diaryofakiller

[diaryofakiller]

i carved your name into me. does that make you happy? did i do a good job?

[diaryofakiller]

you’re so beautiful it takes my breath away. even when you’re sleeping, you look like a vision. i love the way you breathe, the way you sneeze, the way you chew your food. i want to collect everything you leave behind just to feel a little closer to you. i’m growing impatient of waiting in the shadows. don’t make me take action, angel. please.

[diaryofakiller]

tell me you need me until your tongue can no longer form the words. kiss me until our lips are raw and bleeding, murmur “i love you” between each kiss.

[diaryofakiller]

come now, baby. don’t you understand why i’m doing this? you’re always telling me how awful it is for you, so… i eliminated the problems. shouldn’t you be thanking me? i know it was a little more permanent than you probably would’ve liked, but at least they can’t hurt you anymore.

weren’t you the one who said you couldn’t take it anymore? that you couldn’t stand them? so, i got rid of them for you. they can’t bother you if they’re a corpse. they should’ve known better than to fuck with you, baby. it’s their fault, really. don’t they know how protected you are?

[diaryofakiller]

You intrigue me. -🫀

thanks?

[diaryofakiller]

Hello Rot. Here’s some honey 🍯

thank you, bear. the honey is greatly appreciated.

[diaryofakiller]

it kills me to see you want another. what does he have that i don’t? we’re soulmates. you’ll see that someday. i’m sorry, but i have to get rid of him. you’ll understand, won’t you?

[diaryofakiller]

do u want me to change myself again? would u like me more if i was more violent? softer? i can be anything for u. u know ill change myself. i’ll craft a new persona again and again if it means u’ll love me.

[diaryofakiller]

angel, angel, angel… u don’t need them. what do they have to offer u, hm? i’m right here. i can give u everything u need. why don’t u just let me take care of u? i promise u wont regret it.

[diaryofakiller]

[diaryofakiller]

they don’t understand how lucky they are to receive your affection so freely. you’re in the palm of their hand, and yet i wish it were me.

[diaryofakiller]

i would never harm you, but i often think of cutting you open. never so deep that you’ll bleed out, but deep enough to scar. a permanent reminder of me. a reminder that you can’t escape me.

[diaryofakiller]

this is a collective blog, meaning more than one headmate uses this. no, we will not tell you who we are, but maybe if we warm up enough, we will give an alias. for now, you may call us by our tags, or if you’d rather refer to us collectively, you may call us rot.

we are bodily an adult, and at least in our twenties in system as well. as such, we ask that no minors follow this blog. there will be triggering and explicit themes. we will be checking. reblogs and likes are fine, but following is prohibited. other than minors, radqueers are prohibited as well.

[diaryofakiller]

it’s sickening to see how they flock to you. don’t they understand you’re mine?

[diaryofakiller]

keep talking to them. i dare you. i’ll kill and feed them to you. do you think I’m joking? do you really want to test me, sweetheart?

[diaryofakiller]

you don’t need them. they’re ridiculously pathetic. they crawl all over you like maggots, and i’m not sure how you can stand it. i’ll carve them up and get rid of them for you, sweetheart. aren’t you glad to have me?

[diaryofakiller]

there is nothing in this world that could keep you from me.