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one of my tumblr posts from 12+ years ago containing an upload of a song hasn’t been reblogged in over 60 days. is this how it ends?

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suggested photo memories be like remember when you bled out all of your innocence

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fragment of a band with floral motif, spain, undated 1700s.

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this is the only place i can post this: my cousin killed himself yesterday, and part of me feels like it was brave of him

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i wanna use tumblr again. i also wanna die still :/

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sigh

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😡😡😡

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i am truly alone in this world

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i love connor o’malley so much

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i feel like such shit

i wish somebody cared but i don’t want them to

i wish i could disappear

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i’ve decided i’m sane now

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am i gonna be single forever?

i need h e l p

i have no idea how to meet people or ask them out and i’m literally catching feelings for somebody who once kinda ruined my life because i’m at the end of my damn rope

i’m increasingly convinced that nobody could ever be attracted to me or even like me as a person and it’s making it feel impossible to branch out and make friends and the cycle continues and worsens

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Assortment Of Japanese Sega Dreamcast Discs (1999-2001)

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