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I am still alive, just still super busy. I am gonna probably get rid of most of my muses and keep Carver. It’s just trying to find time...is the hardest.

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I wish I could be active right now, but life issues are happening and work is picking up.

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Aiming to do some writing later tonight.

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Reverend Leonard Carson

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Cʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ Fʟᴀᴡs

absent-minded | abusive | addict | adrenaline junkie | aggressive | aimless | alcoholic | anxious | arrogant | audacious | bad liar | bigmouth | bigot | blindly loyal | blunt | callous | childish | chronic heroism | cheater | clingy | clumsy | cocky | codependent | competitive | corrupt | cowardly | cruel | cynical | delinquent | delusional | dependent | deranged | disloyal | ditzy | egotistical | envious | erratic | fickle | finicky | fixated | flaky | frail | fraudulent | foul mouthed | guilt complex | gloomy | gluttonous | gossiper | gruff | grudge holding | gullible | hedonistic | humorless | hypochondriac | hypocritical | idealist | idiotic | ignorant | immature | impatient | incompetent | indecisive | insecure | insensitive | lazy | lewd | liar | lustful | manipulative | masochistic  | meddlesome | melodramatic | money-loving | moody | naive | nervous | nosy | ornery | overprotective | overly sensitive | paranoid | passive-aggressive | perfectionist | pessimist | petty | power-hungry | proud | possessive | pushover | reckless | reclusive | remorseless | rigorous | sadistic | sarcastic | senile | selfish | self destructive | shallow | sociopathic | sore loser | spineless | spiteful | spoiled | stubborn | suspicious | tactless | timid | thief | tone-deaf | traitorous | unathletic | ungracious | unlucky | unsophisticated | untrustworthy | vain | withdrawn | workaholic

Tagged by: @wretchedwaters (thank you!)

Tagging: anyone! 

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I can’t be active to later tonight due to work, I go in about less than 30 mins. But are there any Dark Deception rp blogs? 

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American Psycho

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Scarlet Pimpernel Sentences

Madame Guillotine:

“ Kicked like a dog, I have spat out the bile of defeat!.”

“ I give you the judgement of God!”

“ Vengeance victorious! These are the glorious days!”

“ Give in pretty dear! In a year you will be pretty dust!”

“ God! When did man lose his reason?”

“ Save us my God if you’re there?”

“ God can you not feel the terror?”

“ The world may be ugly but each man must do what he must!”

Falcon in the dive:

“ Hunt for this man.”

“ Shout the moment you find him.” 

“ Be quick about it now.”

“ How the devil can I ever prevail when I am only a man.”

“ I wasn’t born to walk on water.”

“ I wasn’t born to sack and slaughter.”

“ A man can learn to steal some thunder.”

“ A man can learn to work some wonder.”

“ A man grows older, but his soul remains alive.”

“ I will survive!”

“ Let my heart grow colder and as bitter as a falcon in the dive.”

“ There was a dream, I don’t remember.”

“ But I will resurrect that dream.”

“ Here in hell where life gets cheaper.”

“ Here in hell the blood runs deeper.”

“ The strong will thrive.”

“ The weak will cower while the fittest survive.”

“ Oh the beauty of the fight!”

“ I’m not a man to hunger for blood.”

The Riddle

“ Darling, let your fantasies fly.”

“ Darling, life is cold and the game is old.”

“ You turn and someone betrays you.”

“ Betray him first and the games reversed.”

“ Can I trust you?”

“ Should you trust me too?”

“ Taking on your secrets to sell.”

“ Till it comes a day we sell our souls away.”

“ Through the mist your lover is beckoning.”

“ Face change, even smiles grow strange.”

“ Toughen your scars.”

“ Year by year we’re falling like stars.”

“ Can I run to you?”

“ Are you true to me?”

“ I’ll do one to you, as you do to me.”

“ We slowly learn someone has to burn, better you than me.”

“ Every Judas once loved a Jesus.”

“ Only fools follow golden rules.”

“ But can you trust me, wait and see?”

Where’s the girl?:

“ I remember days full of restlessness and fury.”

“ I remember nights that were drunk on dreams.”

“ I remember her, but it seems she’s gone.”

“  Where’s the girl with the blaze in her eyes?.”  

“  Now and then I still dream she’s beside me.”  

“ Where’s the girl who was burning for life?.”  

“ I can still feel her breathing beside me.”  

“ She and I took this world like a storm.” 

“ Bring your renegade heart home to me.” 

“ In the dark of the morning, I’ll warm you.”  

“ Don’t forget I know who you are.”  

“ We had dreams that were worth dying for.”  

Into the Fire:

“ He was only a boy but he knew someone must take a stand.”

“ let us ride home again with a story to tell!”

“ Don’t give in, don’t give up but give thanks for the glorious fight!”

“ You can tremble, you can fear it, but keep your fighting spirit alive!”

“ Fling into battle, spring to your feet.”  

“ Never hold back your step for a moment.”  

“ Never doubt that your courage will grow.” 

“ Hold your head even higher and into the fire we go!”

“ Yes it’s into the fire we fly.”  

“ The devil will burn.”  

“ You know you’ve got to march on.”  

“ Look alive, oh your courage will grow.”  

Prayer:

“  No, stay.”

“  I don’t care what you’ve said or done.”  

“  Don’t go away!”  

“  Help me to believe in you.”  

“ What on earth am I to do?”

“ This vision who was not quite real.”  

“ I must move on despite the pain.”  

“ Oh, Lord, how could you let me love like this?”

“ No one dies upon a kiss.”  

“ And only fools believe in bliss.”  

“ And yes, I know I am a fool.”  

“ It truly doesn’t matter what I am.”  

“ I’m broken but I’m still alive.”  

“ Lord, I’ll fight my battles all alone.”  

She Was There:

“ So many nights I have stood in the moonlight.”

“ Out of mind, out of sight.” 

“ All at once, I felt a chill.”  

“ I tried hard to hold my ground.”  

“ I believed I had a choice.”  

“ In a flash it fell apart.”  

“ We had so much to share!”

“ Was I too far gone to know?”

“ What a fool I must have been.” 

Believe: 

“ I trust you will be there.”  

“ I place my faith in you.”  

“ But we grow strong if we believe.”  

“ Hold on to me, and I’ll be warm.”

“ As roses bend through breeze,unbend me.”  

“ In the darkness, please, defend me.”  

“ Two in love become as one.”  

“ My love, come lean on me.”  

“ I do … believe … in you.” 

They seek him here:

“ Would you be so kind?”

“ They seek him here ,They seek him there.”

“ Is he in heaven or is he in hell?”

“ If you should see him, please do give a yell.”  

“ The ladies seek him everywhere!” 

When I look at you:

“ What I always see is the face of someone else.”

“ Why do you smile his smile?”

“ That heaven I’d forgotten eases through in you.”

“ If you could look at me once more, with all the love you felt before.”  

“ I’d never take my eyes away from you!”

“ Who can hold a memory?”

“ Oh, you were once that someone.”  

“ Then suddenly you changed and now I don’t know who you are.”

“ Did I create a dream?”

“ Even a memory is paradise for all the fools like me …” 

Only love:

“ I feel how much you need to hide.”

“ What’s happening inside you tonight.”

“ Come meet my eyes one moment more.“

“ This night, so beautiful and strange.”

“ Don’t turn away - it’s only love.”

“ Take my hand - it’s only love.”

“ Don’t be afraid - it’s only love.”

“ We can’t go back to where we were.”

“ Don’t be afraid to feel tonight.”  

“ Only a touch that frees you.”

“ Take the chance - it’s only love.”

“ Don’t close your eyes.”  

“ Reach out to me!” 

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Too tired from work to finish writing, but hopefully I can tomorrow or Tuesday on my day off.

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Like for a short starter. 

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“  Now all of Little Hope is mesmerized by you.”

Indie Little Hope RP blog for Rev Simon Carver/ Rev Leonard Carson. 

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My favorite gif to use in my discord group chats when we must contain our level of horny.

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✞ Rory Simon Carson was the only son of Reverend Carson and his wife Margaret. He was not often seen around Little Hope after the age of six, he became a trouble making child and no one knew why. Both his parents settled on shipping him away to boarding school as their efforts to correct this behavior had only failed them. From that point on Carson noticed the signs in the youth and began to try to warn parents. Doing all he could to help correct them so that when his son returned he knew how to carry on. After the arrest of Rev Leonard Carson and the disappearance of Margaret Carson, Rory was then placed into foster care far away from Little Hope never to return.  ✞

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Fear-Themed Headcanon Questions

Send one (or a few) to my muse and they’ll answer: 

Spiders: Does your muse squish bugs or put them outside? The Dark: Did your muse sleep with a nightlight as a child? Snakes: Would your muse ever keep an unusual/exotic pet? Blood: What’s the worst injury your muse has ever had? Clowns: Does your muse prefer comedy? Or horror? Mirrors: What is your muse’s least favorite thing about their appearance? Tight Space: Does your muse ever feel that they’re not living up to their own potential? Closet Monsters: Does your muse hide any aspects of their personality/life from others? Crowds: What does your muse think of big cities? Death: Name one thing your muse has lost that they wish they could get back. Ghosts: Has your muse ever seen something they couldn’t explain? Needles: Does your muse have a strong stomach? Curses: Does your muse believe in good/bad luck? How about karma? Heights: Is your muse a risk-taker? Solitude: Name 3 things your muse couldn’t live without. Fire: Would your muse rather be very cold, or very hot? Failure: Has your muse ever given up on an important dream? Abandonment: How would your muse win back someone who left them? The Unknown: Is your muse a philosophical person? Boogeyman: What position does your muse sleep in? Falling: What does your muse think about falling in love or commitment?  Change: What was a turning point in your muse’s life? Disease: What does your muse do on a sick day? Number 13: Does your muse believe any superstitions?  Noise: Name one sound your muse finds absolutely unbearable. Insects: Name something your muse finds gross or annoying.  Dolls: Has your muse ever collected something? Getting Old: Would your muse rather live 50 years loved, or 200 years alone? Social Phobia: Does your muse consider themselves an outgoing person?

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✞  Carson had a wife, her name was Margaret Carson. She was present in church along side her husband, having a deep passion to help others in need. Known for being upstanding and compassionate. Often times she would be the Sunday school teacher that watched over the little ones while Reverend Carson had his sermons. Those among the church cherished her as much as they did their Reverend. Though one day she suddenly went missing, no one knew what became of her and rumors had speculated. Some say she left Little Hope in the dead of night or some would question if the pair got a divorce, just never spoke of it. A divorce would raise a lot of attention as they viewed that course of action as a sin. With her absence Carson’s behaviors worsened, parents and town folk spoke out. They kept a close eye on him from that point onwards.

 The truth the people never found out had been Margaret stumbling upon her husband’s studies, which he kept hidden away in his home. Books and note books filled with words as well as symbols involving the occults. His strange ramblings. She had a vague understanding he did this purely for research, to protect them. But his time spend on this alarmed her greatly and she was caught rummaging through by her husband. He was undeniable upset, aggressive when she pressed him and overstepped her boundaries. Margaret soon wanted to separate from him out of fear and the fact he began to force her to keep silent, but due to numerous reasons they couldn’t divorce. Dawning on her that his reputation and power in the church proved to be more important to him than her. 

When Margaret Carson disappeared, Rev Carson used this situation as a catalysts to voice his concerns of the rising threats around them- involving the unholy cults that put them in danger. Acting as if he wanted to do all he could to protect everyone in Little Hope, act as some savior. Up to present day no one knows what became of his wife still and she seemed to fade out after the whole scandal that unfolded in 1973.  ✞

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❛  do  you  think  i  deserve  this ?  ❜ @mtamrphosis 👀

𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑺 @mtamrphosis

Turning his gaze towards the soft voice inquiring from the father, sensing perhaps a kind of hinders leading him to believe they were quite demoralized. Observing the child that sought out his attention, putting judgements behind. It was not his place to make assumptions unless ushered by the almighty.

Serenely providing words for the youth. Arms crossing behind his back. It was important for the reverend to not present himself as a intimidating, but welcoming and compassionate. Reverend wanted to always be present for his flock.

" Lost little lamb, I do not know your situation and what has led you to seem so frantic. Allow me to help you in this trying time. The Lord shall forgive you for your misdoings and bless you with a second chance. There is still hope for you, young one.

You can be saved.

Our Lord sent me here to listen and guide you in the right direction. I encourage you to tell me what troubles you and I'd like to bring you comfort with saying this stays between us and the Lord above."