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College au 🌱🏛️

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i’ve been filling this canvas almost daily for a month with requests from tiktok

happy birthday kaveh ❤️

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im a barbie girll in a barbie worldddd

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cat and dog

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gifts the trans person in your life will appreciate

Large amounts of cash

large amounts of cash

large amounts of cash

large amounts of cash

large amounts of cash

pipeline punch monster

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Yeah so unfortunately, my friend was right. Muttering 'I'm gonna put on the greatest talent show this town has ever seen' darkly to myself is not only vastly funnier than saying I'm gonna kms, but is also somehow more concerning to anyone who might overhear it

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How to write hospital scenes 

From someone who’s definitely been in too many and would very much like a refund...ツ

⊹ Waiting rooms are emotional purgatory. They’re too bright, too quiet, and weirdly timeless. Fluorescent lights buzzing, TVs playing muted news no one watches, coffee that tastes like burnt stress. People aren’t relaxing in there, they’re just existing, awkwardly pretending their phones are interesting while dissociating at 40% battery.

⊹ Everyone talks in a whisper, but not because it’s respectful, no, it just feels wrong to speak normally. Like the walls might be listening, like if you talk too loud, something worse might happen, even the loud people get quiet in hospitals.

⊹ Overnight stays are hell. hospital chairs? medieval torture devices with upholstery. even if someone’s trying to nap next to a patient, they’re not sleeping. They’re half-listening to the symphony of beeping machines, nurse shoes squeaking, the occasional cough, and distant Code Something crackling over the intercom. it’s anxiety with a blanket.

⊹ The smell is unforgettable, like it’s not just antiseptic. it’s plastic and cafeteria meatloaf and sweat and fear and the smell of a place where people are very much not okay. the first time your character walks in, it’ll hit them like a wall. later, they might not even notice, or maybe it’s the only thing they can smell for days after.

⊹ Talking to doctors is a weird performance. You're trying to be calm, they’re trying to be calm. But no one is calm, your character wants to ask 47 questions and not sound desperate. The doctor explains things like they’re narrating a science video, and when they leave, someone will immediately go “wait... we forgot to ask” every. single. time.

⊹ Monitors beep constantly. half the time, it’s nothing. A wire got loose, someone rolled over. But the second it is something, the vibe shifts fast. Nurses appear like ghosts, machines start going off, and everyone starts moving. And your character? they might freeze, or panic, or forget they have lungs. Go with whatever makes sense for them, but make it visceral.

⊹ Time goes full funhouse mirror. Ten minutes waiting for test results feels like a year. A full hour stretches into eternity, meanwhile, three hours can pass without anyone realizing it. You can use this in your pacing, make it drag when the waiting is unbearable.

⊹ Hospital cafeteria food: Garbage. It’s either offensively bland or stupidly overpriced. The grilled cheese is six dollars and tastes like regret, and someone will 100% cry into a cold sandwich at 3am, because grief doesn’t care where you are.

⊹ People start fixating on tiny, random things. They can’t control the big stuff, so their brain zeroes in on a sock slipping off, a crooked IV pole, the repetitive drip-drip-drip of medication. Let them obsess over something small, it’s how the brain copes with being completely powerless...

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My love (ao3) is currently packing their bags (loading so so slowly) and I fear they are about to leave me (go down for maintenance). Is this true or am I paranoid? (just my wi-fi being slow)

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urgh i gotta make time to read this later,,,,,,

hey... i wrote a ratiorine fic... if u even care...

https://archiveofourown.org/works/66204157

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I open Tumblr. I post something that should be a diary entry. I close Tumblr. I open Tumblr after having it closed for 1.2 minutes. I reblog 176 posts in a row. I add tags of absolute gibberish to 7 of those. I close Tumblr. I open Tumblr I post yet another should-be diary entry. I close Tumblr. I open tu

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@tim-burton-bitch reblogged my one Aventurine post with some stellar tags and mentioned him being meme illiterate and it’s actually so funny to me because that’s so incredibly true AND ratio would 100% know memes he’s always around students who probably think it’s funny to show him dumb shit

Its like those tiktok videos making fun of showing ur mom a meme and the mom is always like “😕??? You know him ?? You took this picture ?? Did you write that ??” And I’m like oh my god that would literally be aventurine if ratio tried to show him a meme and I can’t stop laughing about it

And you know he’d get insecure and start overcompensating like “no yeah no ofc I know what a me-me is i'm literally aventurine of stratagems ofc i know hahahaha”

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I LOVE RODYA

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Mizuki for Trans Pride 💙💗🤍💗💙

I drew this for pride this year!! I also got into PJSK and I couldn't think of a more fitting character (,,>ヮ<,,) Mizuki and the rest of N25 are my favourites so far~

Happy belated pride!!!. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

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@lylacynth13 different ideas of ‘ramen’..

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