diabeticcoma

[diabeticcoma]

after a break up, you tend to forget the bad things. that's why most people end up back together in a toxic circle. I'm not that person. I slowly forget.. I wrote a list to help me remember!

[diabeticcoma]

finally took a peak at your tictok today. it reminded me you never gave a fuck about me. made me feel so stupid for giving you a second thought. you simply only care about you.

[diabeticcoma]

[diabeticcoma]

I can't even describe what I'm feeling right now. All I can say is.... it hurts a lot.

💔💔💔💔

-Broken £

[diabeticcoma]

Alice, you've disappeared. Like everything else. Now who else can I talk to? I'm lost. ... But the absence of him is everywhere I look. It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest. But In a way, I'm glad. The pain is the only reminder that he was real. That you all were.

[diabeticcoma]

I pray the pain from thinking about you fades. That one day I will just, not think of you again. I wonder what that last thought would be.. I pray that day comes. The day I forget everything about you, the good, the bad, I pray I forget your name.

[diabeticcoma]

Is it crazy to say I still think about you?

most of the time its just a silly thought or feeling then goes away pretty quickly. however, what? two weeks ago, my girl took me to a hotel. we had an amazing time, yet the whole time I couldn't shake this feeling that you were thinking about me, that maybe you were in trouble or needed me. I wanted to reach out and text you.. it took everything in me not to. And I didn't.

Monday when I got home, for the first time in months I checked my tiktok and sure enough, it showed you visited my page. it makes me feel like its not so much in my head and that you really were thinking about me.

some nights I still wake myself almost in tears of how much I miss you. forgetting you are not mine anymore. The thought of you in someone elses arms, raising their kids.. holding her car door and making her coffee..

we would have never truly lasted. regardless of how meant to be we were.. you were my soul mate. you are my soul mate. that doesn't just end or go away, I still feel you. I wonder if you still feel me..

[diabeticcoma]

I always told you, you'd go off and find someone new, that you would make them incredibly happy.. grass is always greener on the other side?

[diabeticcoma]

It's still hard not to think about you.. not to wonder..

[diabeticcoma]

goals

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[diabeticcoma]

All it ever does is rain, Christophe Jarcot

[diabeticcoma]

I should have hated you earlier

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Lost highway (1997)

[diabeticcoma]

Maybe I'm just not meant to truly love again.. notnas deep as before. She was my soul mate..

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[diabeticcoma]

adrienne lauren by alanna