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For someone to like me the way he did… no one wants to fuck someone like me I knew it wouldn’t last. But. Idk. Thought I found my person

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Would do anything for some miracle to happen and I’d earn his love and attraction again

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Im not asking to be his one and only or even his favorite I’m just asking to be fucking cared about not picked last bcs everyone’s more interesting and attractive and all that bullshit then me . I’ve lived my whole life like that I thought it was gonna be different for once

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What did I do to deserve this I just want to be good why am I never good enough to have anyone stay and care

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I should’ve known better then to trust someone with my heart again iim so fucking stupid I’m so exhausted

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I was stupid and gullible to think someone liking me like that could ever last im such an idiot

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I miss feeling like he cared I miss the old care and love and affection and other things what if I never feel those feelings again

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when you feel like the stress could literally cause your death and the person probably wouldn’t give a shit. Like what am I supposed to do anymore. I’m too broken it hurts

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how to casually be like “hey the stress you’re putting me through by treating me like this is making my physical and mental health really bad, and I feel so fucking sick all the time even when you haven’t given me an utter meltdown” without them leaving you

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What if he doesn’t love me anymore

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I think he’s going to leave me and I can’t even blame him

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no one would even realize I was gone

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the only way to keep myself from hurting anyone else is to kill myself and the idea is becoming more and more appealing

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I would kill to be actually attractive

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feel so unwanted and even unloved but that’s chill

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I wanna kms so much

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can’t shake the feeling I did something wrong so I logged out