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I don't know if I'm doing well because I'm actually doing well or if it's just because I løst węïght
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I can't remember a day when I wasn't affected in some way by my dępręssion. I think it became chronic and I can't do anything about it. I try to enjoy the little things in life but it's really hard to live for the moment. It's nothing new to me, I've been dealing with dępręssion for almost a decade now but then I have to say I'm only 22. I gave my life away. I can't remember a birthday when I didn't cry, I can't remember a Christmas when I didn't feel empty, I can't remember a night out when I wasn't insecure about myself. They say it's just a bad day, not a bad life. But how do they know? I can't run and I can't hide. And I'm afraid it will always stay the same.
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✨ reblog if ✨
You have an eating disorder but it doesn’t look like you do.
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To all the creeps who want to spoil me:
Fuck off.
Sincerely, Charlie ✌🏻
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I envy people with a healthy relationship with føød
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Back in my why should I ęåt something when I'm hûngry again like immediately era
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Can you give me some advice on which supplements I should take to minimize the risk of binging? Right now I'm taking magnesium and iron
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Said the undisciplined piece of shit
At this point I don't care anymore about the hell I have to go through, I don't care about the pąin I have to súffęr. I just want my old body back before summer comes.
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Why are social interactions so fucking exhausting? Some guy I've known for a while gave me his number, we chatted for one and a half days and now I'm ghosting the shit out of him. But I'd rather have a girlfriend anyway, so...
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I just watched I spit on your grave
Why am I hurting my soul like this?
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I need someone to tell me those three magical words
"I am concerned"
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At this point I don't care anymore about the hell I have to go through, I don't care about the pąin I have to súffęr. I just want my old body back before summer comes.
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It's getting warm outside!
Time for my annual low res phase 😀🔫
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I'm ashamed of every single calorie I ate today
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My apathy be like: 📈📈📈
I'm sorry I don't post that much rn, the last few months were an endless binge ręstrïct cycle but I think I'm finally back on track now. My neurologist increased my dose of quetiapine from 75mg to 100mg to treat my anxiety and panic attacks which means I'm tired all the time rn. I'm so done, I had bad migraines yesterday and I'm still exhausted because of it. All in all I'm really tired and dępręssęd most of the time. But this too shall pass
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