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she taught me non fiction stories were deeper: a poem by me
written 2009, it’s funny what you find in your old journals…
your hands feel cold on the small of my neck. and you lay with me and kiss me, you kiss me like you mean it. and you hold me; you hold me like you’ll never let go. you touch me, you touch me like you want me. and you have me, you have me like you need me. and when you’re done, you say ‘i love you’ but do you? do you love me, do you love me like i love you? i ask you, and you say yes. i can feel your body quiver, and i couldnt feel more at home. i can feel your warm breath on my hair, and i want you to remember the scent of my hair. and you kiss my forehead,and im assured 'im yours forever’ you ask me, 'will you always stay?’ and i will, ill never leave, and even when i do, or if i do. if i ever even could, i wouldnt really be gone. and you squeeze my hands, and you kiss my fingertips. you gently touch my skin, and i feel every curve of your hands. and i notice, how they’re rough. and i look up into your brown eyes, and they promise me forever. they promise me tomorrow, and the next day. until my last breath. they tell me stories, when your mouth cant form words. they say 'only you, beautiful’ only you? i ask are you sure? and you say 'of course’ only you..only you beautiful. and im lucky, and a tear rolls down, but youll never see them. because i wipe them off before you can even blink. and when you do, i miss your brown eyes. i miss they’re stories, i miss their reassurance. and when you sleep. i miss you. i miss your voice. and even though your arms are wrapped around my body, youre too far away from me.and i want to wake you up, but i’d never want to disturb. and then, when it feels like its too good to be true..it is. you get up, you stand up, you turn the lights on, and you draw the blinds open. you open the door, and leave it that way. we leave, and we drive, and i think. and you look out the window. and we dont talk. and you dont kiss me, and you dont hold me, and when you do, you let go. and you wont dare touch me, you hardly want me. and you surely dont need me. i say i love you, and you say 'me too’. and that is that. and that is how it goes, and that is how it went. i dont feel feel your body, but i feel like i went on a trip, and im lying in a strangers bed. and all i want to do is drive home. i dont feel your breath, your walking too far from me. and you kiss my forehead cause i think you feel obligated. and i dont feel assured. i feel shoved. i ask you, 'will you always stay?’ and you say 'of course.’ and that is that. and that is how it goes, and that is how it went. and you hold my hand, sometimes; if im lucky. and you squeeze it, becuase youre trying to guide me in the direction you’re walking. and you wouldn’t dare kiss my fingertips. you touch my shoulder, but the material blocks me from feeling your hands. i look into your brown eyes, and they look empty. they tell me look away. they tell me me stores, when your mouth cant form words. they say 'not now, not right now.’ and i dont need to ask, because your body language says it all. i still feel lucky, for some foolish reason. and a tear rolls down, and i want you to see, so i dont wipe them off. and you blink, you blink..alot.once,twice..three times. and i dont miss your eyes, becaused i dont like this story. i liked the other story better, it was better. and we cant sleep, we cant sleep right now. but i miss you. and i miss your voice, because you arent really talking to me. and even though youre holding my hand, id rather have your arms wrapped around my body. because even though i felt you were far away. you werent too distant. and when things cant get worse..they do.
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How to get Premium Version of Mondly Language Software (legal)
Since all the langblrs have been talking about this, I thought I’d make a straightforward guide on how to do it: 1) Go to Mondly.com while on a non-mobile device 2) Create an account 3) Click “Shop” 4) Click the box that says “Enter Code” and type “MONDLY” (all caps) 5) Congratulations! You now have $20+ worth of language software for free. It adds 23 additional languages not available for people with free membership and a ton of other features [If you already have an account, access said account on your laptop or desktop, enter the code, and refresh the app on your phone. The Android app updates quickly, iPhone has some issues]
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We make time for people we care about. Clearly you've moved on and don't give a fuck.
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If you love your Dad reblog this. If not he dies in 13 days.
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when you feel the Bern but Hillary wins the primaries
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when Jesus knew Judas would betray him but invited him to brunch just for the drama of it all
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Shoutout to the thick girls who are also thick in the arms and belly and everywhere else that isn’t considered as sexy.
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remember swine flu reblog if ur a tru 2009 kid
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