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[I think... I'm going to remake Ali's blog. I just feel like I need to start over.]

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"Dark yokai Alison-sama... I... Okay."

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The last I have to say on the matter; this is just a friendly reminder that that rainbow hood is supposed to look over the top and crazy. No one hood I make can be used to summarize the entirety of my skill as a seamstress because they are all unique with completely different desired effects and looks to them. My range in sewing theme and ability is actually quite wide and these are only a few examples.

The reason that the rainbow hood was selling for cheaper than I normally sell my work is not because I do not believe it worth as much money - it is just as high quality as all of my other work, with more expensive fabric than I usually use. I know for a fact that my work is worth every penny I charge for it. This particular hood is cheaper than the rest of my work simply because it is pre-made and un-customizable, and because I am trying my hardest to raise money.

I am landed with massive debt from veterinary bills I was not even aware I would be facing. I was promised a completely healthy animal when I took my snake Demeter home, only to realize that she actually had a massive respiratory infection. Just to make an appointment to get her seen by a vet and not even diagnosed or treated was $75, not to mention the costs of her injections and antibiotics, or the fact that I ended up being scammed by our first vet who was, as it turns out, not actually qualified to be treating reptiles, so we had to go to a completely new vet, already cheated out of $150+, to begin again from scratch with a completely new set of costs for treatment.

On top of that I am trying, as many of you know, desperately to see my family for the holidays. I live over 200 miles away from them and driving down to see them is way out of my wallet’s reach, but I have not seen them in months and have been devoting myself to funding the trip in any way possible while fending off the debt from vet bills.

"Well why don’t you just get a job?"

I had a job working in the mall a while back. I was treated horribly by my sexist and elitist managers to the point where it was interfering with my work and I was being blamed for it. I left my job as I was promised a higher paying Admin job with another company, but that fell through, and I have been searching for employment ever since, but the job market out here is atrocious and no one is hiring.

So my only option has been to offer commissions and ask for donations. It is a crippling blow to the ego to have to ask people for money and help when you are down. I tried offering commissions for drawings but my art skills on that front are honestly not great at all, something I am not ashamed to admit, so I was left with no option but to lower the prices for my real skill - fur hoods - to much lower than they should have been in an attempt to raise money in that way.

Apparently my prices upset someone today and sparked a lot of drama because she felt the need to trash me over it. I do not mind if people do not like my work, but I am trying my hardest. You do not need to commission me, that’s fine, but I do expect basic human treatment and a little bit of respect for my work and myself as a person.

I hope this clears something up for any new followers who haven’t known what is going on or those who were confused.

I am continuing to offer drawings, custom fur hood commissions, pre-made hoods (when time permits), and accepting donations. I will not be lowering my prices, because I know I deserve what I am asking, and I am incredibly grateful to anyone who takes the time to help me out, even if it is just a reblog or sending kind words to my inbox.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

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awesome wedding invite

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In contrast to the Illusionist's amused reaction, the young girl simply crossed her arms over her chest and sent a droll stare in his direction. She huffed in irritation before landing a light slap to the Nobody's stomach, then in a slightly peeved tone, "Are you laughing at me? Rude! I don't laugh when you get hit by books!" .... Most of the time.

"Do you ever have those moments where you try to say a word, but then you're thinking of another word and you end up saying a mixed combination of them and it's really weird and the person you talk to just looks at you like you're a weirdo? Because I keep having those and it's really getting on my nerves. I tried to say theme song but I said theme store because a shop in the mall had a song specially made for it. :'|"

"…"  "Pfft-" Quickly looking away, a hand came up to cover his mouth somewhat as he gave a choked laugh. ‘Don’t laugh.’ he thought, still hiding his smile behind his hand. 

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[why are you doing this to me.]

#sERIOUSLY JUNHONG WHY ARE YOU SO ATTRACTIVE? 

[Know who else is attractive~? Hyunseung from B2ST/Trouble Maker. =w=] 

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Little Junhong so cute~><

cr: itsbap

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[BISH PLS I DO WHAT I WANT AHAHA-- IM AWFUL >D! ONE MOMENT I'M GOING TO THINK UP OF MORE THINGS TO DO.]

[i’M JUST GONNA LAY HERE. FOR A LONG TIME. AND CRY.] 

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This is my dog JaegerMeister, but we just call her Jaeger for short.

She’s a beautiful 3.5 year old German Shepherd, who is the sweetest dog imaginable. She barks at strange people, protects us, and is an around amazing dog. She even helps with my severe social anxiety, and has been a godsend for both me and my dad.

But last night she was kicked or hit with a log by my drunk uncle. My uncle is a drunk who wanders around aimlessly peddling for money and ither things. Last night he jumped over our fence and tried to come in through the front door, before requesting a blanket. Jaeger stood by and barked her little head off.

Bu last night, he probably came back in the dead of night and tried to sleep on thr side of our house. And then hit her with either a log or a rock to get her to shutup.

We noticed what was wrong this morning.

And now we can’t afford to pay for a trip to the vet. It costs about thirty dollars just to get her looked at, and then a hundred and fifty dollars for one of the operations that she may have to have.

A splint for her tail, or she may even have to have it cut off if the break is too severe. Her spine may even be messed up, I don’t know and I’m fucking SCARED.

She can’t play or even run, and she can’t even wag her tail. All she can do right now is lay in her bed and look at us.

I know this post won’t even be given a second glance by many people, but please. We need $350 dollars to help her and get her to the vet ASAP. My father is a single parent and we can’t afford to help her.

We spent much of our money taking her to the vet in previous days for her lung infection, which we got assessed and dealt with.

Any and all donations will mean so much to me and will go to helping Jaeger. If you can’t donate, can I kindly ask that you reblog this post?

Jaeger needs help, and to do that you can donate here. Please tumblr, this dog means the world to me.

We’ve only had her for three weeks.

http://www.gofundme.com/5lexkc

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[Huhuhu~]

Within my chest, which was disappearing  into a swirl named "loneliness",  you were born before I could notice,  as the first warmth I came into contact with.

You made my locked-up heart move again  with your silent eyes right before me.  If I would devote my entire life to you,  then even those eyes of yours...

You have given me, who have nothing,  a heart capable of loving someone else.  I, who have nothing, want to give you a wonderful thing  that you have brought into my attention--  a "heart".

From that time on, many season passed,  but your eyes still remained colorless.

['Hey, play with me!']

No matter how much knowledge I tried to link together,  the boundless answer was as evasive as always.  Eventually, unable to resist the flow of time,  on my last day, together with you...

I won't forget, I won't forget the days we spent together. 

Those are days as bright as the sun's rays. Goodbye. Goodbye. I'll be on my way now.  In this last moment, please smile, at least a smile...

Ah, time, as heartless as usual, 

has sounded the bell of the end.

Please give me a little more time.  Please let me say what I want to say.

[ 'I... you... promised me...' ]

The very last thing I want to say to you...  "Thank you."

[i’M JUST GONNA LAY HERE. FOR A LONG TIME. AND CRY.] 

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Chrissy-pooh is proud of you. Angst--! <3

holy shite guise angst jesus is praising kohai noob angster holy crow oh my god why is everything going parallel?????

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[-whispers into the winds- i painted with the colour of angst i have won this battle]

[i’M JUST GONNA LAY HERE. FOR A LONG TIME. AND CRY.] 

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[fUCK YEAH I AM VICTORIOUS. MUWAHAHAHA—]

[i’M JUST GONNA LAY HERE. FOR A LONG TIME. AND CRY.]