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Dead Boy Detectives - Esther Finch

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You want to make me anxious, don't you?! Because girl, what a chapter that was! Simon's return, the story of the two and how it all started, you really cooked it up again.I'll be honest, I didn't like Simon before, but now I want to see him get what he deserves, how dare he punch our duke?! I want to see his reaction when he finds out he punched a duke 😈 and Edwin, My poor boy doesn't deserve this, he is so independent of himself and then all the shit from the past comes up, I don't want to see my boy being forced to get back with his ex-fiancé!!! He made it clear that he doesn't want to be with Simon but the idiot won't take no for an answer. I know Edwin is a beautiful jewel but he deserves to be cared for and polished like a beautiful diamond and that's what our duke does.Our Crystal is in a bad situation, she wouldn't be able to hand over Edwin just to get away with it, right?!! Please don't do this 😭 I don't want to see our group split up because of this inconvenience. I have a few questions before I finish if you mind. First, does Simon really have an obsession with Edwin?Second, I always thought death would be a good aunt, isn't she here? Third, if Edwin and Thomas marry, will he take the last name Thomas? Fourth, still speaking of marriage, would Thomas give Edwin a nice ring and give him whatever he wanted? And lastly, maybe you didn't think about this for the story, but if it happened, would they have children? How many? I imagine them having 3 girls and a boy. For me, Thomas is the father of a girl and he spoils them.He would definitely love to have girls to give everything to them and a cute boy who looks like her, I really think about it so much that I've already chosen names, appearance (actors who for me would play them)unique personalities and cool details ☺️ (I'm sorry if this doesn't make you comfortable, but I really love your story and it sticks in my head and I can't help but think and make a future for them.) PS: if you want, if you really want I can tell you my ideas, I don't mind sharing my ideas with you. ☺️🪻

Omg hi hi again 😂😂 yes I DO want to make you anxious 😂😂 aww bless you, glad you liked my cooking 😂😂

Spoilers for the latest chapter of “I Wasn’t Born to Lose You” under the cut 🥰🥰

I feel like I’m constantly going “nooo don’t be too harsh on Simon” then I go and write stuff like that 😂😂 whoops!! There’s one scene I have planned coming up right at the end involving Simon and I think it’s something y’all will NEVER see coming 😈😈 stay tuned for that!!

Don’t even worry about Crystal 😂😂 she would NEVER let our boy go without putting up one hell of a fight!!

To answer your questions:

1. Oh yeah… Simon deffo has an obsession with Edwin… but I also think he’s not given himself a chance to look elsewhere, so in his mind there’s Edwin and ONLY Edwin. If he gave himself the chance to look around for a different omega he would probably find someone better suited to him. I also think it’s a pride thing… he cannot stand the idea of himself losing and so he doesn’t give up the chase, even when he knows he’s in the wrong

2. I think Death is a good aunt, but she’s distant, as are the rest of the Endless… she’s also super busy so doesn’t have that much time to spare for others. I wrote in one of my chapters, the one where Edwin sees Thomas’ apartment for the first time (omg terrible I can’t remember the chapter number 😂😂) but sitting on his door was Wilfred who we meet in the first episode of the show 🥰🥰 I think Thomas’ aunt took pity on our duke after the family started giving him a real hard time and so she asked Thomas take Wilfred on as a favour (honestly she probably just wanted her nephew to feel as though he was being useful to someone) so basically I do think she’s super lovely and patient, but she’s also insanely busy

3. Oh my gosh I have no idea 😂😂 tbh he would probably either double barrel his name with Payne-Endless orrrrrrrrrr Thomas would actually want to take Edwin’s surname instead… I want them to be a VERY modern couple, staying far away from tradition as that is what has hurt them the most.

4. Oh Thomas would want to buy him the most expensive looking ring he can find but honestly Edwin would be happy with a plain gold band or something, he never liked flashy things anyway

5. Omggg we on the kids question 😂😂 honestly there’s going to be no kids in the story BUUUUT!!!! Doesn’t mean I haven’t thought about it 😂😂 I totally agree with you on the whole Thomas 100% would have a daughter and dote on her like crazy so if they ever did have kids it would absolutely be a girl first!

That’s super sweet that my story has had that big of an impact on you!! 😂😂 I think for now I’ll say feel free to let me know all that after my story’s finished 🥰🥰 sorry to make you wait!! 🙃🙃 Although I am curious about who you’d cast as their kids 😂😂 there’s probably about 10 more chapters left, not wanting to get too much influence from other people over how the story goes in the final stretch if you get me 🥰🥰 I hope that’s okay 💛💛

Although… you should totally write a fic yourself if you’ve been inspired by mine!! 💛💛 I would deffo give it a read if you’ve planned out all their kids in serious detail!! Don’t think I’ve seen anything on AO3 yet about any AU kids or if they have they’re super rare 💛💛 others might want to read something like that too 🥰🥰 ya never know what would appeal to another person :P I certainly didn’t know this fic would be loved by so many!! Go wild!! The world is your lobster (as my mum would say 😂😂)

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Dame Archer kicks McDougal’s Scots ass there in the rain at the Washington Midsummer Renaissance Faire - August 11, 2018 - Photo by Douglas Herring

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Girl, you have no idea how I feel when a new chapter comes out, I freak out and look forward to the next one, counting down the days until the weekend arrives just to read your story 🫣I just woke up against my will just because I wanted to know your answer and I'll tell you I don't regret anything 😌So I have one more question, does Simon really love Edwin? What will he be like seeing his fiancé in the Duke's arms? 😈

Gahh that’s so sweet!!! I’m honestly super blown away by how many people love my story 😭😭 you all keep surprising me!

And you should totally prioritise sleep over my response!! At least you have no regrets though!! Hope you’re not too tired today because of it 😂😂

~SPOILERS again for the latest chapter of my fic!!!~

Also I’m going to try and be a bit vague with my answer because I don’t want to spoil too much for the next chapter!! 😬 I will say though… I love Simon as a character! I find him so complex and interesting so nothing is ever black and white with him… he’s very much a “sheep” in my eyes and does most of what he does to impress his friends or because it’s expected of him… whatever he’s really feeling though he kind of keeps hidden from the rest of the world, it’s only in private when his true self comes out… basically like in the show 😂😂 I’m not justifying his actions though! We all know he’s not exactly a saint… but I understand why he does what he does, and I hope that comes across in the fic….. WOW didn’t really answer your question at all there 😂😂

TLDR: Simon is complex and not really sure if love is the right word for him and Edwin… find out next chapter his reaction to Edwin and Thomas!! 😈

Fun fact!! The title of the fic is in reference to Simon’s thoughts towards Edwin… but also Thomas’ thoughts towards Edwin as well… it can be read as both romantic and possessive 🥰🥰

Now I feel like I’ve said too much 😂😂 WHOOPS!! So much for being vague 🙃

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WE LOVE YOU PEDRO

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Happy Pride!

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watching a video on brewing Mesopotamian beer and look at this orange man (his ass cannot guard the barley)

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Hello, I just read the new chapter and I needed to come here to ask, do you want to make me more anxious?! I literally didn't expect this ending but wow you surprised me a lot and now I want to read the next chapter soon!!!With each chapter I get more excited to see this couple together soon and finally we have an official kiss!!! And what were those thoughts?! My boy is slowly loosening up and that makes me happy, I want to see him happy. But why did HE have to come back just now?!! I refuse to believe that my boy will have to relive his past 😔

Omg this was the BEST ask to wake up to 😂😂

Spoilers ahead to anyone who hasn’t read the newest chapter of ‘I wasn’t born to lose you’!! 😂😂 not sure how many will read this but I’m being careful…

To answer your question… yes 😈 gotta keep you all on your toes! 😂 Honestly, I knew from the beginning this chapter would end the way it did… so there was no stopping me! The universe may feel like it’s punishing Edwin for being brave but it’s not going to stop him from following his heart!

Oh, he definitely wants a bite of that duke and he has since the start tbh but his old fashioned sensibilities wouldn’t allow him to take things any further. But now he’s getting braver and more assertive!! Gah this is what I love about Thomas and Edwin though!! They balance each other out 🥰 I also can’t believe I’ve got 38 chapters in, over 200,000 words and they’ve ONLY just kissed 😂😂 wasn’t joking when I said slow burn

Also I LOVE drama… so that’s why HE had to come back at the worst moment 😂😂 stay tuned to find out what happens in the next chapter 😜

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Definite banners and possible bumper stickers for the shop

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"I write for my own enjoyment"

And

"I'm happy when people interact with my writing"

Are two sentences that can coexist!