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Survey 2

1: Name - Justin Anthony 2: Age - 24 3: 3 Fears - worms, the paranormal, loneliness 4: 3 things I love - Jordan, puppies, good food 5: 4 turns on - being dominated, hardcore making out, having him finish inside me, dirty talking 6: 4 turns off - bad smells, rudeness for absolutely no reason, incompatibility when it comes to values, violence 7: My best friend - Delphine, Karla, Juliann :) 8: Which part of the world are you from? - I’m from Canada but I was born in a country in Eastern Europe which shall be unnamed for now lol 9: Best part of 2014? - Uh...2021 now lol, but best part of 2014 was switching to a different high school. Best part of 2021 was this summer. :) 10: How tall am I - 5′7 or 5′8 11: What do I miss - my baby/Jordan 12: What time were I born - 16h55 13: Favorite color - Sky blue 14: Do I have a crush - Yeah lol I have a crush on my boyfriend same way he has a crush on me. 15: Favorite quote - “La douleur passe mais la beauté reste.” (The pain passes but the beauty remains.” 16: Favorite place - Any large park; if I can pick a place I’ve never been it would be Lake Bled in Slovenia 17: Favorite food - Lasagna and plov 18: Do I use sarcasm - Sometimes 19: What am I listening to right now - Lo Que Construimos by Natalia Lafourcade 20: First thing I notice in new person - Their eyes and smile 21: Shoe size - Depends honestly haha, I’m between 8.5 to a 10 22: Eye color - Hazel green 23: Hair color - Brown 24: Favorite style of clothing - Flannel and skinny jeans (jeans and a nice top lol) 25: Ever done a prank call? - Nah 27: Meaning behind my URL - It is what is lol 28: Favorite movie - I really like Salt (most recent movie I watched) but I think I have a preference for Disney 29: Favorite song - Goodnight n Go and Dia de Enero 30: Favorite band - Girls Generation 31: How I feel right now - Relaxing lol 32: Someone I love - My family, friends and of course, Jordan 33: My current relationship status - In a relationship...hopefully this changes to engaged soon 34: My relationship with my parents - I love them and I know they’re proud of me 35: Favorite holiday - Christmas and St-Jean 36: Tattoos and piercing i have - None for now 37: Tattoos and piercing i want - Heart tattoo and tattoo of all my identities 38: The reason I joined Tumblr - Boredom lol 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? - Hmm, Kyle and I do talk but I’m not interested in him anymore 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - Yeah :) 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - Lol yeah, I kiss Jordan everyday 42: When did I last hold hands? - This morning when Jordan and I woke up, we held hands and cuddled 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - When it’s busy, it takes about 45 minutes to 1 hour...during the weekend or if I want to sleep in, I want to be with my baby the whole morning lol 44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? - Yeah haha, I try to do it everyday or every other day for sexy time 45: Where am I right now? - In bed lol 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? - Jordan or one of my friends lol 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - Between those 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - Nah 49: Am I excited for anything? - Jordan and I are graduating soon 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - Yeah, my best friends 51: How often do I wear a fake smile? - I have to lol 52: When was the last time I hugged someone? - This morning, hugging my baby 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? - Uh, I’d be like “hey babe how was your day” lol 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? - I don’t know 55: What is something I disliked about today? - Raining haha 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - Marie Curie 57: What do I think about most? - The future 58: What’s my strangest talent? - Remembering every country in the world 59: Do I have any strange phobias? - Worms... 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - Both 61: What was the last lie I told? - Can’t remember lol 62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - Texting would be ideal but video chatting would be better 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - Ghosts and aliens yeah but they’re not scary 64: Do I believe in magic? - Yes 65: Do I believe in luck? - Yes 66: What’s the weather like right now? - Raining but it’s gonna be clear soon 67: What was the last book I’ve read? - One of my textbooks probably, or if not school-related it’s probably a cookbook 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? - Nah, ew 69: Do I have any nicknames? - Jus, Just, Anthony, and (by my boyfriend:) baby/babe, cutie 70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? - Stepping on a nail when I was a kid 71: Do I spend money or save it? - Both 72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? - No 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? - Nah 74: Favorite animal? - Dogs and deer 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - Making out and making love with my boyfriend 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? - Putin and Erdogan 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - Goodnight n Go by Ariana Grande 78: How can you win my heart? - Do little actions of love 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? - Here lies Justin Anthony Joven-Robillard, civil servant, musician, engineer, physicist, and an inspiration 80: What is my favorite word? - Babe/Baby 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr - Idk lol 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - We’re only here in this world for a short time, so love one another, make the most out of it, and ensure the next generation will enjoy the same things you enjoyed. 83: Do I have any relatives in jail? - Nah 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? - Teleportation, this would be the best ability to have omg 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? - “Where were you born” 86: What is my current desktop picture? - a pic of me and my boyfriend with our dogs 87: Had sex? - Yeah like everyday lol 88: Bought condoms? - Yeah 89: Gotten pregnant? - Uh I’m a guy but my boyfriend tries to get me pregnant everyday regardless  90: Failed a class? - Yeah 91: Kissed a boy? - Yeah 92: Kissed a girl? - No 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - Yeah ❤ 94: Had job? - Yeah a lot 95: Left the house without my wallet? - Rarely but yeah 96: Bullied someone on the internet? - No I don’t think so 97: Had sex in public? - Lol yeah 98: Played on a sports team? - Yeah 99: Smoked weed? - Yeah 100: Did drugs? - Yeah 101: Smoked cigarettes? - Like 2x 102: Drank alcohol? - Yeah 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - Tried it a couple of times...not for me, my boyfriend is a carnivore and meat and dairy are a huge part of my cultures 104: Been overweight? - Yeah 105: Been underweight? - Yeah 106: Been to a wedding? - Yeah 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? - Yeah all the time 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? - Yeah 109: Been outside my home country? - Yeah 110: Gotten my heart broken? - Yeah 111: Been to a professional sports game? - Yeah 112: Broken a bone? - No 113: Cut myself? - No 114: Been to prom? - Yeah 115: Been in airplane? - Yeah 116: Fly by helicopter? - Nah 117: What concerts have I been to? - Ariana Grande 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? - Lol I’m in love with my boyfriend so yeah 119: Learned another language? - Yeah, like 10 lol 120: Wore make up? - Very very rarely 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? - Yeah 122: Had oral sex? - Yeah 123: Dyed my hair? - Yeah 124: Voted in a presidential election? - We have parliamentary elections in Canada but yeah 125: Rode in an ambulance? - No 126: Had a surgery? - Yeah 127: Met someone famous? - Yeah 128: Stalked someone on a social network? - Yeah 129: Peed outside? - Yeah 130: Been fishing? - Yeah 131: Helped with charity? - Yeah 132: Been rejected by a crush? - Nah 133: Broken a mirror? - No 134: What do I want for birthday? - An engagement ring and just 2 or 3 weeks of silence and tranqulity with my boyfriend lol

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Survey 1

Basic:

Name: Justin Anthony

Gender: Male

Height: I think I’m 5′7/5′8

Eye color: Hazel green

Hair Color: Brown

Age: 24

Lefty/Righty: Ambidextrous

Piercings: None for now

Tattoos: None but I would love to get one

Zodiac Sign: Cancer sun, Scorpio moon, Capricorn rising

Grade: Uh...finished my bachelor’s degree last year lol

More About You:

Are you named after anyone? Justin

Do you live in the moment? I try to!

Do you consider yourself tolerant to others? Yes, but some ideologies and cults do belong in the past.

Do you have any secrets? Yeah, mostly scarys from my past.

Do you hate yourself? No!

Do you like your handwriting? Yes, it’s very pretty and elegant.

Do you have any bad habits? Staying up past midnight and overeating lol.

If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Yeah :)

Any regrets? A lot lol

Do you think life has been good so far? Yeah, and it’s gonna get better.

Are you confident? Way more than in the past.

How long does it take you to shower? 10-30 minutes haha, depends if I need to shave.

What color is your room? Right now it’s white but because of the light, it looks orange-yellowish

Where do you want to attend college? I already did (BA in Industrial and Labour Relations at McGill University) but I want to do another degree at McGill University or Concordia University and do a master’s at EPFL/ETH-Z in Switzerland

Do you…?

Smoke? Nope, weed sometimes.

Do drugs? Rarely, weed.

Drink? Yeah, but never overdrinking.

Go to church? Nah.

Sleep with stuffed animals? Still do hehe

Take walks in the rain? I try to! :)

Talk to people even if you hate them? Sometimes we have to do this.

Drive? Still don’t have my licence lol.

Believe in premarital sex? Nah

Want to get married? Yeah, with Jordan lol

Want to go to college? Already did!

Want to have children? Yes, at least 2 :)

Sing in the shower? Yeah :)

Get along with you parents? Yeah

Get along with your sibling/s? Yeah

Color/highlight your hair? Yeah

Like coffee? Sure

Wear makeup everytime you go out? Nah

Love roller coasters? Love them but I need someone with me

Like to cook? Yes :)

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FUCK!

Sorry, didn’t update much! I’ll try to catch up. :)

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January 20, 2021

I did some work today but I was also a bit lazy. Everything is set up now, though I don’t think I’d be allowed to post what I do here since I made an oath. 

After work, I went to Maxi, bought some stuff, returned home, made pilaf with scallions, onions, and spices and went to Delphy where we had a mini-potluck since she made chicken strips. It was nice to hang out with her again, but I think sometimes she gets out of topic or off-tangent and I don’t get an opportunity to speak...it’s okay though, maybe that’s how she is. She’s been doing lab work and research on leukemia and she told me she’ll be working on an additional project on breast cancer again. Happy for her! :)

I then went home after this, took a nap, and now I’m finishing this up...

I just want to express how even though one should stop chasing after love and happiness, but sometimes, especially during winter, it’s quite melancholic...I know I will overcome this though.

Question of the day is: “Tomorrow, I am looking forward to...” and I responded: “hopefully getting an offer from the University of Potsdam and/or a message from Jordan R.” I mean who knows...it could happen. Delph was telling me about how when she’s trying to manifest something, she forgets about it but also she mentioned something along the lines of how she thinks what if x and y were to happen and usually that happens...as happened, with her now boyfriend and also the new research opportunity. So here I am trying it.

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January 19, 2021

My equipment arrived in the afternoon and I set-up thankfully. I slept for much of the morning though. I then walked at Parc Baldwin. I was supposed to meet up with Maxime yesterday but he had to cancel it because he was feeling sick...so we moved it today, but his grandmother apparently passed away. I don’t know if this is true, but honestly, if he’s not interested...he could just let me know, instead of wasting my time, you know?

Question of the day is “The animal I wish to be is...” and I responded with a corgi or a bird of prey or a dolphin. ♡”

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January 18, 2021

First day! I slept for much of everything because I don’t have my equipment yet. I stayed at home all day...quite boring but hey, I got paid lol. I did my oath with Véro as well, which was nice.

Question of the day is “...is on my mind right now.” Obviously, my response was: “Jordan P. R*billard, the love of my life.” Sorry I have to be careful since I don’t know if the public could see this lol.

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January 17, 2021

I was supposed to meet Amina and her corgi, Mila, but she overslept so I went to Kim Phat and Super C near Pie-IX and I would never go back there again. The cashier at Kim Phat overcharged me some items and the Super C seemed run down. The promo at Kim Phat ran out as well, which was a waste of time.

I made plov which took a few hours and I had to spend an extra hour ish because I overcrowded the big pot. Also made steamed and fried bok choy with garlic and spices. We had a small group meeting after and I did the division of common expenses for the past few months (so I would be excluded of course). I also did my laundry.

On my way from the grocery, Breanna wanted to drop a care package for me, so she ended up picking me up and it was nice to catch up. We went to Israel together as part of a university course that was funded. We’re from two very different backgrounds but I love how we’re still friends and I would love to get closer to her. I’m from a very working class and immigrant background and I believe her family is part of the old traditional elite. I wouldn’t mind helping her if she wants to be independent one day, because she admitted she doesn’t know how to do taxes, don’t have a lot of experience working, can’t do chores...but hey, that’s how she was brought up and you can’t blame her for that! At least, she cares about progressive causes. 

I’ve been playing Invincible Youth’s theme song, 'Ready, Get Set, Go!' by 페퍼톤스 (Peppertones), for the first season again and again today and I’m feeling a bit sad because Hara is no longer with us and so much has changed in the last 10 years. There was a small reunion with Shinyoung, Narsha, and Hara in 2017 but it would never be the same. The show was my outlet when I didn’t had any friends and I both cried, laughed, and resonated with all of the cast when I was in middle/high school...wish I could relive my younger years again. The song came out in 2005, when I was 8 years old or in about 2nd grade and I wonder what life would’ve been like if I were born Korean. The song makes me feel some sort of anemoia, a nostalgia for a time I’ve never known...and this is probably what I feel like with Jordan as well. We only met last year but I feel like we’ve known each other for so long and I feel some sort of nostalgia when I was looking at his old posts and photos from way back. I wonder what life would’ve been like if I went to the same middle/high school as him...fuck, I can’t wait for him to be back in my life.

Question of the day: “Today I tried...” Didn’t answer in 2018 and forgot to answer (and for Jan. 16) until just now, Jan. 21, which I just said: “making plov for my roommates”.

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January 16, 2021

Heavy snowfall today! Looked pretty but also a bit annoying. I met with Griffin who lived in Westmount and we hung out for a few hours. It was nice meeting him after all these years, but the most we could be would be FwB and when I’m with Jordan/in a relationship with him, I’m pretty sure I’d be monogamous.

After that, I went to Maxi to buy some ingredients but didn’t pay for the pork...whatever, it’s nothing to them. I made ground pork stiry fry with cilantro/coriander, spring onions, and spices, and asked Pat to make enough rice for me.

I then played Starcraft 2 and that was it. I also got the dreaded text message from my former manager about the end of my contract, so whatever. I can know sue and file a case against them for how I was treated from August to December. I think my former shift supervisors, Eth*n and J*rd*n (unfortunately SHE had to have that name) probably saw my new tweet lol.

Question of the day is “Today, the most interesting question someone asked me was...”. In 2018, I said “I’m not sure”. This year, I forgot to answer and just answered now and didn’t read the question carefully so I said “I don’t know, probably where do I see myself in the long-term (from myself lol).”, and I added the stuff in the parentheses because I didn’t see the today part.

Ciao.

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January 15, 2021

Last weekday before working. At midnight, the new remix of 34+35 came out!

I exchanged some e-mails with Véro, my supervisor, and I found out I’m getting a work phone too. Breakfast was just bagel and cream cheese. I met with Snehan but he said there was no connection a few days after. Whatever, he looks older than me but I’m not into younger guys generally. 

I’m pretty sure I just stayed home but went to Parc Baldwin at around 19h.

Question of the day is “I feel...years old today.” In 2018, I said: “17...; and I dont know why. This year, I said “both 17 and 37...(and 27)”. I guess I like the number 17 and 7 a lot?

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January 14, 2021

(Continuing this and the rest after midnight...January 21, 2021...sorry!)

I grabbed the remaining stuff in my locker today and also got free supplies from someone through an app called Nextdoor, then went to buy groceries at Segal, and passed by Starb*cks to inquire about hiring and got my free markout...which probably led to my former manager to contact me and let me know he’s ending my contract. They’re closing 300 stores soon and I hope I get to file my case with the labour board in Alberta regarding my pay and how I was treated.

I tried passing by Kouign Amann, a Breton bakery/pâtisserie here in Montréal but they were closed even though their online information said they were open.

Breakfast was Afghan bread with Polish strabwerry jam and some slices with végépâté and the SB peppermint mocha drink and dinner was tacos and some pilaf...the tacos were made with corn tortillas and leftover sliced beef steak with bacon, onions, and spices.

I then went to Parc La Fontaine. I love going here but going alone makes me feel a bit melancholic and eager to be with someone. I just want to be loved.

Question of the day is “I would like to learn the...language. In 2018, I said relearn Spanish and actually like to learn German. This year, my response was: “all of them ♡ - but also improve on the ones I already know-especially French.”

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January 13, 2021

Everything from this date’s post until January 19th are being done at the evening of January 19th...sorry, life has been quite hectic!

I didn’t do much today but I had to go to Berri-UQÀM and try to see if my card was in the lost and found but sadly they closed a few seconds after I got there so I just had to buy a replacement card...at least I got to keep the monthly fare!

I then stayed at the Grande-Bibliothèque’s computer area for students (yay for non-expiring McG*ll student card) and then went home after that. On my way home, I passed by where I used to live (450 r*e Sh*rb*oke O) and man, fuck that place!

I don’t remember much of what I did this day but probably just went on my phone or computer.

Today’s question: A compliment I received today was... - 2021 response: “you’re really cute” from some guy + “you’re the baddest bitch” from me

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January 12, 2021

Today marks 5 years since I became a Canadian citizen!

I went to McGill to grab my try and grab my stuck in the locker because none of the idiots who were supposed to help me could help me at all. Surprisingly, my card still works but I had to carry a lot of stuff and I will have to return tomorrow (I’m going there anywhere to check the study hubs). I grabbed my stuff and as always, this pos place is still under construction and renovation! Insanity! Might go there tomorrow so I could take a photo from the very top. After this, I went home to put my stuff back...as of now, I have 3 laptops and another is coming, whew!

Delphy and I ordered poutine at Chez Claudette, my go-to poutinerie in Montréal (so far) and she’s in a bit of pain due to an accident so I had to grab our order myself, but I lost my OPUS card on the way there so I have to go/walk to Berri-UQÀM tomorrow to pay for a replacement. It’s $15 which might not seem like a lot, but what a waste! I also had to jump the turnstile twice which was embarrassing and one of the workers saw me (thankfully he didn’t try to catch me because I don’t want to pay a fine). Sometimes...it’s okay to break rules, especially if the other option is walking for an hour and a half amidst a curfew that starts at 20h.

When I got home, I talked to Pat for a bit and took a shower...it’s the first new moon as I’m writing this so I’m probably going to write some beautiful things in my notebooks and manifest.

Today’s question: “My relationship status is...” - 2021 response: “in love, while patiently waiting for the love of my life/in a relationship”

Ciao!

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January 11, 2021

I woke up quite early today which was quite nice! I started sending out requests for letters of recommendation, and as of now, not all responded. I also said hello to a former linguistics professor, Prof. Goad, and a former co-worker, Ishrat, letting them know what I’ve been up to. I also called a few financial institutions for updates on what’s going on with my applications and I also called the CRA to change my address but to no avail.

I then folded my clothes but I had a quick nap and mostly stayed in my room for the rest of the day.

I also think I had a dream about Jordan...

Today’s question: “My relationship status is...” - 2018 response: “in love or getting there but technically still single.” - 2021 response: “in love, while patiently waiting for the love of my life/in a relationship”

Ciao!

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January 10, 2021

I went to the Grande-Bibliothèque to return 2 physics books which I don’t need and retrieve the others which took quite some time. I took the 24 bus to Sherbrook/Saint-Denis and went down Saint-Denis and so much has changed! I then went home with my books.

I made pierogi with fried onions and garlic and sour cream, and then ate some.

Something weird bothered me which I hope won’t get worse. I asked Maggie if I could borrow some of her onions, and she hesitated because they’re organic and they’re a bit more expensive...which okay, I quite understand...she’s under no obligation to do that so I asked Pat instead, but while I was cooking, she said they’re making her hungry and I offered her a few and she sarcastically said that she would rather make her own food than just getting one or two. Like uh...okay? I’m not quite sure how to respond to that. A few hours later I couldn’t find my bottle of wine and I found it at her fridge...um...okay.

I’m trying my best to be nice to everyone but there’s still an air of awkwardness and I wish it would go away.

I took my first bath (yay), did my laundry here for the first time (Pat helped me), and played some Starcraft II campaigns with his computer, After that, I went back to my room and once again, I’ve started watching subliminal videos and I also updated my playlist.

Today’s question: “I remember...from my childhood.” - 2018 response: “being innocent and carefree”. - 2021 response: “so much; but I want to pretend I’ve lived a different one.”

Ciao!

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January 9, 2021

Jordan finally read my New Year’s message. No reply for now but lately (as I’m writing this, I’m feeling very drawn more and more towards him).

I woke up quite late again and I finally got my official letter of offer from HC! I had to send some documents before and after going out, but it’s nice to finally have something concrete.

Cathal and I hung out for the first time since my return. He was the last person I saw before I leave Montréal in December 2019 so it’s nice to catch up. He’s leaving for Ontario soon and I think he’s seeing anyone but it’s nice to see him again. He’s still handsome, smells delicious as always, but I think I’ve learned to put some distance between us.

When I got home, Alex made some dahl for us which was nice and then we all watched some videos from the Festival Stop Motion Montréal in the salon as suggested by Maggie. It was really nice, though some were quite creepy.

I watched a video from LoveExistsVisions, a YouTube channel with tarot/pick-a-card content and my readings resonated with me...I do believe Jordan is on his way back to me, and I actually think he’s back in Ontario now.

Today’s question: “My biggest celebrity crush is...” - 2018 response: “LUKE MACFARLANE ♡◡♡” - 2021 response: “still the same lmao + straigth crush on Ellen Pompeo and Megan Fox ♡”

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January 8, 2021

Whew it’s a few minutes before the midnight of the January 12th/13th, sorry!

Today I woke up late, met with an Irish guy named John and then went to Segal where I bought végépâté, sour cream, tortillas, strawberry chocolate, Kucharek, dried chilis, bacon, strawberry jam, Afghan bread, sardines, and this fruity desert thing, all in all for just $20.

Elias doesn’t seem to be interested in anything further, which is nice. I think looking back, this is a sign that I should start manifesting to be closer to Jordan.

Today’s question: “I need...to face my biggest fear of the moment.” - 2018 response: “time, money, effort, and support” - 2021 response: “to become an even badder bitch and to stop being scared of failure”

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January 7, 2021

Woke up so so so so late! Had to cancel my small walk at the park with Jeff sadly, but I went to Delphine’s place for a dinner.

I stopped by to get Haitian food at Marché Méli-Mélo and I got griot which was oh so good! Delphy got poutine and we also had wine, which was nice. It was wonderful catching up with her and I think tomorrow, I’m gonna join her and Juli for a Zoom meeting. I miss our memories together as students. Small town origins, big city dreams!

I also met and had “fun” with Elias and I’m not sure what’s going to happen since the curfews will be imposed in two days. Hopefully, he would be down to be a regular friend with benefits.

I would love to move back to Villeray and Delphy told me she’ll keep an eye for places. Karla also told me she’s still interested in moving to Montréal.

Also, I will start to post my responses to the 5-year memory journal which I got a long time ago. So we’d begin with today’s question: “I wish I could tell the entire world...”��In 2018, I wrote: “...how sad and depressed I could get sometimes and also how I’m slowly falling in love.” It was probably with Javi. This year, I wrote: “...to be nicer to each other, get to know other cultures, and to love more.”

Ciao and see you next day! I’ll try to be more detailed from now on. :)

Today’s question: “I wish I could tell the entire world...” - 2018 response: “how sad and depressed I could get sometimes and also how I’m slowly falling in love” - 2021 response: “to be nicer to each other, get to know other cultures, and to love more”