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That girl. Shinji had seen her for just a passing moment, earlier. He'd wondered who she was. He wondered if she had to live here.

Maybe she was sick. There were labcoats everywhere, and labcoats were for doctors, so maybe she had to stay in this sad, dark place because she was too sick. That was so sad.

But none of those previous concerns particularly mattered to him right now. He was lost, he had been for a while.

And this place was not particularly fun or even pleasant to explore.

"Yes...!" the boy rushed to his new friend's side, completely unafraid of her appearance or the way she talked.

It didn't scare him, but- there was a strange feeling. The blue-haired girl with the pretty red eyes before him now, she was clearly his age, and yet somehow she felt way older than him.

"Can...can you help me...?" More than being shy, Shinji longed for a sense of security, one that lead him to take Rei's hand as he asked her this. He wanted to believe in her, believe in anyone, that things were going to be ok. He wanted someone to tell him that.

"I...I'm Shinji Ikari! My dad is the...director, I think that's the word. But he's never brought me to work before, and he told me to go play..."

Your attention is at once fleeting and all-encompassing, your memory fractured shards. But you are drawn to the reflective, peering at yourself whenever you catch a small, pale hand in a mirror, in a glass, fragile locks of sky blue touching your cheek. Like a damn ghost, you heard one of the labcoats say, and the word is empty as a breath when you try to feel it with your mouth, but still you clench your jaw tight in resentment when you catch it in the gaps of your teeth. So quiet and barely there, something dead lingering where it shouldn't.

But if you were to be a ghost, you must haunt, scratch and claw for meaning with your own pale hands. The unchanging ceiling bores you, and startling the labcoats lost its spark after some time. He is always there, with a subtle curve to his lip and a hand on your shoulder. At the very least, he indulges your thirst for conversation, let's you play with his glasses, and his attention fuels you as much as it revolts you, but the dichotomy drives you towards him all the same, as a mother chases the light.

Then, one day, comes the boy, trailing sullenly behind him. Their likeness is what catches you first : that same harsh brow, the hard flickers of resentment in dark eyes. But a second longer and you see bits and pieces of yourself, staring right back, mixed within this new face but familiar all the same. The same slope of your nose, the same fall of the eyelids, as if someone had taken them right off of your face and sewn them onto him.

You don't have to wait long before he's left alone, abandoned to wander the walls with barely a hint of the same surety you have.

Quietly, you approach him, crimson hues fixed upon his back.

❝ Are you lost ? ❞

The First one has found you, @digitalworid

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⋆⭒˚.⋆ Yo.

Ni's made a carrd for Rui-kun. So here's a fast quick promo.

♡ or ↺ if you would like to interact with my digi-muses. I’m totes fine with doubles/duplicates, as I also write their mons!!

⚠ Fair warning: due to some muses having heavy backstories with a few dark themes, this blog contains depression, character death, child abuse and mild body & psychological horror. This stuff is tagged properly anyway.

Also, there might be spoilers from recent digimon stuff, like the movie THE BEGINNING, for example -- tagged as 02tb spoilers

I'm 25+ and if you are underage I will not interact with you & I will softblock and maybe block you if you insist.

DNI if you do not own a roleplaying blog. please, thank you.

(i'll check blogs + rules of peeps later, so give it a try!!)

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WHEN I FOLLOW YOU, I WANT TO INTERACT. I don’t follow for follow, I follow you because I’m interested in your character and want to write with you. sometimes, even when you follow me, I’m too shy to approach, or I’m just not really sure HOW. please; if I’m following you, shoot me a message. go ahead and RANDOMLY JUMP IN MY INBOX. Something – just know that if I follow you, I WANT to interact with you!!

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"Surely you could beg Mr.Lee to try and get it made? Jianliang always gets digimon stuff the day that it comes out, after all." Even more so after their adventure had passed, a constant stream of apology presents in an attempt to buy back his eldest's love.

Juri actually doesn't think about it when Takato says that, they're her friends too and she misses Calumon and Guilmon desperately.

Then Takato looks away from her, looking ashamed of himself.

That's good, because when he looks back again, she has her plastic smile back where it was.

"I miss Guilmon too, everyone in class does actually."

There’s a moment where his smile falters in the realization. Guilmon wasn’t there, sure, but he’d never been a part of the card game, even if Takato would love that. His expression looks sad for that flash, thinking of Leomon, but he quickly forces a smile back up on his face.

“It’d be awesome if there were a Guilmon card. I wish I could have one too!” He would, of course, absolutely use it if he could. That was his baby. Kind of. He adores him, either way.

“I always miss them though, you know?” Probably the wrong thing to say, as he realizes immediately after it comes out of his mouth. Uh-oh.

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a tender glimpse beneath the surface

❝ i'll always protect you. ❞

❝ i never meant to get this close, but now that i have i can't let you go. ❞

❝ i live for the moments when you look at me. the rest of the time i'm just existing. ❞

❝ i don't like how you make me feel. but i like not being around you even less. ❞

❝ i wish you wouldn't look at me like that. when you look at me like that i...it makes me wanna do things i shouldn't ❞

❝ there's no line i wouldn't cross for you. don't you realize that? ❞

❝ i did this for you. no one else. ❞

❝ i don't like it, but i'll do it for you. ❞

❝ i wonder how much of myself i'll have to give to you—how much i have to lay bare—before you realize how much you're taking. ❞

❝ i'm not trying to fix you. i'm just trying to be your friend. ❞

❝ i'm not um, real good at thank yous. or sorry's. but if you ever need me, i'm there. i owe you one. ❞

❝ i've seen you at your worst and i'm still standing here. ❞

❝ you've seen me at my worst but you're still here... ❞

❝ you can be mad at me, i can take it. i'd rather you be angry than shut me out. ❞

❝ i'm not angry, i'm just scared. ❞

❝ i know you love me, but do you like me? ❞

❝ do you think i'm a good person? ❞

❝ do you think i care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference? of course i'm helping you. ❞

❝ tell me what i can do to show you how i love you. i will give you anything you ask for. ❞

❝ you don't have to keep apologizing. just be here. day in and day out and prove that you're gonna keep showing up. that's all you have to do. ❞

❝ i only sleep well when you're next to me. ❞

❝ i don't want an apology i just want to understand. ❞

❝ i could actually use a hug right now. ❞

❝ i want everyone else to go away, but you can stay. ❞

❝ i actually do care what you think about. you're probably one of the only people whose opinion matters to me. ❞

❝ you always seem to know what i need. ❞

❝ you always seem to know just what i need to hear. ❞

❝ i want you to call me when you need someone. i want to be here for you. ❞

❝ you're the one i wanna call when i need someone. ❞

❝ seems like i always want you around when everything feels all fucked up. guess that means something. ❞

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yeah i held out hope that Maybe the will would return but im like, not going to write Takeru ever again

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hikari

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💞💘🌸 VALENTINE'S DAY HEADCANONS ; an assortment of headcanons related to the holiday or just love in general. Send in one or more to learn more about my muse! Specify muse if you're a multi!

{ HEARTS 💘 } ---- What's the most important thing that your muse holds close to their heart? Is it a person, place or thing? { CANDY 🍭 } ----- Does your muse like to eat candy or buy candy for themselves on this holiday? Has anyone ever gifted them candy? Do they like it? { LOVE 🥰 } ----- What does love mean to your muse? Do they feel loved/lovable? Are they the type to love easily? { AMOR 😍 } ---- What was their first love confession like? Did they get rejected? Did it happen over a special occasion (like a date)? { CRUSH 🌸} ----- Do they get crushes easily? How do they act around their crush? { GLITTER ✨ } ----- What's an ideal outfit for a Valentine's Day date? Do they like dressing up? Describe what they'd wear! { GIFTS 🎁 } ----- Do they expect gifts for the day? What's something they'd give their partner? { DATE 🌆 } ----- Describe your muse's ideal date. Do they have a dream date they'd like to go on? { DANCING 🪩 } ----- What kind of activities does your muse like to do with their partner? Are they good at these things? { KISSES 💋 } ----- Is your muse a good kisser? Have they ever had a bad kiss before? What's a memorable kiss they've had? { XOXO 😘 } ----- What's something steamy or spicy they've done on a date? Do they usually have sex on the first date? What's a wild sexual encounter they've had? { ROMCOMS 🍿 } ----- Do they enjoy romantic comedy movies? Have they ever read a romance novel? What are their favorites? { CHOCOLATE 🍫 } ------ Are there any special desserts or sweets they order while on a date? Do they have a sweet tooth?

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FOR EVERY 🎤 SENT, I WILL LIST A SONG I ASSOCIATE WITH MY MUSE.

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"Thank you!" She manages a genuine smile in reciprocation. "Though I don't really mind if I'm good or bad..."

"I just wish I could have a Guilmon card..."

Though mostly competitively viable, the main feature of Juri's deck was that it had all of her friend's partner's in it. And others - suggestions to balance it out on one hand, and cards she found cute on the other. Her strength was more in a proper understanding of how to use her favourite cards than any deck-building.

Guilmon wasn't the only notable exception, though, despite her comment. No, if you noticed what she was doing, one absence was so evident as to scream out for attention.

Perhaps it would be too painful to have him in her deck.

Or maybe she just didn't want him to get into fights anymore.

Unfortunately for Takato, he definitely had not connected the dots until part of the way through their first game. As much as he enjoyed the game, he was relatively mediocre at it, and Juri was clearly good, despite her newness to the game. Right, she’d been taught by Ruki, who lived in a completely different world when it came to this game.

Still, he was having fun, even if he wasn’t doing particularly well.

“Wow… You’re really good at this.” He does, however, say this with a smile.

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Send "What if they kissed?"

and I'll write a scene where our muses kiss, even if they aren't shipped together. it is it's own thing and doesn't have to lead to an official ship. a "what if scenario"

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♢      —        send  [ THEY’RE A 10 BUT … ]  and finish it in my muse’s inbox.

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There was a problem with the assumption that experience would play a major factor here; that being the person she was always playing with.

Like the child of a grandmaster experienced chess, even if Ruki went easy on her, the baseline she was starting from was wildly different than when Takato started playing.

A glance at her cards as they made preparations to play demonstrated that handily - though it was basically human nature to pick your favourite digimon, the idea of energy distribution…wasn’t. Yet Ruki had definitely drilled it into her head.

Still, she hadn’t beat the digimon queen or anything. And she *was* new. Like a digimon princess just born into the royal family; a child who didn’t understand the immense power of her own existence.

The card game… in all its intensity, the whirlwind of an experience, as far as Digimon went, he still loved the card game. It was fun for him, always, even when he lost. And… well, he kind of lost a lot. Juri was much newer to the game than him, though. Still, he wouldn’t necessarily go easy on her — that would be disrespectful.

“Okay, yeah, let’s play!” A grin from ear to ear.

Juri may be different from him, but hopefully, they’d both have a good time.

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Me when I'm literally a crazy person

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