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Movie Stills of Brad Pitt as Tyler Durden in Fight Club, 1999

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Paragraph from Carl Jung's red book

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I don't even recognize myself anymore

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DERROCHE, pure spanish horse, by Juliane Meyer.

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stop pouring into cups that leave yours empty

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A life without art and beauty is a life to be shunned

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Ask the Dust (2006)

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if you’re not into some dumb embarrassing shit you’re not living your truth

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Growth requires safety

When our nervous system is overwhelmed, expression, character development is suppressed as all our energy goes towards survival.

Sexual expression, creativity, socializing, growth and expansion, - all these things suffer when we are in an environment of stress, a place that is lacking safety.

More precisely, when we are not able to feel a sense of primordial faith and trust that would allow us to deal with these external stressors.

One is always in a floating state, not fully present anywhere, not experiencing anything fully out of means to protect oneself

So to solve anything, you must must must start with your nervous system or more so expose yourself to new things gradually with the thoughts in mind

that you're safe

the thing you anticipate is not as bad as it feels like

This is where I am currently at and for the first time in my I feel fully present and aware - not in a delusional way.

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Albert Camus, Notebooks 1935-1942

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Returning fully into reality after being too invested in spiritual matters is a full circle moment. Being grounded in reality is our default and most healthy mode. Spirituality was a helping hand through tough times - to help me understand my past, heal from trauma. to get me through lonely times. But one must let go and eventually and face the harsh aspects of reality as true wisdom lies within experience, not book knowledge.

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Pure creativity vs. impure creativity

Aprior vs. Aposteriori

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Timidity is dangerous

Do what's necessary, stop playing around - stop doing stuff in order to feel like you've done something- that's still procrastination