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𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐊: A MUSE PLAYLIST STUDY! list 5 songs that you associate with your muse! (bonus: include lyrics if you'd like!)

Malachi : Old and Wise - The Alan Parsons Project : And someday in the mist of time / When they asked me if I knew you / I'd smile and say you were a friend of mine / And the sadness would be / Lifted from my eyes / Oh when I'm old and wise

Melancholy Man - The Moody Blues : I'm a melancholy man / That's what I am / All the world surrounds me and my feet are on the ground / I'm a very lonely man / Doing what I can / All the world astounds me and I think I understand / That we're going to keep growing / Wait and see

Sleeping Sun - Nightwish : Sorrow has a human heart / From my god it will depart / I'd sail before a thousand moons / Never finding where to go / Two hundred twenty-two days of light / Will be desired by a night / A moment for the poet's play / Until there's nothing left to say

Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd : There is no pain, you are receding / A distant ship smoke on the horizon / You are only coming through in waves / Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying

Mad World - Tears for Fears : All around me are familiar faces / Worn out places, worn out faces / Bright and early for their daily races / Going nowhere, going nowhere / And their tears are filling up their glasses / No expression, no expression / Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow / No tomorrow, no tomorrow

The Doppelganger :

Closer to God - Nine Inch Nails : I broke apart my insides / I've got no soul to sell / The only thing that works for me / Help me get away / I want to fuck you / I want to taste you / I want to feel you / I want to be you

I'm so Bad - Oingo Boingo : I was born inside a cage / Never knew anything but rage / Although I tried so hard to adjust / Love is something I don't understand / Take what I need and I get what I can / OH . . . I'm so bad

Beautiful is Boring - Bones UK : Do we make you sick? / Do our imperfections make your blue breath run thick? / Give me scars and stripes / It does not please me to be easy on any of your eyes / Any of your eyes

Gonna Get Close to You - Queensryche : I like to look at shadows sweating on the wall / I get excited when I hear footsteps in the hall / Outside your balcony I have a room with a view / And I'm watching you / I dial your telephone each and every afternoon / I wait by your door till you're asleep at night / And when you're alone I know when you / Turn out the light

HYENA - KMFDM : On the prowl for skin and bone to tear / I'm a skeleton looking for meat to wear / The abject gift, eternity / Making death a victory / The sum of human wretchedness / Enter the arena / Laughing all the way through the night / I am hyena

tagged by: @helllords (thank you!)

tagging: blep YOU

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(     *     ELDEN RING PROMPTS   !    

feel free to change pronouns / details as needed  !

❛ put these foolish ambitions to rest. ❜

❛ thou art of passing skill. ❜

❛ the fallen leaves tell a story. ❜

❛ arise now, ye tarnished. ye dead who yet live. ❜

❛ you will witness true horror. ❜

❛ cower in fear. of the night. ❜

❛ the fear simply assures me the ordeal is worth undertaking. ❜

❛ feel free to go off and die in a ditch somewhere. ❜

❛ i have given thee courtesy enough. ❜

❛ warrior blood must truly run in thy veins. ❜

❛ someone must extinguish thy flame. ❜

❛ i knew victory was impossible. ❜

❛ together, we will devour the very gods. ❜

❛ we continue to struggle. unto eternity. ❜

❛ life endures. births continue. there is beauty in that, is there not? ❜

❛ thy strength befits a crown. ❜

❛ i command thee kneel. ❜

❛ i will kill you. as sure as night follows day. ❜

❛ you scheming little thief. ❜

❛ deliver me unto greater heights. ❜

❛ i have never known defeat. ❜

❛ lend me thy strength. ❜

❛ one day we'll return together to our home, bathed in rays of gold. ❜

❛ time to be born anew. ❜

❛ have no fear, i will hold thee. ❜

❛ send word far and wide. ❜

❛ foul trespasser. ❜

❛ may i have a word? ❜

❛ i was entrusted this for thee. ❜

❛ now it is thine. to do with as thou wishest. ❜

❛ i doubt we shall again meet. ❜

❛ trifle not with me. ❜

❛ didst thou merely forget? ❜

❛ no sense in arguing, i see. ❜

❛ thou'rt a wild one, indeed. ❜

❛ what hopest thou to profit? ❜

❛ again we cross paths. ❜

❛ what business hast thou here? ❜

❛ i have no memory of inking thee an invitation. ❜

❛ mayhaps fate hath steered you to this reunion. ❜

❛ well? has that roused thy interest? ❜

❛ not many would have accepted the offer. ❜

❛ i anticipate good work from thee. ❜

❛ and why should i reveal that to thee? ❜

❛ away from my sight. ❜

❛ soon must i begin my journey. ❜

❛ let us speak of the past a while. ❜

❛ this is farewell, my dear. ❜

❛ would you allow me to hold you, but briefly? ❜

❛ i will take you in my arms as often as you need. ❜

❛ you must kill me. ❜

❛ you deny us, do you not? ❜

❛ will your kind never stop? ravaging the weak? ❜

❛ if i am to flower into something other than myself, i would rather rot into nothingness. ❜

❛ if you are wise, you will leave, immediately. ❜

❛ i would rather trust you, than simply continue to spoil from within. ❜

❛ would you mind averting your eyes for a moment? ❜

❛ well. that was easier than expected. ❜

❛ call upon me again in battle, should you have the need. ❜

❛ with your help, i was able to live as my own person. ❜

❛ this is where things end. ❜

❛ help me! i'm stuck. ❜

❛ put those doubts to rest, i'll be fine. i'm very well trained. ❜

❛ are you willing to help me out after all? ❜

❛ however you slice it, it seems we've reached a dead end. ❜

❛ it seems my calculations might have been off. ❜

❛ it's my destiny. and the reason for which i quest. ❜

❛ it is my ordeal, you could say. to test myself, better myself, to fell ever greater foes. ❜

❛ how do you rate my chances? ❜

❛ i can hardly stand to face one such as you. ❜

❛ i'll be a mighty warrior again in no time. ❜

❛ i have a terrible feeling about this. ❜

❛ to you and your razor sharp wits. ❜

❛ what an incredible place we find ourselves. ❜

❛ you're certainly a force to be reckoned with. ❜

❛ the gods demand repentance. ❜

❛ you'll get what's coming. ❜

❛ well... it was bound to happen some day. ❜

❛ how about we play nice from now on? ❜

❛ you've really been there for me through thick and thin. ❜

❛ view it as a learning experience. ❜

❛ at any rate, it's nice just to see you safe. ❜

❛ i'm untethered by nature, and it's about time that i moved on. ❜

❛ despite my best intentions, i've done you wrong, i have. ❜

❛ you didn't listen last time, but i'm warning you again. ❜

❛ i don't believe it. didn't think you had it in you. ❜

❛ we're on the same side now. we'll do good work together. ❜

❛ a shame you had to see me like this. ❜

❛ i should have stuck to what i know best. ❜

❛ you are about to sacrifice something precious. ❜

❛ may chaos take the world. ❜

❛ a crown is warranted with strength. ❜

❛ you no longer interest me. ❜

❛ i've been long without peace. ❜

❛ i asked you not to disturb me. ❜

❛ let me out of here. ❜

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Whisper something in my muse's ear and see how they react!

NOTE: the setting is someplace public! It can be during an important meeting/moment, etc. Feel free to specify, or else receiver will choose when answering!

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// hmm… Vincent and Dopp’s muse are itching for interactions. Who would like a starter with either?

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✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑩𝑳𝑶𝑶𝑫 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑫𝑨𝑹𝑲𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑺.

₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of loose quotes taken from various characters from hades (supergiant games). these quotes are from the first game of the series. writing/roleplaying prompts. from fluff to angst! feel free to edit as you see fit, especially since some are gendered.

❝ i’m leaving. try and stop me. ❞ ❝ that could have gone better. ❞ ❝ why can’t you just stay? ❞ ❝ i wish you could come with me. ❞ ❝ you’re coming with me. ❞ ❝ i have to take you back. ❞ ❝ but for you, i will be making an exception. ❞ ❝ whew… they’re gone. ❞ ❝ now, come on, we got places to be! ❞ ❝ may the fates favour your journey. ❞ ❝ oh you know, i’d rather have my eyes put out, but thanks for offering! ❞ ❝ if only… ❞ ❝ you should be ashamed of yourself, and learn your place. ❞ ❝ ahh, so you are taking pity on me, then? ❞ ❝ i’m sorry that it has to be this way. ❞ ❝ you’re late. ❞ ❝ will i see you soon? ❞ ❝ did you miss me? ❞ ❝ i’m home. ❞ ❝ we’re heading home. ❞ ❝ you… came back? ❞ ❝ i hope i didn’t keep you waiting very long, did i? ❞ ❝ is something wrong? ❞ ❝ i can’t believe this. ❞ ❝ i’m in your debt. ❞ ❝ there’s going to be payback, you know. ❞ ❝ … damn you. ❞ ❝ this is for you. ❞ ❝ do you remember me? my name is—ah, nevermind. ❞ ❝ i’m not who you think i am. ❞ ❝ keep following that heart of yours. ❞ ❝ to hell with this place! ❞ ❝ fear is for the weak. ❞ ❝ oh, look at you, you poor, poor thing, you’re hurt! ❞ ❝ you’re such a sweetheart. ❞ ❝ you brought this on yourself. ❞ ❝ no need to thank me, mate. ❞ ❝ please, i don’t want to do this… ❞ ❝ you don’t have to do this… ❞ ❝ only the best for you. ❞ ❝ i hope you’re right. ❞ ❝ gods grant me strength… ❞ ❝ that is the worst idea i think i’ve ever heard. ❞ ❝ do you understand how little sense that makes? ❞ ❝ look what i found! ❞ ❝ something’s changed about the beating of your heart. ❞ ❝ no wonder they don’t like you. ❞ ❝ wish i could be there to see your face. ❞ ❝ i’ll earn your favour yet. ❞ ❝ how bad could it be? ❞ ❝ hello there, handsome. ❞ ❝ … this is the cheesiest thing i’ve heard from you. ❞ ❝ what has gotten into you? ❞ ❝ blood and darkness! ❞ ❝ lucky for you, i’ve no pride like many others here. ❞ ❝ it’s over. i’m sorry. ❞ ❝ go. away. i won’t repeat myself. ❞ ❝ i knew your heart was true. ❞ ❝ let’s kiss and make up! ❞ ❝ mischief, me? oh please! ❞ ❝ i don’t know how you can stand this kind of thing… ❞ ❝ you tried. that’s what matters. ❞ ❝ a man after my own heart… ❞ ❝ why won’t you give up? ❞ ❝ ever so stubborn, aren’t you? ❞ ❝ life and death, one and the same. ❞ ❝ you’re running from yourself. again. ❞ ❝ what do you want from me? leave me alone. we’ve nothing to discuss anymore. ❞ ❝ i cannot bring myself to stay upset with you forever. ❞ ❝ the truth is i’m a lover, not a fighter. ❞ ❝ i have to see her! ❞ ❝ so how goes wilful disobedience of late? ❞ ❝ you think all these gifts will make things go back to the way they were? ❞ ❝ we’re older now—i’d hope we’re wiser, too. ❞ ❝ i have to go. ❞ ❝ we were having such a good time! ❞ ❝ time is up. ❞ ❝ you’re so reckless. ❞ ❝ thank you for always keeping me on my toes. ❞ ❝ your luck’s run out. ❞ ❝ i don’t know why i bother with you, honestly. ❞ ❝ may i call you my friend? ❞ ❝ i’d like to make a toast, to you! ❞ ❝ no need for special thanks. ❞ ❝ i’ve some memories i’m not quite ready to give up on yet. ❞ ❝ i’ll break your heart. ❞

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⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐢𝐧 (VERY USFT!!!!) send ‘reverse’ for the sender and receiver to swap. adjust wording as needed!

[ tie ] sender slowly binds receiver’s wrists with a silk ribbon, letting their fingers linger

[ control ] sender orders receiver to sit still while they undress them slowly, deliberately

[ tease ] sender brushes their lips along receiver’s ear, whispering instructions they expect to be followed

[ edge ] sender brings receiver to the edge of pleasure, only to pull away with a knowing smirk

[ obey ] receiver lowers their gaze and follows sender’s every instruction with aching anticipation

[ kneel ] sender hooks a finger under receiver’s chin and commands them to kneel

[ silence ] sender presses a finger to receiver’s lips, telling them to stay quiet no matter what happens next

[ restraint ] sender cuffs receiver’s hands above their head, kissing them like a promise before taking control

[ leash ] sender clips a soft collar and leash around receiver’s neck, guiding them where they want them

[ possess ] sender grips receiver’s waist, marking them with bruising kisses and muttered claims

[ command ] sender whispers something filthy into receiver’s ear and waits for them to follow through

[ bend ] sender places their hands on receiver’s shoulders and pushes them down, demanding obedience

[ mark ] sender leaves lipstick stains, bite marks, or scratches as proof of where they’ve been

[ punish ] receiver breaks a rule — sender smirks and says, “you know what that means”

[ slow ] sender pins receiver down and takes their time, making them feel everything

[ praise ] sender murmurs praise in between kisses, rewarding receiver for being so good

[ watch ] sender tells receiver not to touch. they’re just meant to watch this time

[ overstim ] receiver begs for a break, but sender keeps going, voice low and soothing

[ beg ] sender makes receiver say exactly what they want before giving in

[ trade ] sender offers a kiss or a touch for each honest confession receiver gives

[ game ] sender rolls a pair of dice or draws a card — whatever it lands on, receiver has to do

[ mirror ] sender makes receiver watch themselves while they're being touched

[ reward ] after good behavior, sender finally lets receiver have what they want most

[ ruin ] sender kisses them until they’re breathless, then pulls back just before release

[ challenge ] sender dares receiver to keep quiet, despite everything they’re about to do

[ blindfold ] sender covers receiver’s eyes and lets anticipation do the rest

[ grip ] sender wraps a hand around the back of receiver’s neck, voice dark with intent

[ mess ] sender promises to ruin receiver and follows through

[ lap ] sender pulls receiver into their lap, locking them in place with an arm around their waist

[ hush ] sender whispers, “quiet now,” against receiver’s skin while slowly dragging a hand down their chest

[ teaseback ] receiver turns the tables, grabbing sender by the hips and taking control

[ edgeplay ] sender toys with the line between too much and not enough, until receiver’s begging

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PROMPTS FOR PRE ESTABLISHED CONNECTIONS AND CREATING HISTORY BETWEEN CHARACTERS *  assorted dialogue for giving your characters a history and giving them past things or events to talk about, adjust as necessary

do you remember what i told you last time?

have you been doing well since i saw you?

that's not what you told me back then.

when was the last time i saw you?

you were shorter then.

i'm picking the restaurant this time.

we've known each other since we were children.

always knew i could count on you.

that time was different. this is worse.

you're not going to let me live that down, are you?

i seem to remember a conversation we had back then.

so you changed your mind about it?

do you remember our encounter in paris?

you should know me by now.

am i the only one that knows the truth?

we had a lot of help back then.

your mom told me to look out for you.

you just love bringing that back up to annoy me.

maybe don't mention my past indescretions?

this was never going to work out between us.

i told you not to get attached.

i know more about you than you think.

i was there, remember?

i'm not about to forget all the shit you put me through.

you told me you were going to try and make this work.

remember what i said to you?

the last time i saw you, things were good between us.

you never mentioned this before.

that was the longest flight of my life, and you made it worse.

can i still trust you after all that?

at least we tried to make something work.

we never discussed what happened between us.

okay, but i'm driving the car this time.

i haven't forgotten what you said last week.

i'm still thinking about your comment.

i didn't realize it was you when i first saw you.

you seem to make a lot of enemies around here.

there's not much for us to talk about.

we worked it out last time.

i know you far better than you know yourself.

we have a long history.

is that the shirt you were wearing last time?

what don't i know about you?

i haven't told them about us.

you were the only person i could go to.

you know me.

this is bigger than both of us.

i can't stand your driving.

are you taking me to the place we had dinner last time?

that's not at all what you said.

didn't we agree on that?

i thought i made it very clear where i stand.

are these the same people that came after you last time?

are you still going on about it?

can we talk about it?

staying silent about it won't help.

you're the only person who knows the real me.

this is a bad time to talk about your problems.

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@helllords asked : ❝ 'guess i like when we play rough. ❞ (from Bee to the Doppelgänger??)

Is the wolf struck by guilt when he takes the lamb? When it breaks its bones as its mother cries? No.

Desolate. Frighten little things. Pretty little things. It liked the pretty little gifts. It once had been given many. And hadn’t it been given such pretty little gifts tonight? The first one had practically run into its claws when it had found her in the courtyard. The second now, there was something different in this one.There was familiarity in her scent (it made him hungry). In her. And the doppelganger could find the strangeness in having a maiden within the walls of the old withering castle it had been sent (punished) to protect which had become solely its domain. The castle did not welcome many. The last visitor had come in a terrible machine that had fallen from the sky. Left a terrible mess in the lake, nevertheless his bones still littered the halls with the rest of them. It hated them. Humans. It hissed.  Why was she here?

The creature’s pale eyes watched curiously from the old rotted scaffolding (a restoration attempt now seeming so long ago) it crept over. Letting freshly plucked fingers drop from its mouth. It could have been satisfied with one but why should it stop? It craved – more. So much more. It salivated at the thought. It was gluttonous and perverse. It had gone without for such a long time. It found itself famished for what the creatures of the forest could not satisfy. A string of voices from the past illegibly rolled over its breath as it made its leap down onto the woman. It bet it could do more than just make this one scream.

Its greyish glistening limbs lurched forward on its two claws. Blood covered. Chittering. A ghoulish reptilian visage, not tall but foreboding and uncanny in its long proportions. 

The doppelganger’s lips parted, flashing its needle like teeth, tongue against her cheek. It had been hoping for a sound, something to excite it but instead she spoke.

‘Guess I like it when we play rough.

What? 

They pulled back. There was a hesitation. Its wicked eyes pierced the other, trailing over her body. It knew not of this form, however without a word she told him that it knew of this one as another, and another. It buried its head into her bosom mouthing her breasts with it's secondary jaw although it made not a mark. It knew her in every meal, in every crack of bone, in every piece of visceral morsel that danced on its tongue. It knew. It knew. It knew her.

“You're welcome.”

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character wholesome values :

Malachi :

Vincent :

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@helllords asked ❝ where is your faith now? ❞ (from Lucifer to Malachi)

“...Lord above have mercy.” No– no…. This. He clasped his face as to forcibly turn himself away from the horror of what befell him. What had he seen? The air stung his eyes. A rush of embers lashed against Malachi’s feet. What twisting wailing horror rotted and wailed and bled into ash and dirt. Ethereal, horrible and incomprehensible? A dread pitted in his stomach coughing up whatever putrid ichor remained of whoever last found the monster’s maw. This was no land for the living. “Oh my Lord Qaqu, I’m sorry for misunderstanding your madness.” He spoke quietly from behind the tears that glistened down his cheeks. 

Where was his faith now? 

His eyes rose slowly to address Lucifer’s voice.

“It is with me. Somewhere. In me. In my own demise. In my humanity. Or in the monster.”

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I think you should be allowed to dismember someone with your teeth once. just as a treat.

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@helllords sent : don't just stare , come in . (from Belphegor to Maria)

“Pardon?” There is a frown itching to adorn Maria’s features already twisted from his mere appearance. Sulfur, the traces of decay and all of hell’s rot lingered as a subtle fragrance in the space. It was a stench Maria had been familiar with all their life. Still, the homunculi’s tilts her head at the long limbed creature which took up their chaise, their space. The question was who had brought him here?

They took a step forward, descending down the marble steps. “Where is your master?”

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for muses that are getting to know each other

❝ what's your favorite color and why? ❞

❝ can i come with you? ❞

❝ you have a nice smile, has anyone ever told you that before? ❞

❝ how do you take your coffee? ❞

❝ sorry, what was your name again? ❞

❝ it just occurred to me i never asked you what your last name is. ❞

❝ actually we've met before. ❞

❝ i've heard a few things about you. ❞

❝ care to join me? ❞

❝ i'm not really sure why i trust you. ❞

❝ i don't usually talk this much, it just feels easy to say stuff when you're listening. ❞

❝ i know we don't know each other that well but if you wanna talk about it... ❞

❝ could you help me with something? ❞

❝ do you like it here? ❞

❝ are you new around here? ❞

❝ you can ask me anything you want. i promise i'll answer truthfully except the things i feel like lying about. ❞

❝ i don't mean to be too forward, you just seem like you could use a friend right now. ❞

❝ you can come with me. i mean if you don't have anyone waiting for you. ❞

❝ we're friends now. you can ask me for help. ❞

❝ do you like this music? i can change it. ❞

❝ what are your favorite snacks? ❞

❝ really? i wouldn't have guessed that about you. ❞

❝ do you mind if i ask about it? ❞

ACTIONS:

VISIT: for sender to go to receiver's home for the first time

VISITED: for receiver to go to sender's home for the first time

CRYING: for sender to see receiver cry for the first time

CRIED: for receiver to see sender cry for the first time

BEGIN: sender and receiver are on their first date together

TRIP: our muses go on a group trip but end up stuck together, away from the rest of their friends.

SITUATION: our muses are acquainted because one of them is their friend's roommate. muse a shows up when their friend isn't there and ends up hanging out with muse b one on one.

GO: our muses go to a zoo or theme park together and get lost.

INVITE: sender cooks for receiver for the first time

INVITED: receiver cooks for sender for the first time

TOGETHER: our muses spend the night for the first time

TRY: our muses hooked up and are hanging out the next day

COMFORT: sender is going through a break up and receiver offers to cheer them up

COMFORTED: receiver is going through a break up and sender offers to cheer them up

OFFER: sender gives receiver a ride to the airport/picks them up

OFERED: receiver gives sender a ride to the airport/picks them up

AID: sender helps receiver redecorate

AIDING: receiver helps sender redecorate

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// i'd like to say that the canon for my homunculi is that biologically they are semi-aquatic creatures which means their diet should consist mainly of that bioregion. Their primary jaws aren't designed for crushing, they're thin and their teeth equally so, rather snatching and tearing. Still you wouldn't want to be bitten by one.

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// guess who !

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starter call 2.0   feel free to combine prompts !

for  a  happy  starter .

for  a  melancholy  starter .

for  an  excited  starter .

for  an  angry  starter .

for  a  soft  starter .

for  a  silly  starter .

for  an  angsty  starter .

for  a  violent  starter .

for  a  romantic  starter .

for  a  sexual  starter .

for  a  comforting  starter .

for  a  threatening  starter .

for  an  argumentative  starter .

for  an  action / adventure  starter .

for  a  flirtatious  starter .

for  a  loving  starter .

for  a  hostile  starter .

for  an  envious  starter .

for  a  fearful  starter .

for  an  injured / sick  starter .

for  an  urgent  starter .

for  a  celebratory  starter .

for  a  reunion  starter .

for  a  lazy  starter .

for  a  protective  starter .

for  a  domestic  starter .

for  an  intimate  starter .

for  a  weather - based  starter .

for  a  surprised  starter .

for  a  malicious  starter .

for  an  illegal  starter .

for  a  concerned  starter .

for  a  tense  starter .

for  a  sentimental  starter .

for  a  hopeful  starter .

for  a  hopeless  starter .

for  a  guilty  starter .

for  an  embarrassed  starter .

for  an  anxious  starter .

for  a  desperate  starter .

for  a  disappointed  starter .

for  an  aggressive  starter .

for  a  cautious  starter .

for  an  impulsive  starter .

for  a  resentful  starter .

for  a  suspicious  starter .

for  a  conflicted  starter .

for  a  provoked  starter .

for  an  awkward  starter .

for  a  dishonest  starter .

for  a  fatigued  starter .

for  a  grateful  starter .

for  a  flustered  starter .

for  a  vulnerable  starter .

for  a  manipulative  starter .

for  a  professional  starter .

for  a  mischievous  starter .

for  a  relieved  starter .

for  a  cooperative  starter .

for  an  uncooperative  starter .

for  a  moody  starter .

for  an  impatient  starter .

for  a  competitive  starter .

for  an  encouraging  starter .

for  a  sensual  starter .

for  an  interrupted  starter .

for  a  clumsy  starter .

for  a  tearful  starter .

for  an  affectionate  starter .

for  a  cozy  starter .

[deviatory]

✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑾𝑰𝑻𝑯 𝑹𝑬𝑫 𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑺.

₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of loose verses taken from songs by precious pepala. writing/roleplaying prompts. some contain religious imagery and/or topics. most of these are angst, but some can be fluffy! feel free to edit these as you see fit.

❝ fill my lungs with holy water. ❞ ❝ memories... memories. i'm not sure. were they ever real or were they forged? ❞ ❝ have i been deceived by the light? ❞ ❝ should i even grieve? ❞ ❝ what if it was all a lie? ❞ ❝ give me a reason to say it's not me, it's you. ❞ ❝ give me a reason to leave. ❞ ❝ i promise i won't be sad if i catch you with red hands. ❞ ❝ i'm on my knees praying, you're the devil in disguise. ❞ ❝ if i get to those golden gates and he turns me away... oh, then you can say i told you so. ❞ ❝ i’ll burn forevermore like the sun that will rise even after i die. ❞ ❝ please, can't you see you're killing me? ❞ ❝ smother me with loving hands. ❞ ❝ secrets that i keep? oh, they’d keep you from sleep. ❞ ❝ i'm just a black sheep. ❞ ❝ so cover me in wool and pray, maybe i'll change. ❞ ❝ throw me to the wolves and say you're not to blame. ❞ ❝ i feel like i'm falling from heaven to hell. ❞ ❝ found the apple of my eye in you, and i want to take a bite. ❞ ❝ maybe you can call me eve; standing here under the forbidden tree. ❞ ❝ this love isn't holy. ❞ ❝ father, forgive me, for i don't know if i can change. ❞ ❝ i feel like the angel who fell. ❞ ❝ maybe i want to bring the devil to dinner one day. ❞ ❝ once in a blue moon, i let my guard down for someone like you. ❞ ❝ too many times, i've been left with scars. ❞ ❝ i will keep my cards close to my chest. ❞ ❝ heart ain't on my sleeve, you will never gonna see how i really feel. ❞ ❝ these tears are for my eyes only. ❞ ❝ my heart is made of glass—half empty and smashed. ❞ ❝ don't leave me alone with my head when i'm hanging on by a thread. ❞ ❝ this silence is heavy and it might be the death of me. ❞ ❝ the monsters from under my bed now live in my mind, and they're not very kind with me. ❞ ❝ don't leave me, don't leave me alone. ❞ ❝ oh shucks—i think i've gone and said way too much. ❞ ❝ i think i should've kept my mouth shut. ❞ ❝ i will hold out my hands, i'm ready for the cuffs. ❞ ❝ what are you laughing at? ❞ ❝ prepare yourself to live it again, and again and again. ❞ ❝ speak the truth you know they want to hear. ❞ ❝ tell a lie enough until it feels real. ❞ ❝ pray and everything will be alright... what a lie! ❞ ❝ hide the wounds and never let them heal. ❞ ❝ i'm getting butterflies, but they're not the good kind. ❞ ❝ the knot in my chest is getting too tight. ❞ ❝ this must be what it feels like to have a good time. ❞ ❝ mmmm, i want a bottle of wine… ❞ ❝ having fun yet? ❞ ❝ take a deep breath… ❞ ❝ i declare a thumb war (just so i can hold your hand). ❞ ❝ wrap me around your finger. ❞ ❝ 'guess i like when we play rough. ❞ ❝ break down my walls, and i'll sit right in the palm of your hand, darling. ❞ ❝ i need you to stay, need you to stay. ❞ ❝ i feel like you can't feel the way i feel. ❞ ❝ i'll be messed up if you can't be right here. ❞ ❝ when i'm away from you, i miss your touch. ❞ ❝ you're the reason i believe in love. ❞ ❝ you know that i know that i can't live without you. ❞ ❝ i'm a moth in a room of butterflies. ❞ ❝ don't say you miss me. ❞ ❝ i'm the death of the party. ❞ ❝ i know you all too well, but can't call you a friend, because friends don't make you feel this way. ❞ ❝ the devils i'm afraid to face resemble you more day by day. ❞ ❝ all i ask of you, let go. ❞