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i feel really peaceful, like im going to have a good summer, and that there's going to be a lot of lessons and progress and growth for me this year, and that's how i want life to feel, i have a lot of ambition and i need to remember and internalize how it feels to distill a grand ambition into a simple day that's followed by another

moon calendar said this is a month to slow my nervous system down, to take solice in solitude. i also drew the four of swords tarot yesterday.

id love company and for others to see what im up to, to know my heart and my mind and my life, but i can't show them, they have to quietly witness. that's what i'm looking for, someone to share a life in which we're simply witnessing each other.

im not sure if it's time for me to have that yet.

all i have is the vision and dreams im holding in my heart and my deep soul sense of what feels right to me. all i can do is honor and follow that every day. it's not a show and tell of progress, it's a simple way of being. im already here.

im realizing there's one connection in my life that may feel out of step w this. and i'm going to handle it w all the grace that i can for both our sakes.

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my last 2 brain cells

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Earth & Wear by Nicki

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ketzal_coatl

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“you should be at the club” i should be by the sea. i should be in the mountains. i should be awestruck and rendered speechless by the majesty of the natural world. if you even care

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HUGE music blinkie dump.. found some mayhem ones too which i was surprised about!!

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personally if i were an artist and teenage girls happened to gravitate towards my art i would consider that the highest fucking honour imaginable

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feeling free, feeling brave, feeling like i want the life i have...

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https://www.instagram.com/p/CI1YOx9hlw5

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Geoff Rickly (with a nosebleed) at the Fireside Bowl in Chicago, Illinois February 28, 2002 | Source

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Mushrooms growing on the skeltonised corpse of a deer.

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ZENDAYA "Challengers" Premiere in Paris, France

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fun fact: sapphics are actually allowed to objectify me however they want!