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if you start reading books again. you will feel at least a little better. I promise

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“I love you. I love you, but I’m turning to my verses and my heart is closing like a fist.”

— Frank O’Hara, Mayakovsky

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i don't know man, i just wish that we could [suddenly realising i'm coming dangerously close to expressing a real and earnest thought instead of filtering everything through several layers of intangible running bits] blow up the entire world. or something.

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I am a mosaic of everyone I have ever known and loved and touched and I find fragments of them in my playlists and how I make my tea. we may not know each other any more but we will stay connected like this. I hope a fragment of me is with you too.

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“A dream ago, perhaps.”

— Denise Levertov, from Poems: 1960 - 1967; “What Were They Like?,”. (via mirroir)

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worst part about getting angry is how much it makes you want to be mean

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Rose Quartz Sink

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what am i gonna do with my life. my one wild and crazy and temporary life.

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Marya Hornbacher, Madness: A Bipolar Life

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the first step to recovery is acceptance.

accepting that you are living with an illness, one that you did not ask for nor is it any fault of your own.

accepting that you are worthy of a healthy life fully of happiness, love and healing.

accepting that healing is NOT linear.

accepting that healing takes time, and to heal is to feel.

accepting that you can get better.

accepting yourself for who you are.

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this

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Bumping My Head Into U So Cutely Until Blood

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Ummmm sometimes you dread the weight of your life and other times it is an early morning in april and there are 5 species of birds singing and also the sun is shining through the baby leaves. Btw

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I need to (remembers to not make casual suicide jokes in order to encourage a more outwardly positive mindset and healthy conversational environment in my day to day life) kill myself

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sorry didn't realize you were looking for a "touch my butt and feed me pizza" kind of love and not a "you feel it so deeply it seeps through your pores and floods through the space between your ribs" kind of love. my bad.