dhusar

[dhusar]

lol, I asked him for a miracle, and he blessed me with a mirror

[dhusar]

u will always have something to loose, even at ur lowest

[dhusar]

every week i start over. i try to fill my heart with something. life, hope, anything that makes me feel full. and for a while, it works. i feel okay.

but by the weekend it's gone. my heart leaks it all out. i end up empty again. quiet. numb. i feel like the moon. there's nothing wrong with being empty, but doing this every week is too much.

it's not the emptiness that breaks me. it's the starting over. pretending i'm fine on monday, knowing i'll be drained by friday. i can't keep doing this. i'm going to lose my mind.

[dhusar]

not the end of the world, but the end of a world.