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I asked Peter to sign my cigarette pack because I didn’t have anything else on me…

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“Ladyshambles gig”, Babyshambles in Cologne, may 2006, part 1

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Carl: “Pete’s insistent on driving around in his boo boo mobile. It’s like a little caravan.”

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Didn’t sleep well last night. It was actually scary ’cause my brain just kept auto-playing Carl’s stage dive scene underneath my dreams, and I would wake up with my heart racing. I couldn’t stop it, pretty much like how I would respond to a traumatic event. Why?

Honestly, I just felt bad that I was drunk and couldn’t recall any details, and I wish I had said something meaningful to him or prepared some gifts or whatever. But I know it doesn’t really matter, it was a short interaction, but beautiful and sweet, and it’s enough for me. Why would I torture myself like this?

This whole morning I was listening to The Milkman’s Horse. Perfect for my mood.

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Another angle for the kisses collection

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For the kisses collection. Mexico

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I cannot even rewatched the pics and videos of the concert. It is too much ahhhhh my heart ahhhh 怕幸福得晕厥过去啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

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Peter serving cowboy cunt in Mexico 💅🖤

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How crazy was I to pay 100 bucks for this and have never opened it since I got it…like today is the first time I played the vinyl and still don’t know what’s inside the picture book.

Like 100 bucks for a pic book and a white vinyl!?!But if they release another album, I’d do it again…😓

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The lp finally arrived!

With my new turntable and new speakers… 💸

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You can see Carl’s face in this one. He is so sweet.

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omg my friend got the recordings of Carl’s stage dive! I looked so crazy I am not gonna share them and you cannot even see carls face in them just my fking stupid face. I am dying

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But peter didn’t sell the fanzine here! So I still don’t have one. 😭 Peter why don’t you want my money!

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I had pre-concert depression but not the post one. The happiness from last night will last me a long long time.

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me: pete and carl are so in love pete and carl:

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God, I live for all of this

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