   callouses   are   scratchy   against   the   flesh   beneath .      at   the   other   man’s   words  ,     a   soft   hum   escapes   him   on   a   breath  ,      rumbles   in   his   chest .     he   never   thought   he’d   be   close   to   josiah   like   this  ,       with   a   hand   running   up   the   side   of   his   arm  ,      his   other   coming   to   pinch   around   the   man’s   waist   ----   just   above   his   hip .      his   thumb   digs   into   the   muscle   there  ,      moves   back   and   forth   as   a   soft   caress   through   the   other   man’s   vest .     when   the   upward   motion   of   his   fingers   finally   reaches   josiah’s   neck  ,      he   settles   his   palm   flat   over   the   pulse   point   there .

           ❝      you’re   givin’   me   far       .     .     .              far   too   much   power  ,        there  ,       old   friend .       ❞       he   speaks  ,      his   voice   quiet .      the   words   are   whispered   on   a   breath   against   the   other   man’s   lips .      as   the   seconds   pass  ,     he   grows   only   more   intoxicated   by   the   idea   of   josiah .      by   the   idea   of   their   bodies   pressed   closer   together .      the   hand   on   trelawny’s   hip   drops  ,      until   his   fingers   can   tug   on   his   belt   loop .        ❝      you   even   know   what   you’re   saying  ?       ❞

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like this post and i’ll throw new years themed messages into ur inbox B)

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“Not for nothing. For living.”