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4th mensiversary, ‪‪❤︎‬!

BABYYYY, selamat mengulang tanggal 1 untuk yang keempat kalinya! Gak kerasa ya kita udah 4 bulan.. Roller coaster banget gak sih pacaran sama sanua alias Aruna Shenna Agnia ini? Dibawa naik turun banget ya pacaran sama aku. Eits, tapi bukan naik turun yang lainnya ya! ˃⌓˂

Makasih udah sabar selama pacaran sama aku ya sayangkuuu. Makasih udah mau balik lagi setelah hal berat yang kita alami. Maafin aku yang masih banyak kurangnya ini ya. Semoga kita berdua bisa jadi pribadi yang lebih baik dan lebih dewasa buat kebaikan hubungan kita.

Pokoknya stay with me terus ya pacarku paling nyebelin, suka pundung, nyebelin pokoknya tapi paling ngangenin juga. I love you, Ezarrr.

With love,

Pacarmu paling cantik, Aruna. ‪‪❤︎‬

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Happy 1st Mensive!

Happy first monthsary, Kaezar! Even now, it still feels a little unreal that we are officially together. If we count from the day we made it official—February 1st—it has only been a month. But if we go back to the very first time we met, it has been three months. Three months since we got to know each other. So, tell me, how does it feel to know me, Aruna, for these past three months? Do you like it? Do you regret it?

For me, these three months have been filled with so many things. From our simple conversations through mentions to the moment you first reached out to me through DM. I still remember that moment clearly. It wasn’t something I was used to—receiving a sudden message from a guy. But I believed you when you said you were just looking for a long-lasting chat buddy, someone to talk to when you weren’t in the mood to socialize on the timeline. So, I responded. And then, you started acting a little weird, confusing me. Not long after, you confessed your feelings and asked for permission to get closer. Like I told you before, I was confused. But in the end, I said yes, and so we started talking more. Endless bubble conversations, late-night spotify sessions, movie nights—everything felt so exciting.

But our journey wasn’t always smooth. There were times we argued—times when we thought maybe we wouldn’t make it to the next step. Do you remember when you were sick and I felt so hopeless about us? Looking back now, I think, “Ah, we went through that phase too.” It makes me smile. You once said we weren’t right for each other, yet here we are, still walking side by side. And for that, I am grateful. Thank you for choosing to stay with me. I have never once regretted getting to know you, growing closer to you and accepting you as my partner.

And as you requested, I will try to impersonate you. I’m sorry if it’s not perfect, but—I TRIED.

□ “Sayang, maaf ya aku baru ke kamu lagi.” – when you finally text me after being busy for a while.

□ “Dihh.” – when you refuse to accept something.

□ “Kemana?” – when I disappear, even for just a few minutes.

□ “Sayangku, cintaku, baby, Sanyaku.” – all your sweet little nicknames for me.

□ “Jangan galakin aku.” – when you feel like I’m scolding you.

□ *suddenly being cheesy out of nowhere*

Does this sound like you? Because to me, it does. You are childish yet mature. A little stubborn, but also kind. You frustrate me sometimes, but you also make me smile. And I love you for all of it. Despite all our little fights, I still love you just the same. I know I’m not perfect either, and I’m sure I’ve done things that upset you too. So, thank you—for choosing to understand me, for choosing to stay.

At the end of this long message, all I want is for only good things to come our way. Once again, thank you for choosing me and for letting me be yours. Let’s meet again on another first. I love you, Kaezar. ❤︎

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Dear Amorena's Second Mission.

Siapa yang penasaran sama isi tas aku? Seperti yang kalian bisa lihat di atas, ada beberapa barang WAJIB yang harus aku bawa buat 𝘔𝘦 𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦 ya guys! Tapi bukan cuma pas 𝘔𝘦 𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦 aja sih... Ini hampir jadi isi tasku tiap harinya :3 Yuk langsung kita simak penjelasannya!

HANDPHONE > Handphone beneran benda wajib banget buatku. Siapa yang lebih pusing ketinggalan handphone daripada dompet? Yap, sanua! Biasanya aku suka 𝘔𝘦 𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦 ke mall atau cafe lucu. Nah, dengan handphone ini aku bisa melakukan transaksi pembayaran lewat QR, foto-foto, juga ngobrol sama orang terkasih termasuk pacarku. (Walaupun 𝘔𝘦 𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦 tapi tetap ngobrol sama pacarku yang lucu itu!)

DOMPET > Walaupun sekarang serba Cashless, biasanya aku tetap sedia uang cash. Nominalnya emang nggak banyak, yang penting tetap ada buat jaga-jaga. Siapa tau di jalan mau beli cilok tapi abang tukang ciloknya nggak sedia pembayaran lewat QR? :c

TWS > Karna aku suka dengerin musik, jadi TWS ini selalu ada di tasku. Bukan cuma buat dengerin musik aja, tapi bisa dipakai buat nonton drama atau nonton konten yang ada di media sosial. Kalau pakai TWS kan jadi nggak mengganggu orang sekitar tuh.

Tissue > Entah buat bersihin sesuatu atau mengeringkan sesuatu yang terkena air, pokoknya tissue wajib guys!

Liptint > Biar tetap fresh makanya liptint ini pasti aku bawa terus. Makeup yang lain jarang aku bawa tapi liptint nggak boleh ketinggalan.

Parfum > Nggak lucu dong kalau lagi 𝘔𝘦 𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦 di luar terus ternyata kita bau? Kasihan nanti orang sekitar.. Merasa makin percaya diri juga kalau udah pakai parfum tuh.

Permen > Sedia permen biar nggak NGANTUK. Terus bisa bantu aku supaya nggak lemes.. Misal lagi jalan terus capek, aku biasanya makan permen yang aku bawa itu deh!

Kacamata > Ini aksesoris pelengkap, tapi bisa bantu buat menghalangi mata dari debu atau silau matahari juga!

NAH, itu barang-barang wajib aku pas 𝘔𝘦 𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦. Kalau kalian sendiri gimana guys?

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Dear Amorena's Mission.

When I was little, I really wished I had an older sibling. Seeing the people around me playing and joking around with their sibling made me feel a little envious. No, it wasn’t because my parents didn’t give me enough attention or made me feel lonely. They always cared for me, played with me in our home where it was just the three of us. But I needed someone when they were busy, someone to lean on, someone who could watch over me. There were times when I cried, wondering why I was born as an only child.

But as time passed and I grew up, I came to realize something. You don’t have to be related by blood to have an “older sibling.” Just like what I’ve experienced now—meeting new people while chasing my dreams. At first, they were simply colleagues, but as time went by, I started seeing them as my own siblings. They give me advice like an older sibling would, protect me, and offer me a shoulder to lean on. Thinking about it always brings a smile to my face, and I feel truly grateful to have them in my life. ❤️