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Have been binging for almost a week again. I need to ⭐ve to lose the weight.

I fvcking h4te myself.

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This whole w3ight loss thing started as a simple act of self love how could it have come to this

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In my opinion diet coke does in fact count as a meal

You can't change my mind

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I think I'm gonna start c/s again, I just can't bear the feeling of having food in my body anymore sooo...

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the fasting closet

Welcome to ur digital fasting closet! Ur not allowed to come out until you reach ur gw💀we’ve got 0cal drinks, vapes, and cigarettes, and you can even have some a tic tac or two if you’ve been good! Enjoy ur stay.

feel free to reblog/draw yourself in the closet(-v-)

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I don't deserve to recover because my reflection shows me a monster

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She’s so real

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I wanna be so skinny that nobody dares to ever touch me again.

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I wonder how long it will take for my mom to realize I'm literally st4rving myself.

I mean I'm 21 and still live with my parents because I'm not able to live on my own. I suffer from several diagnosed mental illnesses and my parents take care of me. But they never really noticed how bad my situation actually is.

There are so many things they don't know about. And I'm too afraid to tell them.

I don't want to hurt and disappoint them once again.

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Same. I hate myself for eating.

I dont want to ever eat again.

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I haven't been fasting for a long, long time...

It's time to do regular fasts again <3

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I wonder what my bone structure looks like. Let's find it out.

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this user has an 3D but supports and encourages recovery ❤️‍🩹 #reblog.

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I don't give a sh1t anymore.

I don't give a sh1t if they notice I'm not e4ting enough.

I don't give a sh1t if they notice I'm hürting myself again.

I don't give a sh1t if they notice the emptiness in my eyes.

I don't give a sh1t if they finally notice I'm completely d3ad inside.

I just don't give a f#cking sh1t anymore.

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Cigarettes and coffee for breakfast and lunch, vaping for dinner. That's all I need.

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Maybe I'm not meant to be happy.