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NAURRRRR the way i use all of these phrases :’)

hey fic writers, in case you’re nervous you’re too cliche or not original enough or something, please know a lot of those things readers actively live for. as proof, here are some of infinite examples of things i see in fics all the time that i never ever get tired of

• “uh,” they said, intelligently

• a character realizing they’re in love and immediately thinking “fuck”

• them seeing someone who’s normally well-dressed in comfy/‘unfashionable’ clothes and silently losing it

• stupid poetry about a first kiss. idc if it’s “it feels strangely normal” or “there are fireworks” or “it feels like home/safe” or WHATEVER. go tf for those first kisses babes

• are you writing a fic entirely about friendship? literally you can do no wrong. literally everything you’ve ever done has been correct and i would die for you

• holding hands feeling more intimate than kissing/sex (especially right after the latter happens)

• characters blushing. idgaf if people don’t blush that much irl, i want the bright-tipped ears and the flushes down the neck and the pink-stained cheeks

• “all ___ and ____ and _____”

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JUNGWON :: EN-O'CLOCK EP.10 Behind

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y’all ever reach a point in life where nothing you want matters anymore bc you’ve just become this huge burden to everyone else? just me? okay.

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Me: I am a good writer.  I’m good at developing emotions and building tension.

Bojack Horseman s6e15, “The View From Halfway Down:”

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i want to be better.

ajj, kokopelli face tattoo / tumblr user halfsavages / todd chavez, bojack horseman s3e10 (2016) / tumblr user jihaad / catra, she-ra and the princesses of power s5e08 (2020) / kesha, learn to let go / dimple, mob psycho 100 s2e05 (2019) / tumblr user insomniac-arrest / chidi anagonye, the good place s4e02 (2019) / tumblr user flowerais / rilo kiley, a better son/daughter

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SUNJAY AND JAKEHOON ARE SO FUN TO WRITE PLATONICALLY!!!!!! who was going to tell me this!!!!!

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designated driver (a jayhoon oneshot!) 

If you asked Jay about his thoughts on Sunghoon’s sexual deviance, he would probably just tell you to mind your business. There was no way he’d tell anyone the truth about how he really felt. Sunghoon didn’t need to hear that again.

Sunghoon was an adult and as destructive as some of his choices are, Jay was going to let him make them.

Even if it kind of kills him on the inside.

“I like you, Jay. I don’t know if it’s love right now but I think I could let myself feel that one day too.”

read now on ao3! 

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hello tumblr i hath not given thou the attention it deserved

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wish my parents told me i was actually good at things when i was a kid so i could stop feeling so insecure about literally everything

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i did it. 

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ooohhh i might just try this hehe thank u!!!! 

i’ve approached the smut part of my one shot and um. i do not. know how to write this…..? 

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im gonna enter an alter ego so i can write this and not feel embarrassed KLSDDJFKLSDJF 

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"how do i describe jake. everything about him is.... huge." - something i actually said out loud 

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i’ve approached the smut part of my one shot and um. i do not. know how to write this.....? 

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ever since i moved in w my gf, our monthly anniversaries have been so uneventful hehehe but it’s okie bc i get to cuddle with her and get kisses so!!!!!!!!! she’s so cute i love her idk what my life would be like without her 

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okay rant time again but this is genuinely the first time I’ve ever felt so excited and proud of something I wrote - and that’s because I actively tried to work on the things I lacked in, which was characterisation. all it took was just reading through enha’s mbti and enneagram types, reading other writers’ dreamwidths on enha dynamics for me to really find their voices!

I think I’ve always written in a very stagnant way, one just filled with a lot of dialogue and action but no real ~depth~ behind anything they say or do. They just do things and say things for the sake of doing and saying stuff. I don’t know if I really improved or not with what I’m writing now, but I do feel like it’a a lot less empty and more ~alive~

I don’t know, my standard of good is probably other people’s mediocre, but at the end of the day - I write because I like doing it. The success of other people does not define mine in any way. Any small success for me is still a win, this is definitely one of them.

Next thing I want to improve on is using more metaphorical language? But this might be a little harder to do since it requires genuine skills, it’s not something I can fix by just reading up a little.

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imagine me saying this and then it’s trash to other people HAHSJDKDKKSKSK

this jayhoon one shot YALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ITS SO GOOD FUCK OMG I CANT BELIEVE ITS ME WRITING THIS