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Yumichika and Ikkaku would buy Fight Milk and not see an issue

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i will not apologize for being devastatingly beautiful

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“youre obsessed with yourself” and youre not??? sad. tragic.

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💬 + rumour has it I’m way more fabulous than u ♥️

"Well, you know, they say you can never trust gossip." Though she is radiant as ever.

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Send 💬 + a rumor and my muse will react to it.

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forgive .

     sentences from gnash’s song ‘forgive’. trigger warnings apply.

“ i know you’re mad. ”

“ i know you’re mad when you can’t look me in the eyes.”

“ i need you better”

“ when you say nothing it’s like you’ve stuck a knife in my side ”

“ i know the feeling. ”

“ i know the feeling, it’s not easy being stuck with me tonight. ”

“ it’s not easy being stuck with me tonight. ”

“ to make things right, these things take time. ”

“ these things take time. ”

“ hold me. ”

“ i’m holding onto you for dear life. ”

“ i never know the words to say. ”

“ i never know the words to say, but you forgive me anyway. ”

“ we both know i’m the reason you cry. ”

“ do you need a break? ”

“ do you need some space? ”

“ do you need to change your mind-ways? ”

“ should i get away? ”

“ i’m afraid if i change you won’t look at me the same. ”

“ i wanna be your only shoulder when you have a bad day. ”

“ we’ve been arguing more than what we usually do. ”

“ i know i deserve what you’re putting me through. ”

“ if you mean what you say, and you want to me to go —”

“ if that’s what you want. ”

“ i want you to know that i’ll stay the night if that’s alright. ”

“ i’ll stay the night. ”

“ i’ll stay the night to make things right. ”

“ hold me ‘til the day that i die ”

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📚     𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐙 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐖𝐒𝐊𝐈'𝐒 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐒 (𝟐𝟎𝟎𝟎) 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒               ↳ change pronouns / details as necessary.

❛  this is not for you.  ❜ ❛  i still get nightmares.  ❜ ❛  sleep’s been stalking me for as long as i can remember.  ❜ ❛  i don’t want to end up like that.  ❜ ❛  i should have known something was up.  ❜ ❛  mostly though, they just vanished.  ❜ ❛  what did i know then ?  what do i know now ?  ❜ ❛  i have never read for more than an hour.  ❜ ❛  i haven’t even washed the blood off yet.  ❜ ❛  there’s no doubt i am responsible for plenty.  ❜ ❛  you’ll suddenly realize things are not how you perceived them to be at all.  ❜ ❛  and then the nightmares will begin.  ❜ ❛  i’m just trying to help you out here.  ❜ ❛  i had to think fast.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t mean to wander into all of this.  ❜ ❛  now there’s an admission, eh ?  ❜ ❛  last night i wasn’t sleeping very well.  ❜ ❛  we all create stories to protect ourselves.  ❜ ❛  what can i say ?   i’m a sucker for abandoned stuff.  ❜ ❛  i guess the complicated one i don’t feel like getting into.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t feel at all myself.  ❜ ❛  i can’t do a fucking thing.  ❜ ❛  but i’m still having problems breathing.  ❜ ❛  i should have stayed near people.  ❜ ❛  you won’t have time to even scream.  ❜ ❛  i actually thought i was going to fall.  ❜ ❛  it made me real uneasy, like i was surrounded by ghosts.  ❜ ❛  do you believe in ghosts ?  ❜ ❛  i think i still feel guilty.  ❜ ❛  but who am i kidding ?  ❜ ❛  i am alone in hostile territories and have no idea how they are hostile.  ❜ ❛  right now going to hell seems like a pretty sound bet.  ❜ ❛  i knew i’d failed.  ❜ ❛  i’ve been waiting for this chance for a while.  ❜ ❛  like i already said, drives me nuts.  ❜ ❛  hey asshole.  ❜ ❛  this shit’s getting ridiculous.  ❜ ❛  i’ll remember what i’d hoped to say in the first place.  ❜ ❛  i have no way of knowing that for certain.  ❜ ❛  i don’t have long.  ❜

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we have cable in seireitei now which means Top Model reruns

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now you know me girl I don’t get involved in these feuds, did I get involved when Matsumoto took an over-the-counter colon cleanse at Kuchiki-taichou’s masquerade ball? I did but I didn’t want to

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//I know today is yum’s birthday and I want him to have cake and a tiara and for Ikkaku to jump out of said cake but I really have a tough time with birthdays/holidays and will not be participating nsbdjsjsjdjjdjsjs

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📚     𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐙 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐖𝐒𝐊𝐈'𝐒 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐒 (𝟐𝟎𝟎𝟎) 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒               ↳ change pronouns / details as necessary.

❛  this is not for you.  ❜ ❛  i still get nightmares.  ❜ ❛  sleep’s been stalking me for as long as i can remember.  ❜ ❛  i don’t want to end up like that.  ❜ ❛  i should have known something was up.  ❜ ❛  mostly though, they just vanished.  ❜ ❛  what did i know then ?  what do i know now ?  ❜ ❛  i have never read for more than an hour.  ❜ ❛  i haven’t even washed the blood off yet.  ❜ ❛  there’s no doubt i am responsible for plenty.  ❜ ❛  you’ll suddenly realize things are not how you perceived them to be at all.  ❜ ❛  and then the nightmares will begin.  ❜ ❛  i’m just trying to help you out here.  ❜ ❛  i had to think fast.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t mean to wander into all of this.  ❜ ❛  now there’s an admission, eh ?  ❜ ❛  last night i wasn’t sleeping very well.  ❜ ❛  we all create stories to protect ourselves.  ❜ ❛  what can i say ?   i’m a sucker for abandoned stuff.  ❜ ❛  i guess the complicated one i don’t feel like getting into.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t feel at all myself.  ❜ ❛  i can’t do a fucking thing.  ❜ ❛  but i’m still having problems breathing.  ❜ ❛  i should have stayed near people.  ❜ ❛  you won’t have time to even scream.  ❜ ❛  i actually thought i was going to fall.  ❜ ❛  it made me real uneasy, like i was surrounded by ghosts.  ❜ ❛  do you believe in ghosts ?  ❜ ❛  i think i still feel guilty.  ❜ ❛  but who am i kidding ?  ❜ ❛  i am alone in hostile territories and have no idea how they are hostile.  ❜ ❛  right now going to hell seems like a pretty sound bet.  ❜ ❛  i knew i’d failed.  ❜ ❛  i’ve been waiting for this chance for a while.  ❜ ❛  like i already said, drives me nuts.  ❜ ❛  hey asshole.  ❜ ❛  this shit’s getting ridiculous.  ❜ ❛  i’ll remember what i’d hoped to say in the first place.  ❜ ❛  i have no way of knowing that for certain.  ❜ ❛  i don’t have long.  ❜

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“ you act like you’re god. ”

"Nonsense. Just one of his most beautiful angels."

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remember to remember me.

sentence starts based on isak danielson’s album remember to remember me. alter as needed. 

001 religion.

“ can we say goodbye to the lies you told ?”

“ you know i’m wiser. ”

“ i believed your stories, at least the blind in me. ”

“ you gave my eyes what they wanted to see. ”

“ i’ve lost my reality. ”

“ i’ve lost everything in me. ”

“ you act like you’re god. ”

“ you’re trying too hard. ”

“ you’re trying too hard, but i need it. ”

“ i was supposed to believe her. ”

“ i’m back to believing. ”

“ i’m trying to be smart. ”

“ i’m trying to be smart  with a stake through the heart that i’m feeling. ”

“ future doesn’t matter. ”

“ i’d give it up for you. ”

“  future doesn’t matter ,  i’d give it up for you. ”

“ you know your power, i know it too. ”

“ i’ll end up in fire, burning with you. ”

 002 remember to remember me.

“ i can feel you’re slipping through my hands. ”

“ i’ve tried to break the silence. ”

“ just wanna know now where we stand. ”

“ i can see it in your eyes, you don’t believe a word i say. ”

“ you’re hard to reach, it’s like you’re tired of trying. ”

“ i’m lost, can you come back to me. ”

“ tell me what you’re hiding ”

“ please don’t let me go ”

“ we’ve been wrong before ”

“ don’t want to lose the memories ”

“ remember to remember me. ”

“ thought i’d let you know, you only have to call ”

“ i remind you how we used to be ? ”

“ i don’t like the part of moving on ”

“ i hate to say goodbye ”

“ i can’t stand this bedroom all alone, when everything reminds of you laying by my side ”

003 silence

“ it’s hard to look, it takes a lot of courage to see ”

“ open your eyes ”

“ you’ll be standing next to me ”

“ forget the words, they don’t know what they’re saying ”

“ to save us all, it takes a lot of praying ”

“ we have to speak into the silence ”

“ we never wanted violence ”

“ we have to stay, united, no one left outside ”

“ i want to see the change before i die and lose my voice ”

“ it is time to act ”

“ wake up and just realize the fact ”

“ what we’ve done, we have to recover from ”

“ cannot wait to save the things that we’ve broken ”

“ find the strength to let your mind be spoken ”

“ i want to live ‘till i’m 95 ″

“ i want my children there right by my side ”

“ i want snow in the winter sun ”

“ we need to realize what has begun ”

004 part of me 

“ i used to love how you despised me ”

“ you made me weaker than i was ”

“ i’m so sick and tired of all these conversations ”

“ i believed in all you told me, the way i never was enough ”

“ i’m so fucking tired of all these accusations ”

“ from what i’ve learned, i’ll be okay ”

“ i’ll be okay, cause baby you were not my first ”

“ i have found my way now ”

“ i walked away from your life ”

“ i will be a better part of me without you, dear ”

“ i just had to wake up and see my own reflection ”

“ i’d always do the things you told me ”

“ you made me tell your every lie ”

“ i’m not letting you take the control of these situations ”

005 light up

“ sometimes i wish i didn’t feel ”

“ sometimes i wish i didn’t feel the demons that run inside of me ”

“ can you help me out of my misery ? ”

“ i need someone to keep me calm when i can’t breathe ”

“ if you feel the same, talk to me ”

“ i’ll be the fire, so i can light up an empty room just for you ”

“ i’ll be the fighter, give me the thunder, and i’ll get through for you ”

“ you’d do the same, too ”

“ i’ve found a way to handle fear when i’m alone and no one’s there ”

“ i’m netter now than i was before ”

“ not running away, learning to face what i’m scared of ”

“ i am who i am and there’s no more looking back ”

“ i’ll be okay, i can do it all on my own ”

006 love me wrong

“ you make me want to make mistakes ”

“ your turn temptation into my best friend ” 

“ you make me just give up and cave ”

“ will i ever fall in love like this again ?”

“ i’m in hell, your taste, your smell, i know you far too well ”

“ it’s a spell that took me from a dream to this motel ”

“ i ring the bell ”

“ honestly, i’d rather be with you then by myself ”

“ so love me wrong, if you can’t love me right ”

“ all i want, is to be in your vice ”

“ you’re the one who builds my paradise ”

“ you make me take what i can get ”

“ your love is poison that won’t let me live ”

“ you make drunk and desperate ”

“ it helps me to forget what you don’t give ”

007 i don’t need your love

“ i no longer feel alone and rink through the night ”

“ i no longer lie awake and hurt my anxious mind ”

“ i used to cut my hair to make you like me more ”

“ i used to change my ways but you would just ignore ”

“ i don’t need your love ”

“ whatever you say, i’ll stand above ”

“ i finally feel like i’ve had enough ”

“ now i’m moving on ”

“ i can feel my heart, beating through the saddest parts ”

“ i’ve made up my mind, i’ve had enough ”

“ you won’t get another chance ”

“ your words cut like a knife ”

“ you left me broken, cast aside, time after time ”

“ won’t waste another night, cause i know i’ll be alright ”

“ i’m done trying to make you want me ”

“ i’m done trying to make you care ”

“ there is nothing there to hold on to ”

“ i have no more time to spare”

008 feel something

“ sometimes i wish we never met ” 

“ feel all the things that i never felt ”

“ this love will come too easy ”

“ don’t go easy on me, baby ”

“ i want you to push me far away, then come up with reasons for me to stay ”

“ if love could come too easy, don’t go easy on me, baby ”

“ need to know that this love is real ” 

“ just make me feel something ”

“ now there’s too much space in between, just make me feel something ”

“ anything at all to keep me hanging on ”

“ open up my heart, make it hurt some more ”

“ i want you to make me change my mind ”

“ love liek we’re running out of time ”

“ i just nee to feel the pressure falling heavy on me, baby ”

“ start to feel desperate when i’m with you ”

“ living’s the last thing i want to do ”

“ don’t go easy on me now ”

“ don’t go ”

009 every song for you

“ living on a memory as vivid as reality ”

“ take me there, i’ll do anything, i swear ”

“ brighter than the morning sun, that makes me feel all warm and fun ”

“ that’s all i see, where i wanna be ”

“ i just want to be staying in my mind with you, that is all i need ”

“ i just want to be playing every song for you ”

“ you are all my dreams come true ”

“ sweeter than any treat, same feeling every time we meet ”

“ like the first time, when you became mine, still wishing for the same thing ”

“ be as light as the bird’s wing ”

“ i write every song for you ”

010 domino

“ living in this broken city – where love is hard to find – i’ve seen it all ”

“ it wasn’t pretty, my heart has made me blind ”

“ is it really okay, to treat me this way? ”

“ it’s always the same ”

“ they give all you’ve ever wanted, then they take it away and say ‘it was a mistake’.”

“ they burn each other one by one like a domino ”

“ falling to the ground, just like a domino ”

“ one night they hold you, the next second they let go ”

“ everybody wants to catch me, nobody wants to stay. ”

“ everybody wants to catch me, nobody wants to stay. are you really here forever ? ”

“ are you really here forever ?”

“ will you walk away ?”

“ are you really here forever ? or will you walk away ?”

“ is it always like this ? every kiss is a goodbye kiss ”

“ every road leads to a neck, every story leaves me lonely ”

“ all the years that i’ve spent loving in vain ”

011 last song

“ i think that i’ll go now ”

“ i don’t even know why i’ve been holding onto you all this time ”

“ you have made it clear that what i feel is one way ”

“ you will never open your heart for me ”

“ i’m the one stay as you walk away ”

“ you were always fading; you’re fading away. ”

“ i want to feel your heart beat with my hand on your chest ”

“ when i look into those eyes, i will know what is next ”

“ i am lost in something that has no way out ”

“ it hurts, but this is the last song that i write ”

“ i wish that i could slow down, ask if it’d be alright to take you out to dinner sometime this week ”

“ i’ll just have to give up, pretend that i have moved on ”

“ you’re the only one on my mind ”

“ can my breath be yours tonight ? ”

“ i’ll give you the time, i am losing mine ”

“ i guess that this is the last song that i write ”

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Ayasegawa! Just the man I was looking for. I was hoping you would like to join me for tea. I have a new one I have made and I wanted your input on it. It is made with a light tea flower and lavender.

He's always so polite. Yumichika appreciates it; it is as if the man is a beacon of respect. He treats everyone this way, it seems. Even the ragtag brawlers of the 11th Division. Yumichika knows he is set apart from his...esteemed colleagues, of course. But Sasakibe also makes no intimations of looking at him as some sort of prissy nobody. A fifth seat, clinging to the success of others to try and stand out.

"I'd love to, Sasakibe-san. It sounds so delicate." In taste and in its recipe. "Shall we?" He holds out a bent arm, as if he ought to be escorted like royalty.

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Doing mine’s hair

"Do be gentle." How does she get her hair up so high without causing massive amounts of breakage? "And don't even think about hair spray." This is a pomade-only household.