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imagine you're shy n apprehensive to let your partner blindfold you, but she finally talks you into it. so you put on your cuffs, hands behind your back, and she covers your nervous eyes with a soft cloth, tied around your head. it's a little scary, not knowing when, where, or how she's going to touch you. you wiggle your leg in fear and anticipation. finally, she puts her hands on you. it's not so bad.

your heart sinks when you feel another pair of hands.

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lets go to the beautiful land of jerking off.... everyone all together.... take my hand. no not that one. that ones busy.

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anyway. thinking about involuntary exhibitionism. being shown off in public against your will by a friend, begging for them to stop, but they don't, because they can see how hard this is getting you. the lack of control, of knowing this is a bad idea, and that people you know will see, and feeling humiliated and helpless and very turned on at this idea. even much later, when you're clothed again, knowing at any moment that they could lift your dress over your head and show you off like you deserve <3

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I think a nursing hand job is maybe the hottest way to get someone off. It's almost embarrassing to receive, right? Its nakedly Freudian. To combine the oral pleasure with the genital one, nursing like a baby while your cock is being stroked, while fingers reach inside of you?

It positions me so that I can talk you through it, support your head like a real nursing baby. Press your face into me to envelop you in warm, soft breast while my hand teases slowly. Watching you get wet, watching your hips buck as you just need that little more?

So pretty for me like that. So vulnerable as you suck my nipples harder and I get to watch your body shake. While I get to tell you how proud of you I am.

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thinking abt mommy making me cum a bunch of times and then softly falling asleep in her arms... only to feel my pussy getting tingly and tingly and realizing she's been lapping at my clit watching me get wet and desperate for her all over again

i would whine and protest but still let her stretch me out with her strap i fear

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the human brain's susceptibility to praise is a great tool because no matter how much you never wanted to be pregnant in the first place, or how uncomfortable and disembodied it makes you to see your tits swell up for somebody else, or how gross and violatory the pumping sessions are, eventually the dopamine hit from hearing your captor praise you for being such a good dairy cow while they stroke your hair and play with the pretty new bell you earned is going to start penetrating the membrane of your will

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what's the term for the kink where you get off on being forced to admit stuff. where you don't like to talk about your embarrassing secrets unless someone is condescendingly teasing you about it and they're getting sadistic pleasure from your discomfort and they have you backed into a corner and you know they're not going to let you know peace unless you spill your guts to them. i get so insanely horny for that. but like. i would never fucking admit that though. you could not torture that information out of me

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going out with friends together and you drag me off to fuck my face and make an absolute mess of me and bring me back like nothing happened when everyone can tell.

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i think it's important for most people's mental health to have a space where they can safely and unashamedly express being horny and i don't mean milquetoast tongue-in-cheek "oh step on me mommy" jokes or whatever i mean capital h Horny

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mandatory glory hole time when a girl turns 18 so she learns how to serve the community 🩷 getting her face, cunt and ass fucked all day will make her learn to value a man's pleasure, spankings and other genital torture will make her perform better as to avoid the punishments, strict and enforced orgasm denial will make her focused on being useful 🩷 wouldn't wanna marry a girl who hasn't learned her place from a young age, right?

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High key want someone or multiple someones watch as my partner absolutely ruins me. I can imagine everyone's eyes looking at both of us, drinking in how sexy we both are. How much they wish they could touch either of us but it isnt allowed.

I'd even be more than happy for us to take audience suggestions. It'd ultimately be my partner's call. I'd be so happy to take any command from her to show all parts of myself off to our little audience.

I'd try so hard to put on such a good show for everyone. To be even more fun to watch than porn. To be so eager to do as my partner says for our audience. I'd even do whatever she needed for her to put on a nice show.

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Kinda wanna get walked in on when I’m masturbating, have my boy toy come home and find me sprawled out, headphones on, hand between by thighs, I don’t notice for a couple minutes too lost in the audio (major voice kink). Till I look up to see him staring hungrily at me, he encourages me to keep going, he’s just gonna watch for now. I’m a little shy but keep going anyways, nipples hardening even more over the thought of him watching me. He starts to rub his dick over his pants and comes to sit down by my bed, still telling me to keep going. Embarrassed but even more turned on, now I’m fully fingering myself, whining how it’s not enough. He says if I cum once by myself, he’ll fuck me till I can’t walk, but I have to do if myself first

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like come on, make me show off my pussy in public. spread my legs and pull my pants off and spread my cunt so everyone can see how wet i am despite my protests and humiliation. then start playing with my clit and invite other people to touch me while you do, feel me flinch at every new and sudden touch. soon enough I'll cum and you can invite them to make it happen again themselves. you can shove the fingers you used in my mouth to shut my protests down too

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thinking about. girl who nurses on me so much she actually makes me start lactating on accident

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The final boss of bed time is masturbation

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talking someone through sex the way a medical doctor explains procedures to patients.

"i'm just going to rub you here."

"you'll feel a little bit of resistance as you push into me..."

"just take a deep breath. in...and two fingers inside..."

something abt med play, something abt a handjob with medical grade gloves and tallying orgasms on a clipboard. something abt prescribing aphrodisiacs and making an excessive amount of follow-up appointments...

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thing where somebody gets so mindlessly turned on that their hips start jerking forward rhythmically and involuntarily like a needy dog very easily one of the hottest observed phenomena