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im leaving

before you get your hopes up ill just be migrating to a new ed account on here. no one really cares about my account anyways and i dont want it to be ONLY ed centered anymore. i want to include life shorts and fun stuff too. im keeping this account up as an archive of my past.  ive got a new boyfriend, im relapsing again, but everything is good. if you want to follow my story, find me. ill always be stix. good luck all of you, be skinny and shit

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its been about a year, let me update you all

absence

i hope you guys didnt miss me too much recently ive been relapsing hard, even walked 4 miles to buy some laxatives lost 3 pounds in a day have a date with my boyfriend tomorrow completely over that last guy, i got closure! been self harm free for about a month and a half! stopped having therapy and stopped taking my meds im doing really well except for my eating, and im okay with that im gonna be so beautiful tomorrow I get to chug monsters and bed wrestle with this guy i really love known him since middle school and trust him with my life at this point how i lost 3 pounds: eating less than 300 net cals a day, walking two miles after school, 100 sit ups and take a laxative before bed

good luck everyone! even if you didnt miss me, i missed you. i promise ill be much more active

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WeightCheck

I lost two pounds! 122.6 to 120.6 again. So close to my first gw. Had half a cup of black coffee, going on a walk in half an hour FOR half an hour. Then when I get home I exercise a bunch and relax. Maybe nap? I think I’m too wired for that though.

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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* the sexual tension between me and jumping off a roof *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

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Food Diary

Breakfast: Coffee 15 kcal for creamer (weaning into black coffee, im trying) Lunch: None lol Dinner: Rice cake, green tea, orange. Together 80 kcal Total: 95 kcal Not factoring in the ungodly amount of exercise i do after every meal, ive burned off everything i ate. Ill pop in tomorrow w a weight update!!

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my return + body checks

i know ive been gone for a couple months. i was focusing on recovery but im relapsing really bad right now. thought i might as well go the full mile with it and get to my ugw, 95 pounds. wish me luck, ill keep you all updated. 

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i hope my mom realizes that she’s the main reason i wnt to fucking kill myself

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yall gotta guess which one lmao 

INTERACT IF YOU ARE ANY OF THESE

have a start weight above 180lbs

are active (feb 2021)

18 or older

I NEED MORE MUTUALS!!

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Reblog to lock in ✨🧚‍♀️

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reblog if you need to lose 40 pounds (18kg) or more

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ive finally started irl school a mile walk in the morning and a mile in the afternoon im bound to lose weight now

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absence

i hope you guys didnt miss me too much recently ive been relapsing hard, even walked 4 miles to buy some laxatives lost 3 pounds in a day have a date with my boyfriend tomorrow completely over that last guy, i got closure! been self harm free for about a month and a half! stopped having therapy and stopped taking my meds im doing really well except for my eating, and im okay with that im gonna be so beautiful tomorrow I get to chug monsters and bed wrestle with this guy i really love known him since middle school and trust him with my life at this point how i lost 3 pounds: eating less than 300 net cals a day, walking two miles after school, 100 sit ups and take a laxative before bed

good luck everyone! even if you didnt miss me, i missed you. i promise ill be much more active

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i hate having to powder my nose at night tho

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i dont want to live another day. stopped antidepressants nd anxiety meds because weight gain.

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it may be my birthday but i still want to die kiki