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happy birthday, Naib Subedar

I forgot to post it here ok?

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Norton in a kilt🙏🙏🙏🙏

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I saw someone comment very nicely on my work and it reminded me to share more of my drawings here 🥺 here are the sketches for my racer AU. luchino is the second pilot in Norton's team

this one right here is Naib in his casual outfits before and after he met Norton (Norton started gifting him clothes)

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Racer AU

i decided to collect all the descriptions and notes i have for my AU. its centered around nortnaib(!!!) and is set in modern UK

tw. age gap, unhealthy/abusive relationships ig.. so 18+

Norton Campbell: Everything revolves around Highway Cavalier. He is a successful young racer (although by the way, 28 years old is not very young in this sport... yeah), Jack's successor, sometimes even perceives him as a father figure. Between the ages of 24-28, Norton crashed a car, getting burns (inspired by the story of Niki Lauda), but he continued his career, which only increased his ratings and strengthened his reputation as a goal-oriented person who spits in the face of danger. Norton is Jack's student, (and, as you will see later) he is not far from his teacher. In public, Norton is an attractive man with a charming, sparkling smile, but in private, he lets his true colors show: rude comments, reluctance to enter into close relationships due to his irresponsibility (but he will never refuse a night with one of his fans or random ladies from the bar), fatigue from popularity and constant surveillance by journalists, as well as a thirst for control and submission from weaker people.

(i dont have a proper reference for Naib yet so here's my friend's fanart [tap for the link])

Naib Subedar (16 y.o.): A few years ago, he saw Norton on TV / met him at his father's work and from that moment on, the racer became his idol, and Naib himself began to dream of such a career. Alas, Jack forbade him to follow his dream, because he did not want to burden himself with training a small one, so Naib was left with only getting as close to racing as possible. He trained as a mechanic and by a lucky coincidence (i.e. thanks to his father, who helped just so that naib would finally leave him alone) Naib got into Norton's pit stop team. Norton is the first person who treated Naib kindly, because of this, the guy, thirsty for love and recognition, only fell in love with his idol more and is now ready to do anything for the sake of another praise and hope for love.

Jack (~50 y.o.): a living legend nicknamed the Ripper. He received the title for how cruelly he smashed his opponents to smithereens. Behind the mask of success and skills hides a not very honest person.. a hypocrite, a misogynist, who has no problem using his influence for quick pleasure without obligations.. but here's the problem, one of the ladies got pregnant, which Jack found out when she showed up on his doorstep with little Naib, and then disappeared without a trace because she couldn't live with the child - an eternal reminder of the coercion she had experienced. Jack was furious and even thought about getting rid of naib, but.. his agent (it turns out, Eli) came up with the idea of using the little one to strengthen Jack's positive image in the media. Now he's not just a racer who always takes gold, but also a single father. a real hero. Jack and his team's ratings have skyrocketed, but no one has any idea what's going on behind closed doors. Jack doesn't hesitate to resort to psychological and physical violence against naib, he doesn't like him and sees him only as a hindrance. But Jack has immense respect for his student Norton, whom he took under his wing after retiring due to age. Naib grew up downtrodden, lonely and passive, in addition to this, the child had to constantly listen to his father enthusiastically talk about Norton, who was surpassing his teacher more and more every day. However, surprisingly, Naib did not hate Norton because of this, on the contrary, in the guy's eyes, Norton is an ideal person. unlike his father, who's not only a tyrant, but also an alcoholic.

Jack will continue his life as a bachelor, hiding a strange relationship with his agent. he doesn't admit that there's anything more to them than just business, but they're certainly close and eli knows that jack is under his thumb. no one knows anything about eli, jack's agent, journalists are desperately trying to find out the truth, to bring him to light, but each time they only find dead ends. but in reality..long evenings over a bottle of wine, discussing careers and personal lives.. neither of them are interested in romance. Jack is content with communicating with the agent, one-night stands with random women and a son on whom he can vent all his anger. and eli is satisfied with the fact that it was he who made jack who he is. however, when harassment charges are brought against jack...they will both have to take it, even if eli suffers from it not directly

Naib's and Jack's life is a classic case of abuse. The boy suffers a lot from his father, hates him for it and even acknowledges it. But at the same time he's still attached to his only parent and loves him. During peaceful days, when jack's calm and sober, they can even spend some time together and naib enjoys these moments. Naib still would take care of his father. As for jack, he forgets about the boy most of the time, leaves him home alone for hours and the only company are maids that come to clean a couple of times a week and couriers that bring food and nervously glance at the neglected child (especially when Naib was just a little boy). It negatively affected jack's work only in the beginning, when he had to take care of his toddler and lacked sleep and relaxation time. Norton surely noticed that there was something more behind the facade of a proud single father.

Around average people (who's not as close) Jack keeps his image strong so people didn't notice the signs. Often celebrities tend to turn out to be actually awful people behind the closed doors. i wanted to base Jack's (and Norton's kinda) character on that. I think Jack would have rarely showed his child to the public, or when he did, he would threaten Naib to act like a perfect son, always smiling and keeping quiet. We can also imagine him in sponsor clothes. And, seeing the cute boy in cute little outfit, the public will only be happy and touched, not suspecting that something is wrong. If we remember about eli, he can carefully deal with nosy journalists, not giving them a chance to unravel the truth. so yeah, no one would ever help naib. his father's agent doesnt care, norton is a predator, teachers at school would close their eyes on everything and happily receive charitable donations from Naib's father, and he doesnt even have friends to care about his state.

Norton and Naib will start a relationship. Naib will naively consider it love, while Norton will only use him, giving false hope for emotional closeness to make it easier to manipulate. But who knows how their relationship will develop further ... will they ever be able to come to something healthy?

Norton is like that because, growing up while getting showered with affection, made him think that hes superior to other people and has every right to control the ones who are weaker. and Naib is definitely like a helpless lamb to him. At least in the beginning. With time Norton will get used to Naib and.. maybe he will even start loving the boy. It will happen unnoticed by him, of course, and there will be small signs: at first he'd hope to meet naib as soon as possible not only for sex but for a conversation, he will look at some pieces of clothing or other things in the store and think that naib would love them, he will start to genuinely take care of the boy and get happy seeing him smile. Fondness will replace lust but this transition would be so slow that Norton wouldn't get scared and instead will embrace it.

some more sketches with them

PS: i think i should come up with a name for this AU so its easier to refer to it... also i will continue to edit this post as i keep adding details. and i have nsfw sketches of them in my twitter or telegram channel (nickname's the same as here)

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happy birthday norton campbell

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<3

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bloody queen

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reflection, india ink on paper

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prospector nymph awards

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colonel dax light study

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im not familiar with Eli's lore but i like thinking that he's completely blind and his owl helps him navigate this world.

either that or, he's not blind but has to cover his eyes so his real vision doesn't interfere with prophecies

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sketches with shark naib and his pirate norton

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betrayal

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some silent hill drawings i did in september. these games affected me some much i love them

btw i do commissions to save money for new computer, dm me if you're interested

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drew soul catcher as that one scene with death from puss in boots hope you like it

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hunter mike