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Same?? I also really love to admire wrists, necks, ankles, eyes & hips ^_^

Lmao yeah, tbh I'm rlly into how mouths look and hands like honestly it's just weird.

[dissociopath]

Ooh I love hands too! They're super prettty. Well at least some can be. I prefer people with nice looking nails. But I do like to appreciate all types of hands. Well kept male and female hands are very nice 😄

Lol I rlly like man hands, but like soft n strong lookin ones. The like low-key think I have a hand fetish but maybe I just rlly like em??

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Amputation, Stabbing, Freddie, Haunted Home, Black Dahlia, & Dahmer asks

Amputation: Idk if surgery counts but I had brain surgery that was p gnarly.Black Dhalia: It’s reddish brown. Like red highlights in dark brown.Dahmer: MaleFreddie: Goriest was one where me and other patients of a mental asylum we’re force fed human meat or another where I completely dismembered someone. Most mentally tolling was where my little sister was raped in front of me and then I was raped.Stabbing: HANDSHaunted Home: I don’t have time to think about ghosts. But I do sometimes believe there is something only I can see.

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Halloween/GORE asks:

Intestines: what's your favorite gore?

Eyeball: animated or irl gore?

Mouth: do you like cannibalism?

Stomach: can you handle gore?

Amputation: what's your worst injury?

Penetration: is gore sexual for you?

Murderer: do you like true crime?

Witch: do you like torture?

Zombie: do you like brains?

Scarecrow: do you like body horror?

Stabbing: favorite body part?

Jack-o-latern: are you homicidal?

Skeleton: do you like bones?

Entrails: least favorite type of gore?

Freddie: worst nightmare?

Haunted home: do you believe in the paranormal?

Black Dahlia: what's your hair color?

Dahmer: male or female victims?

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Me too, prison and/or death sentence scares me, I have a lot of things I want to do and death scares me a lot, I used to be at peace with the thought but I'm afraid of what comes next, though I do believe in reincarnation

I ain't afraid to die, just want to enjoy some things with the small freedoms I have now. Maybe when I've done everything else I've wanted to, then I'd do it.

[dissociopath]

Gotcha. Have you ever seriously considered eating human flesh?

Yeah, not like I'd do it cause I'm not down for prison but if I had the chance, consequence free, I'd totally do it.

[dissociopath]

Oh, is there a difference between vore and cannibalism? I thought vore was just like a different word for it...

Vore is like rlly tiny person eaten by big person,,,and like sometimes they're still alive in their stomach or smth? I'm into like irl cannibalism. Like reg person eats other reg person.

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I am, I have paranoid schizophrenia among 6 other disabilities that really just love to ruin every breath I take and destroy my relationships :) haha me too, though I did really love Silence of the Lambs. It's the movie that really kickstarted my interest in hard vore/gore. It started out as in interest in soft vore - y'know, the whole micro/macro-swallow-you-whole thing. Then it just kept progressing and getting bloodier until I was very interested in zombies and cannibalistic psychos 😁

Uh yah, tbh I'm not rlly into vore.kinda weirds me out. I'm into just good ol fashion cannibalism. Tbh I've had several different diagnoses but to generalize I have psychosis and a mood disorder (I really think I'm schizo affective). I've been coping okay recently tho. If you want you can pm me. (Don't gotta if you wanna stay anon)

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Ohh, me too, except I've never threatened anyone, just had really bad schizophrenic episodes. I've thought and dreamt of murdering people a lot, though. Cannibalism is good and I don't see enough of it tbh, for some reason it's hard to find good content for. Do you like Hannibal, then?

Hannibal's alright. Tbh you on the schizo spectrum? Also I prefer more aggressive cannibalism than like prim proper A1 chef Hannibal lol.

[dissociopath]

Ooh, same - it has to catch my eye, no matter what it is. I don't have a preference other than aesthetic, somehow I thought you'd be the same as well. 😁 have you ever physically hurt someone one or had a strong desire to? Ever envisioned it &/or had a plan? Do you mind these questions?

Yeah, was hospitalized for it lmao. I’ve been in n out of three mental hospitals due to threatening people and self harm. I'm really into cannibalism.

[dissociopath]

I gotcha. What kind of gore do you like best? irl or art? Eye trauma, slit wrists, decapitation, etc? Or do you enjoy it all?

I enjoy all, it's mostly about aesthetic for me. I love when it fits my aesthetic.

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Oh, I see - I have the opposite case, actually - I have an extremely low tolerence. Smoking weed and drinking alcohol are my main choices as well, but they always make me remember shit, so in order to cure my depression I have to take low doses unless I'm feeling rather masochist and want to remember 😁 which I do on occasion because who doesn't love pain where you're so fucked up? Have you ever tried taking enough to make you absolutely fucked? Or do you not want to trigger those memories?

Tbh I get fucked up all the time, the drugs just don't make me remember. I have an idea of what might've happened during my kidhood but honestly, I don't care enough to remember. Like I'm fucked enough as is rn.

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Not edgy at all 😁 Well it started with marijuana and went up from there, but honestly my body is very susceptible and so really all it took was a large dose of Satan's Lettuce to send all my memories crashing down upon me, the thing is I don't remember those moments, when I spilt everything. Those who were there tell me what I said and that I was crying about how I was raped and beaten as a child but I have no memory of saying those things - which - isn't new to me, Y'know? DID and all that 😑

Yeah, tbh I smoke all the time lol, I mean I haven't done any psychedelics but mainly alcohol n weed. Tbh it just gets me fucked up, I don't remember nothing and like I've never really blacked out either. (Probably cause of my extremely high tolerance)

[dissociopath]

Do you remember nothing? Through drugs I've been able to remember my past, my childhood, but that was another me - these days I'm someone different

Yeah I only remember some bits here n there. I don't believe I'm the same me. I think this isn't my body. Also sorry not sorry if that sounds edgy. Also what kind drugs?

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I don't know when my interest in gore began - I have dissociative identity disorder so my memories are pretty choppy... what's your name(s)?

My name's Andy, also I can relate. Sucks not remembering jack.

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You and I have much in common, when did your interest in gore begin?

I remember maybe since I was 10? I'm not super sure. I had brain surgery when I was 10 and since then I think I've always liked seeing people cut open. I started looking at irl gore on purpose when I was abt 12.

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