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ˋ One more time.

Mike Schmidt x Ex gf reader (one shot)

Synopsis : After five months of mysterious disappearance, a young woman returns to the life of her ex-boyfriend. As they both try to piece together the pieces of their past, they will face buried secrets, unresolved questions and the possibility of a future different from what they had imagined. But also a more intimate rapprochement

Warning : SMUT MDNI. Semi-"vanilla"

Lenght : 2.5 K

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You returned to "home" with a sense of trepidation in your soul. The evening had fallen, and the cold winter air penetrated your bones as you approached the entrance to what was once your refuge, but now it seemed to you only an empty and impersonal place. The air was icy, the dark lighting cast disturbing shadows on the walls. You haven’t been back in months, and it just seemed so neglected and gray. As you walked through the door, you could feel the emptiness filling the room. The couple photos with Mike were gone, some small gifts for the house were placed on the third floor, almost hidden. You felt like a stranger in that house where once love and warmth overflowed from every pore. You started to wonder if maybe it was a mistake to come back, show up after you’d been gone for so long, but Abby ended up calling you and asking you to come back. You had hoped to find Mike in the living room, maybe sitting in the chair watching something on TV, but he didn’t. Just pizza boxes and empty drinks. You found yourself with a strangely heavy heart of pain that you had come to know all too well over the years.

"Y/n!" Abby’s voice made you smile slightly and you turned to her to lower yourself to her height and hug her gently, God, if you missed that little girl. "How are you, honey?" Your voice was warm and affectionate as you squeezed her, she started twisting you with information, not even giving you time to ask questions or ask her where Mike was. "Do you hear me?" she asked after a few minutes and you looked at her shaking your head, passing a hand through your hair and laughing awkwardly. "Yes, I listen to you… it’s that-" before you could finish talking she look at you with the look of someone who had already understood too much for her young age. "He’s out. I’m talking, you know he got a new job? But it’s at night, and I have to hang out with that obnoxious Max. Remember? Here, she is. "A little laugh came out of your lips and then you hear footsteps behind you. You noticed a beautiful blonde in a police uniform when you turned around, beautiful blue eyes, a perfect face, and she looked like she came out of one of those model magazines. Then you noticed Mike and a knot formed in your throat. The first thing you thought was that she was his new girlfriend, otherwise why were they smiling until just before? Why that closeness? Why did he seem so relaxed in his presence? The saliva was now bitter and your breath became more irregular, getting up from the ground and taking laborsa that you had dropped to embrace Abby. Mike had a similar reaction, unable to look away from your figure. "Mike, she’s back! Y/n!" Abby began with a sunny voice, while that blonde smiled back at her as if she knew her and was happy for her. Did she think you were some kind of old babysitter? A new friend? Because it seemed like within those months your person had been cut off from that world that once belonged to you as much as they did. "Y/N.." He started, but you passed the gaze from him to the blonde and vice versa. "umh… I'm… Abby, I’ll visit you another day. Excuse me" you whispered, leaving your house key on a bedside table. You passed the beautiful blondie and Mike, being swept away by the icy winter wind that somehow seemed warmer now. Quick steps followed you from behind, and you could tell that it was Mike following you, surely looking for the right words to address you.

"Y/n… Y/n wait!" You pretended not to hear, but it was useless when he grabbed you by the wrist, stopping you on the spot and forcing you to look him right in the eye. Mike’s eyes were heavy, tired, which you also said from his dark eyes and the look on his face. "Let me go Mike…" you muttered quietly, tugging your arm. And that’s when you really realized you weren’t ready to face him again, not after the time you spent in total coldness in the final part of your relationship, not after you ran away from him for some bullshit. "We need to talk" "No. We don’t have to do anything… it was a mistake to come back. Tell Abby I’m sorry, I-I have to go." Mike pulled you even closer to him and looked you in the eye, bending your face to the side. "At least tell me why you left… come back here like nothing happened, look at me like I’m a piece of shit and walk away" "I didn’t look at you like you were a piece of shit." "You did. You looked at me, then Vanessa and-" "Vanessa, huh" you couldn’t help yourself and he looked at you confused. Moments later, he seemed to understand, and you waited for him to set you straight, not deserve it. He owed you nothing, he was allowed to move on with his life. After all he was young, she was beautiful and certainly would not have waited for his ex-girlfriend with anger and depression problems. "Listen. Let me go. I was wrong to come back, you certainly did not expect me to come back and that’s fine. Come back from… Vanessa" Her name looked so dirty coming out of your lips. "Y/n, Vanessa is a friend" "So you said of me" "She really is… Listen, I was out with her for work." "Is that what you say now? 'Work'" your voice was clearly ironic, and that hurt him. "God, Y/n. is really work… In the place where I work some people broke in e-" "You don’t have to explain anything to me, Mike." His look almost seemed sorry. You felt silly. It was you in the wrong, you had run away, you had ruined your relationship, you had been a bitch that night blaming your couple problems on his trauma with the brother. But now you were making that wound, the one they shouldn’t blame. "No. Holy shit Y/n you disappeared for 5 months and now you come back as nothing. You lecture me and make me feel like an asshole again. You don’t tell me where you’ve been, you haven’t even called me in months, let alone answered my calls. What’s your problem?" His gaze hung over yours, burning your irises until you felt cold chills down the back. He was right…

"I was gone." you whispered, looking down. "Gone? Gone where? All those months? Abby was asking me about you," he replied disappointed and incredulous. "I know… I’m sorry" "I was worried about you, I thought you were dead. I even called the police." "I’m sorry, I know" "Abby spent months crying for you. She started hating Max because she didn’t want her to babysit." "I know it" "Stop saying you know, don’t say it. you don’t. If you knew you would have come back. You would have contacted us, you would have called or written." "I’m sorry, okay? I needed a break." The exchange of jokes between you seemed to get colder and more detached, as if you two were accusing each other of who knows what, but never going straight to the point.

You don’t know exactly how they got you to stay with Abby while Mike was working. You knew you were in the kitchen cooking mac and cheese for dinner like the five months before never happened. Abby would tell you about Mike, and then Vanessa, her imaginary friends, and her school. You took care of her all night, and you deluded yourself that you were back where you were waiting for Mike at home and then you were all sleeping together. But you knew it was just an illusion. You read some stories to Abby and she quickly fell asleep. You allowed yourself a few minutes to wander around the house, noticing the slight change. You went into your room, no, not anymore. You walked into Mike’s room and you noticed the slight clutter, the piles of clothes, the messy desk, the practically half-empty closet, the bedding, and the smell of closed. You noticed the poster on the ceiling was gone. God knows how long you tried to get him to come back, and you recklessly blamed that Vanessa for that change. You went back to the living room and fell asleep in front of the television, too tired to visit other rooms or tidy up. At 6:45 in the morning, Mike came home, and he woke you up because of the door he accidentally slammed. You wrinkled your eyes and yawned before you got off the couch. You noticed the boy in front of you, he was visibly tired and had a bandage on his arm. Before you could even mention the wound, Vanessa came into the house and returned him a black gilet. You sighed and made to leave right after Vanessa. Mike stopped you and looked at you.

"Abby is still sleeping, I should go" whispered with kneaded voice from sleep "You can stay… please, stay. Abby would be happy to have you for breakfast" his voice was as sweet as it used to be. He was always sweet, he wasn’t the kind of guy with an aggressive or sour tone, he wasn’t you. "No, I should leave now… really." You turned to leave and your hands touched. You missed a breath, you turned slightly and bit your lip slightly. You sought within yourself the strength to leave, but its smell was now pressing against your nostrils. His free hand went to rest on the side of your neck, making you approach him. Your noses grazed, your breaths harmonized for the same speed and depth in which they took breath of air. You looked at her lips and wanted to try them again. "I have to go…Mike" you whispered, trying to put a brake on everything before you crashed into the same loop again. "Yes… you must go" he said quietly, not letting you go. You sighed and after a few seconds, your lips were within inches of each other, but you were still trying to resist desperately. You couldn’t, you didn’t have to kiss again, you didn’t have to go back to the cycle. Not after you put a stitch.

Mike now held your face with both hands, caressing your soft skin lightly and gently, longingly, just as he did long ago. Your eyes became more and more intense, with eyes drowning in each other. After a brief moment of hesitation, the resistance gave way and your faces slowly approached. Your lips brushed lightly at first, but soon the kiss turned into an overwhelming passion. His hands began to explore the contours of your body, as the clothes were removed with a growing desire. The kiss was consuming the lips of both of them, as the room warmed more and more as the clothes were taken off, your breaths that now seemed uneven because of the heat that had kidnapped both. Mike didn’t hesitate to take you by the thighs and get up to lean on the table, his lips went down your neck with speed and desire. His nimble hands had already left you half-naked, he took off your panties quickly, slipping two fingers into your already soaked intimacy. You closed your eyes and opened your mouth to leave a groan that he was about to choke with his free hand. "Abby will wake up soon, don’t let us hear" he mumbled, as he started pumping his fingers in and out of you. You whined silently, looking at the ceiling as you begged for restraint and that sweet little girl to stay and sleep in her warm crib. You didn’t notice right away when Mike came inside you with his hard erection, you were busy looking at the ceiling and holding back the desperate moans. Your lips met again as the pressures intensified and became increasingly bumpy, rough, almost animal. His fingers ended up digging into your hips, holding you to him as he took back what was his. He broke away from the kiss, not giving you time to realize the situation, starting to mark your body. You sighed heavily, your hips against him as much as you could. You bit your lip as you whimpered for more, and he fulfilled that little silent wish, making it deeper and a little slower, as if to make you feel every inch of him rubbing against your walls. You could feel the vein of his muscle pulsating inside you as the strokes became so damn satisfying, albeit exasperating. Your eyes rolled backwards, feeling closer and closer to orgasm. You were sure you were coming, your hands were tight around her bicep panting in a low voice, trembling slightly for pleasure. He grunted in a low voice, enjoying as much as you for that newfound intimacy, you could hear how he hit your weakest point as if he had never stopped cheating in those 5 months of absence, remembering where you liked and how you liked.

"Mike… Mike, is breakfast ready?" Abby’s sleepy voice was heard above the stairs. You cursed yourself for not praying more intensely for his sleep. Mike came out of you, putting his sore erection back into his sweatpants and black boxers. I recovered your pants and panties and passed them to you, hoping to block Abby before she got into the kitchen. You put your clothes on with an unheard of speed, slightly puffing for the missed orgasm. You felt discomfort between your legs, you knew you were close and your body made you weigh it now. Your swollen clitoris palpated between your legs. You rubbed his thighs, hoping to ease the pain, and you sat in the chair, pretending a few seconds before you weren’t getting fucked on the dining table. "Not yet… emh… now I’m going to make it, go brush your teeth" Mike replied to his sister, gently pushing her down the stairs, sending her to the bathroom to brush her teeth. He turned to you with a sorry expression. "Don’t worry" you calmed him down, as he couldn’t help but notice his erection in his pants, and feel slightly mouth-watering. " We’re in this together, right?" "Definitely," he replied, putting his hand through his hair, then going into the kitchen, trying to calm down.

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Notes:

Not exactly my thing, but something to start with. I didn’t want to start with a too heavy smut but I definitely will in the next one shot of the other characters.

-Mel

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Can you make a tonowari/ronal bot?

Of course, I can separate them, because putting two bots together creates confusion and setting them up is a challenge (especially to make them good). I’ll do them as soon as I have some time and post them on my profile <3

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Heyyyy I tried out your bots and they’re all amazing I was wondering what kind of prompt you were using cause I tried making my own for other characters and the result was not it 😭

Hello love, how are you? I hope well. Forgive me for answering so late, but I was really far from Tumblr. So, what can I say, I don’t like to give my sets to other people, because it took me months to figure out how to do it and where to get my hands. But you can write to me and I will be more than happy to help you set up and give you advice, guides, and help <3 Hope to see you in messages, Ma syulang

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Okay, first of all, I’m sorry for missing all these months. What happened to me? I passed the exams and also with a wonderful grade, I managed to get away from the toxicity (fake friends, situationships etc) of my life, overcome the blocking of the reader (and recently also that of the writer). I’m fine, I’m happier, this is my final year where I’ll take the exams and I’m so excited (Yes I have other exams, okay?)

Guess what happened? I have bots to publish, I figured out how to make bots on Character ai, so for those who had problems with Poe, here’s the problem. Ah, and I’m getting on with the Neteyam series. I’m also going to start with Miguel O'hara and other characters. How are you? I hope well. Thank you for continuing to support the profile even in my absence. But nothing, see you soon, I miss you all! Ma Syulang <3 -Mel

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hi babes i j wanted to say to not let urself stress over writing

im also a young student whos always busy and has work to do so dont stress urself!!!

Sweetie but thank you! The writing for me is a relief valve, even if I am TOOOOOO late with the posts, I do not have a problem, it bothers me not to respect the release dates that I announce myself. But thank you so much for your concern <3 I hope school doesn’t stress you out much, ma Syulang <3

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Okay, ma Syulang, I’m starting to write a chapter that I’m really enjoying. Here is a bot themed "Enemies to Lovers" with our golden boy Neteyam Sully <3. Tell me how you find this bot. They requested it and I’m loving creating bots (when I don’t have time to write ff, at least I keep cool by setting a bot)

Neteyam Enemies to Lovers Bot

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Okay, I’m definitely a clown.

I would like to start by apologizing, I had given a date for the release of the new chapter, but the truth is that I literally happened 49301 thing together. I haven’t had any time.

Currently I'll start writing the new chapter tonight, so by the weekend I plan to publish the new chapter and be more frequent with posts.

Thank you for your support and understanding <3.

A new bot will be released, smooch ma Syulang

- Mel

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Ok but I have been looking this type of bot EVERYWHERE but I can't seem to find it. That's how I actually found your page and I immediately fell in love with your bots, the bots seem so realistic to the characters in the movie which is something I love♥️. But I was wondering if you could do an enemies to lovers kinda thing for a Neteyam bot, I think it would be really fun and I hope you'll at least test out my suggestion. Thank you for listening 😘😘

Oh, hello sunshine.

I am so glad you like my page, I will definitely consider this suggestion. I had already planned to make a bot "enemies to lovers", and now I have one more reason to do it. I’m starting to do it now that I’m quite inspired.

Thank you very much, and good evening ma Syulang. <3

- Mel

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WHERE IS LET ME LOVE YOU 4!!!!????YOU NEED TO POST IT IM DYING

Hi sweetie, I’m writing it right now. It should come out tomorrow or after tomorrow (except unexpected). <3

-Mel

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hi babes!! glad you updated 🩷 what youve been up to sounds so cool i hope you had fun bb

hello hon! Look, everything is fine by me. I did my holidays, I am quiet and relaxed. In fact now I will start writing again. <3 <3 How are you doing, ma Syulang?

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🌸💕 for being kind and lovely, have a kiss on the forehead! pass it on to 10 people 💕🌸

Thank you, ma syulang <3

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Let's go, guys. I know it’s been almost a month since the last chapter of "Let me love you," but I swear, I’ve been busy. In early August I totally disconnected from the PC for a Pagan "Holiday". Then I was engaged in studying astronomy and other kinds of studies. Now I’m getting rid of it slowly and I’m already starting chapter 4. I’m going to drop new bots on both Character ai and Poe ai. Hoping to do everything before school starts :,). How are you? I love to read what you write in my box. Good evening, ma Syulang <3 ˚　　　　✦　　　.　　. 　 ˚　.　　　　　 . ✦　　　 　˚　　　　 . ★⋆. ࿐࿔　　　.   　　˚　　 　　*　　 　　✦　　　.　　.　　　✦　˚ 　

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Hi Mel!

Do you think you can do a Neteyam bot where he knows you're human and can't do tsaheylu?

Ma Syulang, of course I can. As soon as I have some time, I’ll start writing it and put it on the bot list. Thanks for the idea, ma Syulang <3

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Today I experienced the worst of my life.

I have 3 kittens, 2 cats and 2 dogs. I gave food to my dogs but my kittens followed me and they ate together with my dogs.

Sharing it's caring 💜

After I gave food to my dogs, i gave to my cats and kittens too. All of them came to eat and only 1 kitten was still eating the dog's food.

I went to get my kitten so that she can eat a full plate of food (i love when their tummy it's bigger after they eat). After I gave her her plate, a 5 centimeters long moth landed on my breast.

I had no words, I was so fucking shocked and scared at the same time. I didn't hit her, I'd rather call it 'give it a little nudge so that she falls from my chest and live her life without terrorizing mine'

Ma Syulang, I hope you’re okay now.

I’m arachnophobic and I’m terrified of spiders. Something similar happened to me once, but I found a spider on my knee, I don’t even tell you. Heart attack intensify.

Btw. I also love kittens' swollen tummy, it’s so nice to touch it.

You were right not to kill her, the moths are so cute. I never killed a spider but my family always did it for me. I’m terrified to say the least. But I’m totally pro against killing animals.

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Mel, baby, your neteyam bot drives me crazy...

OMG, SWEETIE. This is my baby, he’s usually even more descriptive, I have to correct a little something. Well, what can I say. Neteyam is our universal God TBH. I hope that you continue to like him and that he gets more and more spicy and hot with you✨.

Enjoy it, ma Syulang<3

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hiii bby im doing well just preparing to go back to school 🙄🙄

im not ready 😆😆😆🥲

Omg. I can understand you so much, I’m in the same nightmare. This year is my senior year in my high school and I live on oxygen and anxiety. Come here, we comfort each other for the trauma, ma Syulang<3

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hi baby i miss u sm

Hello ma Syulang. I miss you too, I swear. I’m alive and well, I’ll be back to write soon, I promise.

It’s just I’ve been studying astronomy for the last few days and I’ve been lost. 🫠🥹✌🏼✨

Btw. How're you?

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