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guess this is my life now

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The two ADHD moods:

- I can’t do it

- I can’t stop doing it

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Nice Autistic Childhood Feels:

watching your favorite movie or show over and over, going to the video rental place and picking out the same movie each time (if you’re old like me)

spinning around a pole, spinning around on a swing, spinning in general, swings in general

the toy or stuffed animal that had to go everywhere with you

sticking your hand out the window in the car and feeling the force of the air in your palm

incorporating your special interests into school assignments and activities whenever you could

creating elaborate fantasy universes and imaginary friends in your mind to daydream about for hours

staring at the screensaver or the weird music player animations on the computer

please feel free to add more, I know these aren’t universal but I love to reminisce about the nice parts of my childhood!

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don’t you know that you’re the only one for me?

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Having fluctuating, low or no empathy doesn’t make you unreliable, it doesn’t make you untrustworthy and it doesn’t make you a “fake friend”.

You can still care about people without perfectly replicating their emotional state, you can still care about people even if you can’t quite understand what they’re feeling and you can still care about people without being directly emotionally affected by their emotions.

You don’t have to feel sad because your friend is sad in order to want to make them happy again. You can still do good things to people without sharing their bad feelings.

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Even just reading your name makes my heart skip a beat

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i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself

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look, the sky does not sing for us and I know that now. but what if there’s something watching over us, a bird on a distant tree or a green blade of grass. a dust in your room. what if these small things are bringing us together, what if the air pushes against itself to move you closer?

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i just want you.

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i can’t wait to hear your voice again

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you deserve someone who isn’t embarrassed to love you & tells all their friends about u & saves your selfies, & tells u they love & miss you

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Let him ruin you before they do it for you.

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Me: Bpd who?? Idk her :)

Also me: *goes through the stages of grief three times a day*

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the bpd Void emotion rb if you agree

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When your mood drops and it takes every inch of your soul to not let it show, and you feel yourself actually rotting inside.

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You hold me until i fall asleep. I have no worries in your arms. Here i am free to just be.