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Dear Lettie,

I tried to stop by your room to inform you, but you seem to have been momentarily out, and as I couldn’t find any paper, I shall leave you a note here. Hopefully you will find it posthaste.

One of our flock has been causing… problems lately that have been brought to my attention. They will be momentarily residing in a place of penance within the temple walls. I have heard that you might have provided counsel to them before they came to me and confessed. Well done, but please I beseech you to leave space between yourself and this individual while they are undergoing rehabilitation. Truthfully I am not sure what this individual might be capable of, and your safety matters most to me.

You are a good child, and I do trust you wholeheartedly. I know you would never go looking for trouble or be led astray. Just take special care in the following days to not tread far out of bounds or follow after any…. Strange noises. If you see something concerning, find myself or Young Sydney.

Good Day Lettie Dear :).

- @jordan-the-pious 

Oh my... I have seen some concerning things on my Scrolling Page... I had a couple of suspicions as to their identity, but I tried not to think of it. The Seal of Confession is important, after all... And having a firm idea of who it is can sway how you respond, I find. ^^;

That aside, thank you for the warning... I always try to ignore those sorts of noises in truth, so it's not something I'm unaccustomed to. But yes, I'll make sure to keep my distance and to be careful...

Good day to you too! Or. As good as it can be, all things considered. Ah... Best of luck.

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Thank god youre leaving PLEASE dont come back

I’ll do whatever I please. Sorry, that’s a bit blunt, but it is still my account. 😐😑

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Hello, all. I have an important announcement to make. I apologize for the more serious tone, but I'd like to be brief and upfront.

I will be stepping back from Tumblr for a while. Whilst I won't delve into it, I've realized that I've been behaving out-of-line and I need to withdraw from social media and its temptations to refocus my attention on the temple and my faith.

That is all. Please respect my wishes at this time and refrain from speculating or spreading rumours. If it does not pertain to you, it’s none of your business. This issue will be handled offline with higher-ups at the temple.

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Why do you manipulate that poor girl :(

[As Cain reads the ask, a frown crosses his face. He furrows his eyebrows, only briefly considering answering it— before swiftly tapping the delete button.

It was stupid. Sure, he replied to incriminating asks sometimes, but this one was really straightforward. Plus, he had to wrack his brain as to who the anon was even referring to.

He wasn't— He's not manipulating Evangeline. Or anyone else for that matter...! If he's dawdling in their lives, it's only because he's trying to help them! He's just trying to guide the lost onto a better path, and if that's "manipulation", maybe it's for their own good? Ever think about that, Anon?]

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There is a mysterious package on your doorstep. What you find inside is...

Another lovely creature! 💚 I'll cherish it like the tiny cat figure Lina gave me 😊🙏

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Apologies for the late acknowledgment. Thank you sister for your guidance. You’ve given me much to consider, and I’ve been mulling it over. I believe my hesitance on the matter only amplifies the fact I need to seek help. It has been a while since I walked across those coals… it would do me some good.

I don’t want to hurt people. I’ve always wanted to help people. I started spending time with her to guide her toward a better, healthier life. But who am I to lead anyone if I cannot resist my own temptations? It’s the blind leading the blind, and it’s foolish and irresponsible.

Holding myself to a different standard than I hold others is useless, dangerous. I don’t know when it began or what changed to make the idea of hurting people became… Appealing…? Arousing? Specifics don’t matter. The fact is, it needs to be snuffed out immediately.

I know there will probably be… dire consequences when I come to the temple (and my friend) but it is what needs to be done. I can only hope that I will be able to recover what I’ve tainted and regain trust in the future.

(P.S. I didn’t sign off on the first message, but for continuity’s sake… I don’t know. Tag these as 🥝 or something, if you’d like to.)

I'm glad you're in agreement with me... I was worried you might change your mind on this if I was too straight forward.

So long as you aren't identified I can't make any promises in regards to the consequences or lack thereof from the temple - aside from those inflicted by yourself... Though if anybody happens to connect any dots and act on it, I suppose you'll have been right.

Best of luck to you. I hope your attempts at self-purification are successful. Do come back if they aren't and you feel in need of more dire methods.

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Everything is… alright, yes. It’s just not something I can admit in person lest I desire… stern repercussions.

Anyway, I’ve been intentionally misleading people. Or, one particular person.

She’s someone I truly hold dear and appreciate, yet I’ve been anonymously sending her sadistic, lewd fantasies I have about her. They make her scared and uncomfortable, but every time I send them, she comes to me for help. …Without knowing it’s me.

It’s just been devolving. I’m aware they were thoughts I should have kept to myself. That they were twisted things that would hurt her. She’s fragile enough as is. It was an act of selfishness, of gross self interest that I thought of while particularly… frustrated one night and I don’t know how to back away from this.

I can’t keep up the act anymore, I feel as if everything’s blurring together. I’m hurting her. Yet I’m the person she seeks comfort from. She’s coming to the very person who’s causing her issues in the first place and she has no idea. I’m overcome with guilt. How do I stop this?

Being needed by her is so exhilarating. I don’t want to scare her. But she’s so pretty when she’s scared. When she needs me. What do I do?

(Goodness, I really ought not to press buttons without my glasses on... I very nearly deleted this! That would have been dire!)

I see.... This really is a lot! I think I understand the difficulty in coming to the temple with this... Admittedly, I'm experiencing some difficulty being impartial here, but I'll do my best... I have no desire to go into detail, but I've met a couple of people with similar tendencies, though not identical... I wouldn't usually speak of it, but I feel it's important to get across how damaging this behaviour can be. ^^; However, I want to believe that the fact you've displayed such remorse and such a desire to stop means that there's hope for you.

I'm truly glad you seek to stop this! It sounds destructive for both of you, but the question of how is a difficult one...

If it is thoughts and feelings that plague you and keep you coming back to this, I believe thought stopping rituals might be in order, as well as some degree of purging, in order to cleanse yourself of the rot that's already there. Clean it all out and block up the hole through which more comes in.

I understand that coming to the temple about this is an issue for you, but my suggestion is to to attempt the trial of purity! Though it isn't necessarily for this, the coals are open for walking upon. ^.^ The burning agony will do wonders for your soul, I imagine. As for thought stopping techniques, meditation, repetitive chanting, lengthy prayer or even just humming or singing to yourself to drown your thoughts out can be effective! Let me know if you need more in depth rituals to quieten your mind.

As for cleaning up after the wrongs you have already committed... I'm afraid this is no easy task... I suggest you mentally prepare for your actions to have consequences. Keeping them to yourself forever doesn't sound beneficial for your recovery, anyway...

Best of luck to you!

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She lean on my tower till I pisa

Did you know…..

😢

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god you're priest cosplay made me 😩😩😩

There’s no cosplaying here, my monk’s habit is official & genuine. 🙏😁 While not an uncommon sentiment Ive heard, it’s a blasphemous thought to have.

To see a monk and feel lust goes against all of our teachings, what we’re supposed to stand for and avoid. But, regardless, thank you. I suppose.

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hi can i get the 3 finger combo with a lemonade and swap out the coleslaw for another texas toast please

Wrong Cain’s inbox… 🥲

You’re looking for Cane’s. Raising Cane’s, I think. 😅

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you make me so horny I piss myself 😛 I hope this helps ❤️

Well, I sure hope you’re being careful with it! 💚 Would hate for you to run into any trouble, medically or socially. …Speaking of, usually we keep these kinds of things to ourselves! 🤗

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🥵🥵🥵 forgive me father for I have sinned, my poor little piss hole is dripping for you 😖😖😖

Ooohh, such vulgar word choice… Selfishly, I feel you’re not truly here to seek forgiveness— but to mock me. Painting such a revolting picture… but I’m nothing if not lenient with my followers <3

You can change your ways. Don’t take your lustful thoughts out on others, focus that attention elsewhere. I name you forgiven by word, you must still forgive yourself by act.

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i think it means that you make them need to pee? hope this helps 😁☺️🙏

Ah. Yeah, I guess it does help. Thanks man 🤗🙏

…Still not super sure how I’d “make” someone need to pee but…. 😭😭 Regardless. The sentiment is interesting to say the least.

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What did this mean

Hey baby you make my peehole tingle 🥵

What…? 😭

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Hey baby you make my peehole tingle 🥵

What…? 😭

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dont look at my fucking boner when we fight

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fuck a talking phase lemme hold your dick while you pee