despitetheloneliness

[despitetheloneliness]

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bpd is being TERRIFIED of being forgotten but also wishing people couldn’t perceive you. so weird

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I hate caring so much about people who don’t care about me. I would stop if I could, I’m just so desperate for someone to love me as much as I love them

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my range of emotions go from “it’s scary how much i feel” to “it’s scary how much i don’t feel”

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are people aware i have serious abandonment issues or

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It would be really cool if I could stop randomly feeling insanely depressed out of nowhere

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If the vibes r off I will assume you hate me and want me dead

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The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

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i’ll never be able to love you in a healthy way and that hurts so bad

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do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

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I'm so sick of myself and I don't understand how anybody can stand me

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The urge to live off grid and disconnect from everyone and everything and never to be seen again >>>>

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It was fun to be interesting to you for a few days!!!!!

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Idk. I always feel unwanted. Why am I not special to you? Why?